Shopping again!
Thursday, June 22, 2006
hehehe.. i can never stop shopping no matter how broke i am..
Rebecca spree from Tw Auction!
Pink Pink!!!! Nice ma?? hhehehe~
Hehehehehe.. another ribbon~
Colourful hor? hehehe...
Bought 3 pairs! each $24 including shipping!
Consider cheap ba? =X
i spend too much on shopping liao laaaaaaaaaa....
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Spoke to an old friend yesterday, he was the one and only one who knows me inside out like a book.
This is what he told me "you dun sound happy, you sound as tho, your heart is heavy, your heart is sad. Yet, you are pretending hard to be happy. Whats wrong?" when i was talking as per usual, laughing at the jokes that we cracked.
I got a shock. I thought i hid myself well in front of everyone.
and i spoke to him about my confusion.
Things that he said.. is now constantly in my mind..
do you know, if a person love you, he will never hurt u?
do you know, if a person love you, he will protect you?
do you know, if a person love you, when u set him free, he will come back to you?..
do you think if a person loves you, he will not give you status?
do you think he cares about how are you feeling now?
do you think he really cares if you are out there waiting for him, waiting for his call?
do you think he really cares if you are confuse becoz of his confusion?
do you think.. he will stay if his ex gf came back to him?
or..
do you wanna wait, till he found a better one and then tell you, sorry you are not the one for me, so lets end it?
Think about this, when your friend, any friend, is sad, is troubled, did you really care about how they feel, or you just out of kindness show them you concern? Does it really bother you if any of your friends are sad? Yes, you may accompany them, you may talk to them, but will you be sad if they are sad?
He further explained..
"i am telling you this, is to let you realise, noone in this world, bothers about how u feel, what u thinking.. Even if they shown concern.. its just purely out of obligation or said becoz its words (they are cheap) its not truthfully from their heart.."
He again told me..
Each time, your r/s fails, you tell me you are in pain, you are bleeding, but dont you always make it through all those dark days?
...
He asked me to think about those questions and answer them myself.
He asked me to find a day, sit down and think through all the past r/s i had.. to learn my mistake, and grow up.
Will i.. be able to make that final decision soon?..
Rebecca spree from Tw Auction!
Pink Pink!!!! Nice ma?? hhehehe~
Hehehehehe.. another ribbon~
Colourful hor? hehehe...
Bought 3 pairs! each $24 including shipping!
Consider cheap ba? =X
i spend too much on shopping liao laaaaaaaaaa....
=========================================================
Spoke to an old friend yesterday, he was the one and only one who knows me inside out like a book.
This is what he told me "you dun sound happy, you sound as tho, your heart is heavy, your heart is sad. Yet, you are pretending hard to be happy. Whats wrong?" when i was talking as per usual, laughing at the jokes that we cracked.
I got a shock. I thought i hid myself well in front of everyone.
and i spoke to him about my confusion.
Things that he said.. is now constantly in my mind..
do you know, if a person love you, he will never hurt u?
do you know, if a person love you, he will protect you?
do you know, if a person love you, when u set him free, he will come back to you?..
do you think if a person loves you, he will not give you status?
do you think he cares about how are you feeling now?
do you think he really cares if you are out there waiting for him, waiting for his call?
do you think he really cares if you are confuse becoz of his confusion?
do you think.. he will stay if his ex gf came back to him?
or..
do you wanna wait, till he found a better one and then tell you, sorry you are not the one for me, so lets end it?
Think about this, when your friend, any friend, is sad, is troubled, did you really care about how they feel, or you just out of kindness show them you concern? Does it really bother you if any of your friends are sad? Yes, you may accompany them, you may talk to them, but will you be sad if they are sad?
He further explained..
"i am telling you this, is to let you realise, noone in this world, bothers about how u feel, what u thinking.. Even if they shown concern.. its just purely out of obligation or said becoz its words (they are cheap) its not truthfully from their heart.."
He again told me..
Each time, your r/s fails, you tell me you are in pain, you are bleeding, but dont you always make it through all those dark days?
...
He asked me to think about those questions and answer them myself.
He asked me to find a day, sit down and think through all the past r/s i had.. to learn my mistake, and grow up.
Will i.. be able to make that final decision soon?..
posted by icy at 6/22/2006 03:13:00 AM
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