A recap..
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
1 year..
things i have done..
do you still remember..
i dunno how much you remembered..
but i do know.. its all in the drain.
Pain.
Hurt.
i read through all my 8 months entry.
Each painful memories flow back to my mind.
I am sorry, those beautiful memories are clouded with the hurtful ones.
Maybe those beautiful ones will only appear 3-4years down the road when i have fully forgotten you.
Remember your promise and dont break it.
Its for the benefit of me.
Do you know.. how much i wish you could tell me u do have feelings for me?
Do you know.. how much i wish you could ask me to stay..
But its never gonna happen.
You had someone else in your heart all these while, i made this choice of staying even tho i knew.
and i thought i could handle it.
but sorry, i cause so much headaches for you.
making you angry, making you fustrated.
its gonna be over soon.
I still dunno i would stay till that day or not.
Cause the thought of leaving earlier is getting stronger with you putting more painful memories into my brain.
things i have done..
do you still remember..
i dunno how much you remembered..
but i do know.. its all in the drain.
Pain.
Hurt.
i read through all my 8 months entry.
Each painful memories flow back to my mind.
I am sorry, those beautiful memories are clouded with the hurtful ones.
Maybe those beautiful ones will only appear 3-4years down the road when i have fully forgotten you.
Remember your promise and dont break it.
Its for the benefit of me.
Do you know.. how much i wish you could tell me u do have feelings for me?
Do you know.. how much i wish you could ask me to stay..
But its never gonna happen.
You had someone else in your heart all these while, i made this choice of staying even tho i knew.
and i thought i could handle it.
but sorry, i cause so much headaches for you.
making you angry, making you fustrated.
its gonna be over soon.
I still dunno i would stay till that day or not.
Cause the thought of leaving earlier is getting stronger with you putting more painful memories into my brain.
posted by icy at 5/23/2006 01:17:00 AM
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