It actually Hurts?
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Haha. The tears that was frozen in my heart, is begining to defreeze.
The pain, that never came, is appearing once again.
Using alochol, to numb the pain, i went drinking again yesterday.
First it was MOS, then to devils.
Iris and i club hop ytd. LOL.
I almost cried in devils. But there isnt any tears.
Just felt a sudden pain there in my heart which i wanted so much to release it.
But i didnt cry. No, up till now, there's only tears. but not crying.
Time heals, yeah i know.
I just need more time to let it go..
But why am i still harbouring the hopes that he might call?..
I dun wanna wait for his calls anymore..
More clubbing, More alcohol, to numb the pain.
Sooner or later the pain will go. that i know.
The pain, that never came, is appearing once again.
Using alochol, to numb the pain, i went drinking again yesterday.
First it was MOS, then to devils.
Iris and i club hop ytd. LOL.
I almost cried in devils. But there isnt any tears.
Just felt a sudden pain there in my heart which i wanted so much to release it.
But i didnt cry. No, up till now, there's only tears. but not crying.
Time heals, yeah i know.
I just need more time to let it go..
But why am i still harbouring the hopes that he might call?..
I dun wanna wait for his calls anymore..
More clubbing, More alcohol, to numb the pain.
Sooner or later the pain will go. that i know.
posted by icy at 6/29/2006 05:48:00 PM
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