Overwhelmed by Moodiness..
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Frustration..
Unhappiness..
Mood Swing..
I only.. desire.. for a simple love..
Someone who.. cares and appreciate me..
Someone who.. is proud of who i am..
Someone who.. shower love and attention..
Its so simple.. yet..
Being trapped in this situation.. i'm.. helpless.
Anyone knows how it feels.. when you speak and yet.. the other party doesnt give a damn about anything?..
Sometimes.. i wish i could have the strength.. to just leave and move on..
But.. i'm always hold back.. by memories.. and.. hopes.. that a miracle might appear...
Looking at couples.. i felt.. tiny..
Thoughts of... Why am i still doing this?..
Still.. i did nothing about it.
cause.. too much have been put in.. to give it all up.
Another 2 months.. i keep telling myself..
Just another 2 months.. it will all come to an ending..
Let me just run away from the cruel reality.. for another 2 months..
I have.. bare with this for almost 1 year.. whats another 2 months.
I dun feel happy.. yet.. in front of others..
i'm still the happy go lucky girl.. who laugh and joke at anything..
who is there to lend my shoulders to all my dear friends..
i have unspoken words of depression.. Tears... trapped in my heart.. unable to flow out..
yet.. i share with noone..
As.. i truly understand.. what is need to be done.. and since.. i am unwilling to do anything..
its pointless.. to mention it to anyone.
Love.. a mixture of pain and sorrows.. a mixture of happiness and care..
why am i tasting pain and sorrows now?..
it simply hurts...
Unhappiness..
Mood Swing..
I only.. desire.. for a simple love..
Someone who.. cares and appreciate me..
Someone who.. is proud of who i am..
Someone who.. shower love and attention..
Its so simple.. yet..
Being trapped in this situation.. i'm.. helpless.
Anyone knows how it feels.. when you speak and yet.. the other party doesnt give a damn about anything?..
Sometimes.. i wish i could have the strength.. to just leave and move on..
But.. i'm always hold back.. by memories.. and.. hopes.. that a miracle might appear...
Looking at couples.. i felt.. tiny..
Thoughts of... Why am i still doing this?..
Still.. i did nothing about it.
cause.. too much have been put in.. to give it all up.
Another 2 months.. i keep telling myself..
Just another 2 months.. it will all come to an ending..
Let me just run away from the cruel reality.. for another 2 months..
I have.. bare with this for almost 1 year.. whats another 2 months.
I dun feel happy.. yet.. in front of others..
i'm still the happy go lucky girl.. who laugh and joke at anything..
who is there to lend my shoulders to all my dear friends..
i have unspoken words of depression.. Tears... trapped in my heart.. unable to flow out..
yet.. i share with noone..
As.. i truly understand.. what is need to be done.. and since.. i am unwilling to do anything..
its pointless.. to mention it to anyone.
Love.. a mixture of pain and sorrows.. a mixture of happiness and care..
why am i tasting pain and sorrows now?..
it simply hurts...
posted by icy at 3/18/2006 10:50:00 AM
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Comments for Overwhelmed by Moodiness..
hurt is a choice....you can choose not to own it...
love itself is another choice...you have a choice
love itself is another choice...you have a choice
