I think i am crazy.
Saturday, November 05, 2005
My desire to win, my stubbornness, has cause me lots of pain and depression. It has clouded my vision, blurred my mind. I seriously do not know what i want. I seriously am in a lost. I do not know which path should i take. I do not know what i should do to my life....
Life is all about decision making.. Making a wrong decision will lead to regret.. What should i do.. its driving me crazy at times..
I simply hate myself. For being so weak, for being so indecisive, for being so emotional.
I simply hate myself for inflicting pain on myself..
I simply hate myself for thinking so much. Why do i like to over-complicate things?
I simply hate myself for my depression.
in simplier terms. i sux.
Life is all about decision making.. Making a wrong decision will lead to regret.. What should i do.. its driving me crazy at times..
I simply hate myself. For being so weak, for being so indecisive, for being so emotional.
I simply hate myself for inflicting pain on myself..
I simply hate myself for thinking so much. Why do i like to over-complicate things?
I simply hate myself for my depression.
in simplier terms. i sux.
posted by icy at 11/05/2005 08:54:00 PM
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