More things that i wanna do..
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
I am trying to conquer, to get use to loneliness.
1) Watching movie alone.
2) Going out alone.
3) Camp at home for days.
4) Learn to have meals alone.
5) maybe a holiday alone?
I dunno if i can do it. I wish i could. To get used to loneliness.
I'm just tired..
I'm slowly letting go..
Maybe this is the way..
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Yesterday, Ju and i had a very long conversation.
She explains to me in her own views why are most of my r/s a failure.
1) I have been loving guys more than they love me.
2) I made known to them how much i need them.
3) I have been going round and round the same kinda of guys. Which is not suitable for me. (according to her.. since she knows most of my ex)
Maybe.. she's correct.
Maybe this is the reason.. why am i constantly going through the same things over and over again..
Can i change?..
I hope i can.
Learning.. to Love my friends, love my family, love myself more than just loving a person.
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Fever has subsided. Flu is gone. Maybe it came just for awhile telling me to sleep early.
Intending to go clubbing earlier, but i think i'm too lazy now to go..
Just wish to slack around, being alone.
Parents will be back from their holiday today.. and that marks the end of my proverty. FINALLY!!!..
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遗失的美好演
唱:张韶涵
海的思念绵延不绝终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑嘴角就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了
在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到
1) Watching movie alone.
2) Going out alone.
3) Camp at home for days.
4) Learn to have meals alone.
5) maybe a holiday alone?
I dunno if i can do it. I wish i could. To get used to loneliness.
I'm just tired..
I'm slowly letting go..
Maybe this is the way..
__________________________________________________
Yesterday, Ju and i had a very long conversation.
She explains to me in her own views why are most of my r/s a failure.
1) I have been loving guys more than they love me.
2) I made known to them how much i need them.
3) I have been going round and round the same kinda of guys. Which is not suitable for me. (according to her.. since she knows most of my ex)
Maybe.. she's correct.
Maybe this is the reason.. why am i constantly going through the same things over and over again..
Can i change?..
I hope i can.
Learning.. to Love my friends, love my family, love myself more than just loving a person.
__________________________________________________
Fever has subsided. Flu is gone. Maybe it came just for awhile telling me to sleep early.
Intending to go clubbing earlier, but i think i'm too lazy now to go..
Just wish to slack around, being alone.
Parents will be back from their holiday today.. and that marks the end of my proverty. FINALLY!!!..
________________________________________________
遗失的美好演
唱:张韶涵
海的思念绵延不绝终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远应该也会跟幸福相见
承诺常常很像蝴蝶美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言就像一定会来的春天
我始终带着你爱的微笑一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑嘴角就用你握过的手抹掉
再多的风景也从不停靠只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好但就是谁都替代不了
在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到
posted by icy at 11/30/2005 06:55:00 PM
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