i am sick...

Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Down with flu.. and slight fever now..

Had dinner with fred, jacob and julina at far east.. and 3 of them are so nice to me.. knowing that i'm utterly broke, they wanted to pay for my share of the dinner! (well in the end ju was the one who paid for my share.. thank you my dear..)

Later.....

The 2 crazy people...

Julina and her friend desmond wanted to club earlier. YES ON A TUES CUM RAINY NIGHT!.. (Cause both of them no need to work tml. damnz)

First.. we went to devils bar.. my god, bo lang.. then.. we went to momo.. even worse!!.. NTU BASH with NO ONE DANCING ON THE DANCE FLOOR! >.<.. Then we went to mdm wong.. WAH.. the first time when we open the gate we could see the pool table right across the whole mdm wong. In the end.. we ended up at mount faber "the altivo". Nice chilling out place i would say.. with nice music and a very wonderful view of the sea... Had a cocktail.. and we talk through the night.. well.. i was staring at the sea most of the time while they were doing the talking.. as

1) I AM EXTREMELY TIRED LOH!.. >.<

2) I am FUCKING SICK!

3) I'M FUCKING SAD!

I am very very very tired as i needa wake up at 730am for work.. and they dragged me down to clubs after clubs.. saying "carol you can de. You are carol leh. 5hrs of sleep enough for you."

*faint*

That's the reason why i'm sick now.. stupid flu and fever..

Needa sleep soon..

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Today is a lousy day.. a bad day..

A.. " You made me realise how insignificant i am" day..

A.. "Finally i know.. i am never in there at all.." day..

A.. in short. fiak up day.

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I wonder.. if i can wake up later.. most importantly.. i wonder.. will my sickness goes off..

being sick and alone.. is the worst kinda of feeling that i've ever been through.. with noone by my side.. Noone to take care of me.. Noone to shower care and concern for me..

Sick on my bed alone..

That is when.. pure loneliness sets in..

Loneliness. I must learnt to conquer it.
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"things i will to say, will be said later."
posted by icy at 11/30/2005 02:20:00 AM

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