i'm tired.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
hur hur.
my instincts are forever so zhun.
and yeah, found out once again that i'm being dislike/hate/"fan gan" whatever words that you can think of to describe a negative feeling together another.
and this time, its a few.
why?
coz of i putting another as the central of attention?
coz of i always trying to think for others?
coz of i forever "forcing" them as i tried to cater to all?
hahaha.
i dunno what is it that cause it.
Why dun you enlighten me?
you know who u guys are.
I hate to be backstabbed or be talked behind.
Anything u dun like about me, just fucking tell it in front of my face.
Most to most i stop hanging out with u all.
but why do you all wanna hide from me?
Forgotten how i used to lend a shoulder to u all when you guys were feeling sad/trapped?
ha. my niceness are forgetten i guess.
I'm tired of being nice. maybe i shouldnt be in the first place.
seriously, maybe i should have drawn a clear line, you are not my friends. you are someone else friends.
The line should have never been blurred.
I made a mistake.
a mistake...
my instincts are forever so zhun.
and yeah, found out once again that i'm being dislike/hate/"fan gan" whatever words that you can think of to describe a negative feeling together another.
and this time, its a few.
why?
coz of i putting another as the central of attention?
coz of i always trying to think for others?
coz of i forever "forcing" them as i tried to cater to all?
hahaha.
i dunno what is it that cause it.
Why dun you enlighten me?
you know who u guys are.
I hate to be backstabbed or be talked behind.
Anything u dun like about me, just fucking tell it in front of my face.
Most to most i stop hanging out with u all.
but why do you all wanna hide from me?
Forgotten how i used to lend a shoulder to u all when you guys were feeling sad/trapped?
ha. my niceness are forgetten i guess.
I'm tired of being nice. maybe i shouldnt be in the first place.
seriously, maybe i should have drawn a clear line, you are not my friends. you are someone else friends.
The line should have never been blurred.
I made a mistake.
a mistake...
posted by icy at 9/28/2006 10:57:00 PM
