I wish..
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Have not been updating for a long time.. as i was feeling pretty down..
There wouldnt be pictures for a long time in my blog.. as i hate myself in specs. >.<
Well.. thanks to all of you guys for your care.
I am coping well with the news that i'm half blind for life.
Mom and dad still couldnt accept the news..
So.. this thurs i'm off to see another specialist again.
Well well.. i Wonder if this doc can do miracle.
According to my aunt this doc is the head of SGH Eye Dept or something.
I only know.. its gonna be damn freaking expensive.
Told mom and dad forget it. but they insisted.
oh well.. will update again on thurs if there's good news. (which i hardly think so.. as i have already approach 2 different doctor for opinion..)
I wish.. i could turn back time. *SIGH*
Could no longer find the confidence i once had.. when i look myself into the mirror with specs.
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Life is so.. meaningless and boring for me.
I'm gonna take up hip hop dancing and kick boxing soon.
Seriously, i think i am a freaking boring person.
Always, depending on people to keep me company.
Always.. shopping, working and studying (and nothing else!).
I hope i will get it done soon. >.<
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Still awaiting for that one miracle.
I wonder.. Will it arrived.
Or.. Its never gonna appear..
Tons of efforts have been put in, sacrifices has been made.
Still.. i'm hanging there.
I tried.. to persuade myself to let go.
I failed.
Too much.. have been put in to let go now..
My weakness.. my heart.
I wish.. for a love like any normal being.
Will i have it?..
Time will tell.. i believe.
There wouldnt be pictures for a long time in my blog.. as i hate myself in specs. >.<
Well.. thanks to all of you guys for your care.
I am coping well with the news that i'm half blind for life.
Mom and dad still couldnt accept the news..
So.. this thurs i'm off to see another specialist again.
Well well.. i Wonder if this doc can do miracle.
According to my aunt this doc is the head of SGH Eye Dept or something.
I only know.. its gonna be damn freaking expensive.
Told mom and dad forget it. but they insisted.
oh well.. will update again on thurs if there's good news. (which i hardly think so.. as i have already approach 2 different doctor for opinion..)
I wish.. i could turn back time. *SIGH*
Could no longer find the confidence i once had.. when i look myself into the mirror with specs.
___________________________________________________________________
Life is so.. meaningless and boring for me.
I'm gonna take up hip hop dancing and kick boxing soon.
Seriously, i think i am a freaking boring person.
Always, depending on people to keep me company.
Always.. shopping, working and studying (and nothing else!).
I hope i will get it done soon. >.<
___________________________________________________________________
Still awaiting for that one miracle.
I wonder.. Will it arrived.
Or.. Its never gonna appear..
Tons of efforts have been put in, sacrifices has been made.
Still.. i'm hanging there.
I tried.. to persuade myself to let go.
I failed.
Too much.. have been put in to let go now..
My weakness.. my heart.
I wish.. for a love like any normal being.
Will i have it?..
Time will tell.. i believe.
posted by icy at 2/08/2006 01:25:00 AM
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