Changes
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Was talking to my bro, Viper aka Fenix aka TC earlier.
Knew him since i was in Secondary. We were in the same class during sec 4 (he retain! =X)
Wooohhoo.. time flies.. its like.. 7 years since i graduate from CBSS.
Recalling back..
I realise i change alot.
Friends that know me since then, can vow for me.
My nickname during that time was "Xiao La Jiao" aka Little chilli.
I was so chor lor that i sort of.. "beat" guys who came in my way.
I was practically speaking at my top voice every now and then.
I was so freaking bad tempered that noone dares to provoke me.
I was so... unwelcome everywhere.
I was so.. ugly (coz i was freaking chubby and with my thick thick eyebrow)
I was so possessive of my friends.
All guys hates me.
and most importantly, i was an outcast - i had no friends.
It was in poly, that i told myself i have to change, i must change.
I cannot live in my own world, thinking its either ppl accept me or they dont.
The world is cruel. If you cannot suit into the environment, thats it. U will not be welcome anywhere.
Slowly.. i matured and change the bad bad points that i felt that it was not acceptable.
In fact, now, i cannot believe i was like tt during that period of time.
I hardly flare my temper now.
I hardly speak at the top of my voice.
I have tons of good friends that stands by me now.
I no longer beat people up. (HAHAHAHA)
I have not taste the feeling of jealousy for a long time. (Excluding bfs. i am talking abt friends now)
I have surely grown and matured ALOT during these 7 years.
During the transition period was tough..
I was alone, with no friends.
But i told myself i would be able to pull through.
I can start everything over again.
Knowing new friends who dunno the past me.
and yes.. i did it.
and i also got back my sec sch besties.
and now, i dare say, i am proud of the current me.
Knew him since i was in Secondary. We were in the same class during sec 4 (he retain! =X)
Wooohhoo.. time flies.. its like.. 7 years since i graduate from CBSS.
Recalling back..
I realise i change alot.
Friends that know me since then, can vow for me.
My nickname during that time was "Xiao La Jiao" aka Little chilli.
I was so chor lor that i sort of.. "beat" guys who came in my way.
I was practically speaking at my top voice every now and then.
I was so freaking bad tempered that noone dares to provoke me.
I was so... unwelcome everywhere.
I was so.. ugly (coz i was freaking chubby and with my thick thick eyebrow)
I was so possessive of my friends.
All guys hates me.
and most importantly, i was an outcast - i had no friends.
It was in poly, that i told myself i have to change, i must change.
I cannot live in my own world, thinking its either ppl accept me or they dont.
The world is cruel. If you cannot suit into the environment, thats it. U will not be welcome anywhere.
Slowly.. i matured and change the bad bad points that i felt that it was not acceptable.
In fact, now, i cannot believe i was like tt during that period of time.
I hardly flare my temper now.
I hardly speak at the top of my voice.
I have tons of good friends that stands by me now.
I no longer beat people up. (HAHAHAHA)
I have not taste the feeling of jealousy for a long time. (Excluding bfs. i am talking abt friends now)
I have surely grown and matured ALOT during these 7 years.
During the transition period was tough..
I was alone, with no friends.
But i told myself i would be able to pull through.
I can start everything over again.
Knowing new friends who dunno the past me.
and yes.. i did it.
and i also got back my sec sch besties.
and now, i dare say, i am proud of the current me.
posted by icy at 9/06/2006 02:25:00 AM
