PMS
Thursday, December 22, 2005
I seriously think.. i have PMS.. (i used to not have it..)
Every time, when its the time of the month + just a few days before the time of the month, i will get utterly emotional.
A slight action (that i will be unhappy with) by anyone, will trigger my unhappiness/jealousy/pain/hurt/etc.
I cannot control it.. and its making my life miserable.. making me feel ultimately unhappy.
And i know.. its uncontrollable.
FIAK MAN~ I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE TILL I HIT MENOPAUSE?!
~>.<~
What should i do?!...
Its driving me crazy...
Controlling unhappiness and trying not to show it to anyone.. is hell..
and yes, i'm unhappy again.
When is this gonna end? *sigh*
I wish i could just have an emotional outburst instead of trying to control it..
I wish i could just show it..
But i cant..
For... i do not wanna hurt/ do some stupid stuffs that i might regret..
I'm a miserable being..
Every time, when its the time of the month + just a few days before the time of the month, i will get utterly emotional.
A slight action (that i will be unhappy with) by anyone, will trigger my unhappiness/jealousy/pain/hurt/etc.
I cannot control it.. and its making my life miserable.. making me feel ultimately unhappy.
And i know.. its uncontrollable.
FIAK MAN~ I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE TILL I HIT MENOPAUSE?!
~>.<~
What should i do?!...
Its driving me crazy...
Controlling unhappiness and trying not to show it to anyone.. is hell..
and yes, i'm unhappy again.
When is this gonna end? *sigh*
I wish i could just have an emotional outburst instead of trying to control it..
I wish i could just show it..
But i cant..
For... i do not wanna hurt/ do some stupid stuffs that i might regret..
I'm a miserable being..
posted by icy at 12/22/2005 01:32:00 AM
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