I am losing myself again.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Initally thought that i have controlled it quite well now i'm on the verge of losing it all over again.
I need to control it. I cannot let it run all over me again.
i will lose myself again.
No.. I do not wanna sink deeper.
Climb up yourself my dear. Do not sink deeper.
Freeze it. You can do it.
It was frozen a couple of days ago. Why defreeze it again?
Dont let it flow within you again.
Feel the numbness within your heart..
Dont let hopes fly again..
Dont let thoughts roll again..
Dont let feelings come again..
Double blow within one night. Wonderful isnt?
Thankfully its numb or is it?
Carol.. Feel the loneliness and embrace it..
The wonders of being alone..
Can you feel it?..
You are handling it well.. work harder and soon.. soon you can be alone..
you just need yourself..
I sound like a crazy biatch blogging tonight.
lol.. i'm just thinking out loud.
To friends who are reading.. I'm fine. Just feeling psycho tonight.
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重伤 - 张栋梁
趁着黑夜还未破晓之前离开你
你那时来还睡得很甜蜜
是否有察觉到我的一片苦心
是为了不让你逃避你自己
也许我还不够能力把你彻底忘记
至少我懂适当时离去
我受了重伤己不再对爱渴望
握紧的手始终要放
留得住的只是荒壤
我受了重伤离开只是种疗方
放手逃离伤心的海岸
遗憾的是没找到盲目的药方
多留一分钟就多痛一分钟
我该学会如何遗忘
只是一分钟就能从痛苦中释放
不必为了别人而伤
I need to control it. I cannot let it run all over me again.
i will lose myself again.
No.. I do not wanna sink deeper.
Climb up yourself my dear. Do not sink deeper.
Freeze it. You can do it.
It was frozen a couple of days ago. Why defreeze it again?
Dont let it flow within you again.
Feel the numbness within your heart..
Dont let hopes fly again..
Dont let thoughts roll again..
Dont let feelings come again..
Double blow within one night. Wonderful isnt?
Thankfully its numb or is it?
Carol.. Feel the loneliness and embrace it..
The wonders of being alone..
Can you feel it?..
You are handling it well.. work harder and soon.. soon you can be alone..
you just need yourself..
I sound like a crazy biatch blogging tonight.
lol.. i'm just thinking out loud.
To friends who are reading.. I'm fine. Just feeling psycho tonight.
________________________________________________________________
重伤 - 张栋梁
趁着黑夜还未破晓之前离开你
你那时来还睡得很甜蜜
是否有察觉到我的一片苦心
是为了不让你逃避你自己
也许我还不够能力把你彻底忘记
至少我懂适当时离去
我受了重伤己不再对爱渴望
握紧的手始终要放
留得住的只是荒壤
我受了重伤离开只是种疗方
放手逃离伤心的海岸
遗憾的是没找到盲目的药方
多留一分钟就多痛一分钟
我该学会如何遗忘
只是一分钟就能从痛苦中释放
不必为了别人而伤
posted by icy at 12/06/2005 11:05:00 PM
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