Dramatic Weekend
Monday, August 14, 2006
it was a dramatic weekend.
brianca and i witness a breakup that.. if i write down, it will be more like a TV drama.
I am not gonna write what is the whole thing about.
All i can say, to all guys out there.... Dont ever two time. You will still end up losing everything even if you are very smart.
No matter how smart you are, the truth will someday unfold itself..
I really do not understand.. why some guys would want to 2 time a girl that he really love. Is it worth the risk? Or is it because its the risk that they think it is fun trying?
I really do not understand.. maybe i'm not a guy.
Hurting the one they love most.. losing her when the truth unfolds... and wishing for another chance when... the game is up.
While the other was being made used of.. being lied...
Sigh. Love. What is love. All i know is love is blind and we always fall in love with the wrong guy.
Both the gals were my besties, i knew.. what was going on many mths ago..
anyway, at least.. now the both of them are friends.
The truth is now revealed.. and i no longer need to pretend or act as if nothing is going on.
Lies... would one day be known.. if you are telling too much of it.
When a relationship is scarred to the point of no return..
When it no longer have trust...
When it becomes draggy...
when it.. hurts to be together..
its always best to let it go.. for it only hurts.. both side if it continues..
There will no longer be happiness..
There will only be hurtful memories...
If you love a person, let him/her go.
If its meant to be.. both of you will be together no matter how.
Sometimes, i wish i couldnt love at all.
Looking at what my pals are going through..
The pain, the tears.
What do women, always (Mostly) be the one getting hurt in the end?
Where are all the good men?
Have they all disappeared from the world?
anyway, I wish both of the girls.. be strong. And brianca and i will always be around when u need a shoulder to cry on.
I love you Three! oh, almost forgot, and IRIS~ i love u too!
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Next, yesterday went to Devils again.
All thanks to my bestie iris, who manage to get a table for us at the very last moment.
It was fun fun and fun~
I am cutting down on clubbing le. coz.. going every week.. will ruin my facial complexion. Now my main focus is to improve on my skin before it ... reach to the point of no return!
Been going to facial continuously for the past 3mths.
I see some improvement but theres still a long way to go..
Anyway, we left at around 3am and the 3 gals stayed over together with me at his place.
Pictures! Since i did not take much pictures these few days. (due to.. my forgetfulness.. nv bring my camera out)
Posting up what Iris took during the HK trip which she sent me!
My pretty pretty babe! At HK Disney Land!


Hehehe.. she pretty ba? =D She is my lesbian partner too!!!!!!
I am so Xin fu~ *GRINZ* =D~~~~

These are my 3 other lesbian partners. Namely Brianca, Jane and nat!
Are you jealous? =P hehehehe...
and they love me alot too!!!!!!!

I am a fortunate girl.. With so many lesbian partners surrounding me..
And i know.. someday i'll need a shoulder to cry on.
All of them will be by my side.. right! =D
brianca and i witness a breakup that.. if i write down, it will be more like a TV drama.
I am not gonna write what is the whole thing about.
All i can say, to all guys out there.... Dont ever two time. You will still end up losing everything even if you are very smart.
No matter how smart you are, the truth will someday unfold itself..
I really do not understand.. why some guys would want to 2 time a girl that he really love. Is it worth the risk? Or is it because its the risk that they think it is fun trying?
I really do not understand.. maybe i'm not a guy.
Hurting the one they love most.. losing her when the truth unfolds... and wishing for another chance when... the game is up.
While the other was being made used of.. being lied...
Sigh. Love. What is love. All i know is love is blind and we always fall in love with the wrong guy.
Both the gals were my besties, i knew.. what was going on many mths ago..
anyway, at least.. now the both of them are friends.
The truth is now revealed.. and i no longer need to pretend or act as if nothing is going on.
Lies... would one day be known.. if you are telling too much of it.
When a relationship is scarred to the point of no return..
When it no longer have trust...
When it becomes draggy...
when it.. hurts to be together..
its always best to let it go.. for it only hurts.. both side if it continues..
There will no longer be happiness..
There will only be hurtful memories...
If you love a person, let him/her go.
If its meant to be.. both of you will be together no matter how.
Sometimes, i wish i couldnt love at all.
Looking at what my pals are going through..
The pain, the tears.
What do women, always (Mostly) be the one getting hurt in the end?
Where are all the good men?
Have they all disappeared from the world?
anyway, I wish both of the girls.. be strong. And brianca and i will always be around when u need a shoulder to cry on.
I love you Three! oh, almost forgot, and IRIS~ i love u too!
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
Next, yesterday went to Devils again.
All thanks to my bestie iris, who manage to get a table for us at the very last moment.
It was fun fun and fun~
I am cutting down on clubbing le. coz.. going every week.. will ruin my facial complexion. Now my main focus is to improve on my skin before it ... reach to the point of no return!
Been going to facial continuously for the past 3mths.
I see some improvement but theres still a long way to go..
Anyway, we left at around 3am and the 3 gals stayed over together with me at his place.
Pictures! Since i did not take much pictures these few days. (due to.. my forgetfulness.. nv bring my camera out)
Posting up what Iris took during the HK trip which she sent me!
My pretty pretty babe! At HK Disney Land!


Hehehe.. she pretty ba? =D She is my lesbian partner too!!!!!!
I am so Xin fu~ *GRINZ* =D~~~~

These are my 3 other lesbian partners. Namely Brianca, Jane and nat!
Are you jealous? =P hehehehe...
and they love me alot too!!!!!!!

I am a fortunate girl.. With so many lesbian partners surrounding me..
And i know.. someday i'll need a shoulder to cry on.
All of them will be by my side.. right! =D