Maybe.. its time..
Monday, May 01, 2006
Finally.. i'm begining to feel tired..
Finally.. i'm begining to feel that its time to give it up..
Finally.. it dawn on me.. maybe.. maybe its not worth it anymore.
Mind and heart are fighting each other once again.
Its just another 1 more month..
Should i just.. spend the last month..
or should i just move on with my life?..
Now.. more and more ppl are telling me...
"girl, enough.. its time to let go.. you dun wanna be like.. the other.. who is too stubborn to move on right?"
I seriously feel.. my heart could no longer take anymore heartaches like the day before.
This is the first time out of so many times.. that.. the pain lingers in my heart for more than 1 day.
I could no longer suppress the feeling nor could i control & pretend i dont mind..
Without confidence.. without security..
I do not know how to react when things happen other than being paranoid.
Are you too.. waiting for me to leave?..
Are you too.. wanting me to make that decision?..
i dunno. No.. I dun wanna know. I still dont wanna wake up.
but.. my eyes are begining to open up.. from this dream.
I might be awake soon..
maybe.. its about time...
Will you miss me?.. hahahaha.
Finally.. i'm begining to feel that its time to give it up..
Finally.. it dawn on me.. maybe.. maybe its not worth it anymore.
Mind and heart are fighting each other once again.
Its just another 1 more month..
Should i just.. spend the last month..
or should i just move on with my life?..
Now.. more and more ppl are telling me...
"girl, enough.. its time to let go.. you dun wanna be like.. the other.. who is too stubborn to move on right?"
I seriously feel.. my heart could no longer take anymore heartaches like the day before.
This is the first time out of so many times.. that.. the pain lingers in my heart for more than 1 day.
I could no longer suppress the feeling nor could i control & pretend i dont mind..
Without confidence.. without security..
I do not know how to react when things happen other than being paranoid.
Are you too.. waiting for me to leave?..
Are you too.. wanting me to make that decision?..
i dunno. No.. I dun wanna know. I still dont wanna wake up.
but.. my eyes are begining to open up.. from this dream.
I might be awake soon..
maybe.. its about time...
Will you miss me?.. hahahaha.
posted by icy at 5/01/2006 02:46:00 AM
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