Learning how to cook recently.

erm.. tried chicken cutlet the day before. Thankfully i didnt burnt down the kitchen. lol.

Results? hehe.. They say nice. All thanks to my maid who taught me how to marinate the chicken.

Today learnt another new dish from "someone"..

hmm.. will learnt more from my maid in the future. Hopefully i can learnt how to cook well soon.. But still.. I am SO AFRAID OF THE OIL!!!..

It is a must know for a woman.

Have been neglecting it for.. a long long time.

Yeah.. in this new age, women are aiming to be successful in business.

But still.. Housework and cooking are unavoidable.

I once heard from a friend. To capture a man's heart, you first have to capture his stomach.

Is it true? I wonder.

Anyway, learning now is for my own benefit.

Weeee....

But Still.. baking is my favourite. Speak of it.. i have bake for a long long time.. ever since my family threw away the baking oven.

My cornflakes cookiessss... my swiss rollsssss... my cup cakesssss... I miss baking so much!!!!

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Having pre monday blues..

AHhhh... my weekend..

Awaiting for the next weekend to arrive...

Bored.

Why do i have to worry for $$$??

*sigh*

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I realise.. there's getting more and more people closing their blogs.. and making it private.

Cause.. there's more and more people visiting their blog.. and backstabbing them.

Jealousy? Hatred?

Why do people have to force others to that extend?

Will they be happy about the end results?

Humans.. *sigh*

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I realised.. I cant let go of the negative feelings.

The only way.. is to find ways and means to avoid him/her. But.. i dont think i can.

And most importantly, i have be very mindful about my words.. I DO NOT WANT TO BACKSTAB ANYONE like i was being backstab.

It would be disgusting of me to do that.

I wonder when did the negative feeling started.

I want it to go away.. badly.

I do not want to trouble them/they/him/her/it.. cause.. them/they/him/her/it is stuck in between.

Things get complicated.. *sigh* shouldnt have let them/they/him/her/it know that i have began to dislike him/her.

Confusing? LOL! Thats the way i want it to be.

I think i still can pretend.. that nothing is going on.

I THINK.

AH.. Being HUMANS IS SO TROUBLESOME! I wish to be a dog(maltese), or a bird. Maltese cause it is cute and is always being pampered by the owner. Bird cause its free.. from everything.. flying high up in the sky.. ignoring what is around it.

*sigh*

I wish i can stop being so mindful about them/they/him/her/it. Going out...... *sensored*

idiot me, foolish me, bad me. I am so so so.. BAD!!! ok i know.. i am not an angel. BUT STILL~ i just wanna be a nice person to everyone... thats all..

Bah.. if i continue blogging i will have suicidal tendence again.

Good night everyone.

Good night to myself.

Monday blues.. i hate monday..

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"i am still going on strong.. still......................................... i think.."