First day at work!
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
ok.. think i'm getting old.. >.<
No longer have the aggressiveness in retail as compared to the younger ones in my shop.
Thankfully, there's no individual target, if not i'll kick her butt.
Whenever i serve a customer, she will pop out and start talking.
Talking about ethics. oh well.. she's only 17. Cant blame.
I'm so tired after standing for 9hrs straight.
Think i am getting lazier and lazier by the years.
Have a sudden thought of "I do not wanna work PT anymore. Cheap Labor."
But.. no $$~~~ HOW!!!.. i still have another 1.5years to go!!..
Bah.. I need a sugar daddy... Anyone have lobang? lolz. (Kidding k!)
Lazy to work.. but have to.. cause.. i'm broke...
Ahhhhh.. should have complete my studies first before working..
I missed the days working in my ex company so much..
that i am still not used to the days of being so broke.
And.. I am still shopping like nobody's business!!!
*cries*
Someone.. please control my spending.. >.<
Do not let me buy unnecessary stuffs anymore.. =X
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Lying to myself so much that i do not know how i feel anymore.
What do i really really want???
Do i really not expecting anything???
Or is it that i'm just trying to lie to myself to make myself feel better??
*Confused*
I am a confused girl. hahaz. i'm trying to persuade myself that i can be strong.
Or am i really strong?
this is not depression ya, its just questions in my head which are looking for answers.
I do know for a fact, that the questions will never be answered.
For i have already mold that part into me.
i'm so confused that noone understands me. I dont understand myself either.
One thing for sure, i can never forget.. for.. the footsteps are all over in my heart.
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Reminder To All: Treasure what you have.. and dont take it for granted.. You never know when you are taking things for granted..
No longer have the aggressiveness in retail as compared to the younger ones in my shop.
Thankfully, there's no individual target, if not i'll kick her butt.
Whenever i serve a customer, she will pop out and start talking.
Talking about ethics. oh well.. she's only 17. Cant blame.
I'm so tired after standing for 9hrs straight.
Think i am getting lazier and lazier by the years.
Have a sudden thought of "I do not wanna work PT anymore. Cheap Labor."
But.. no $$~~~ HOW!!!.. i still have another 1.5years to go!!..
Bah.. I need a sugar daddy... Anyone have lobang? lolz. (Kidding k!)
Lazy to work.. but have to.. cause.. i'm broke...
Ahhhhh.. should have complete my studies first before working..
I missed the days working in my ex company so much..
that i am still not used to the days of being so broke.
And.. I am still shopping like nobody's business!!!
*cries*
Someone.. please control my spending.. >.<
Do not let me buy unnecessary stuffs anymore.. =X
__________________________________________________________________
Lying to myself so much that i do not know how i feel anymore.
What do i really really want???
Do i really not expecting anything???
Or is it that i'm just trying to lie to myself to make myself feel better??
*Confused*
I am a confused girl. hahaz. i'm trying to persuade myself that i can be strong.
Or am i really strong?
this is not depression ya, its just questions in my head which are looking for answers.
I do know for a fact, that the questions will never be answered.
For i have already mold that part into me.
i'm so confused that noone understands me. I dont understand myself either.
One thing for sure, i can never forget.. for.. the footsteps are all over in my heart.
_________________________________________________________________
Reminder To All: Treasure what you have.. and dont take it for granted.. You never know when you are taking things for granted..
posted by icy at 12/14/2005 11:39:00 PM
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