Reality.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Its good that i'm always brought back to reality every now and then..
When i starts to daydream, when i begin to feel on cloud 9..
I'm brought back to the cruel reality.
Its fantastic.
Serious.
At least i know. I no longer have to do that much.
At least i realise, its useless to do that much. Since the ending has been marked.
Pretentious me.
Pretending, hiding, suppressing myself.
Sometimes, i wish i can stop behaving like this.
Sometimes, i wonder why did i bring myself to this situation.
Then again, thinking and wondering doesnt help for i dont do anything to stop it.
hahahaha!
Any idea how am i feeling?.. Any idea how does it feel to suppress your feelings?
I wonder does anyone knows or understand me.
The pretentious, the insignificant, the ugly side of me.
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On a brighter note,
A wonder gal has actually deliver my birks to my doorstep today!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
After long waiting for 6 months!!
My first gizeh!!! AHhhhhhhhhhh!! Its so pretty! *grinz*
Gonna wear it tomorrow! hOhOho!!
And yes, i am a shopperholic!!
But, i spent my own money de ok. No Parents support. No sugar daddy! Just me and myself!!
and.. i bought 2 racerback from four skin earlier.
Cant take pics coz my camera not with me.
Good bargain!! 2 for $10 only!! hehehe..
Was feeling.. "Funny" earlier.. then i went for some retail therapy lor.. =X
I only go for cheap and good bargains now ok.
No expensive items. hehehe..
And most importantly..
I am going to BKK soon!!!!!!!!!
SHOPPING HEAVEN FOR SG POOR PPL!!
LIKE ME!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Thinking of that only, makes me feel so damn freaking happy.
Cause.. its gonna be nothing but.. SHOP SHOP AND MORE SHOPPING!!
___________________________________________________________________
Did i mention that i become social smoker?
FOOK!
I feel like smoking so badly now.
I lazy go down and buy.
Brother dont have..
And.. my wonderful neighbour janson has moved out.. HAIZZZ
When i starts to daydream, when i begin to feel on cloud 9..
I'm brought back to the cruel reality.
Its fantastic.
Serious.
At least i know. I no longer have to do that much.
At least i realise, its useless to do that much. Since the ending has been marked.
Pretentious me.
Pretending, hiding, suppressing myself.
Sometimes, i wish i can stop behaving like this.
Sometimes, i wonder why did i bring myself to this situation.
Then again, thinking and wondering doesnt help for i dont do anything to stop it.
hahahaha!
Any idea how am i feeling?.. Any idea how does it feel to suppress your feelings?
I wonder does anyone knows or understand me.
The pretentious, the insignificant, the ugly side of me.
___________________________________________________________________
On a brighter note,
A wonder gal has actually deliver my birks to my doorstep today!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
After long waiting for 6 months!!
My first gizeh!!! AHhhhhhhhhhh!! Its so pretty! *grinz*
Gonna wear it tomorrow! hOhOho!!
And yes, i am a shopperholic!!
But, i spent my own money de ok. No Parents support. No sugar daddy! Just me and myself!!
and.. i bought 2 racerback from four skin earlier.
Cant take pics coz my camera not with me.
Good bargain!! 2 for $10 only!! hehehe..
Was feeling.. "Funny" earlier.. then i went for some retail therapy lor.. =X
I only go for cheap and good bargains now ok.
No expensive items. hehehe..
And most importantly..
I am going to BKK soon!!!!!!!!!
SHOPPING HEAVEN FOR SG POOR PPL!!
LIKE ME!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Thinking of that only, makes me feel so damn freaking happy.
Cause.. its gonna be nothing but.. SHOP SHOP AND MORE SHOPPING!!
___________________________________________________________________
Did i mention that i become social smoker?
FOOK!
I feel like smoking so badly now.
I lazy go down and buy.
Brother dont have..
And.. my wonderful neighbour janson has moved out.. HAIZZZ
posted by icy at 3/01/2006 11:29:00 PM
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