Pain.. and.. Tears.. Afterall..
Sunday, December 18, 2005
After so many months of efforts.. trying to touch.. it was again flushed down the drain..
After so many months of lying to myself..
Yes.. i knew this was coming..
Yet.. i didnt wanna stop myself from falling into it..
i wonder.. i wonder how long.. do i wanna torture myself..
For.. i do not have the strength to stop it..
for.. i am afraid..
for i love..
for.. my heart aches..
for.. a part of me.. still doesnt wanna give it up..
foolish..
stupid..
stubborn..
yes.. thats me..
too stubborn..
i couldnt let go..
god.. why do you wanna make fun of me.. you have.. break me.. you have killed me.. you have.. destroyed.. my heart..
After so many months of lying to myself..
Yes.. i knew this was coming..
Yet.. i didnt wanna stop myself from falling into it..
i wonder.. i wonder how long.. do i wanna torture myself..
For.. i do not have the strength to stop it..
for.. i am afraid..
for i love..
for.. my heart aches..
for.. a part of me.. still doesnt wanna give it up..
foolish..
stupid..
stubborn..
yes.. thats me..
too stubborn..
i couldnt let go..
god.. why do you wanna make fun of me.. you have.. break me.. you have killed me.. you have.. destroyed.. my heart..
posted by icy at 12/18/2005 01:59:00 PM
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