I guess.. its the time of the month soon..
Monday, April 16, 2007
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
I feel sad now.
I feel like crying now.
I am cranky.
I have alot of negative feelings within me and its eating me up.
i guess its the time of the month soon. -.-"
I think i have too much time on hand then i tend to think alot and during "near to" the time of the month, my hormones cock up and therefore making me even more emo during this period.
grrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
Can i not be emo?
i no like.. i no like feeling what i feeling now..
its saddening. =(
I hope i will feel better real soon.
Starting my revision for my exams tomorrow. I hope this doesnt affect me.
If not.. David tml jia lat liao.. LOL LOL...
He is gonna kanna my crankiness again. LOL LOL..
Now i simply in a hate mode.
I hate myself.
its only for now, for today, for this moment.
I will feel better tomorrow ba i guess.
after a sleep.
thats what usually happen to me.
But it will come again in the night.
Sigh Sigh Sigh.
I needa control.. control.. control.. control.. control.. control.. controlllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel sad now.
I feel like crying now.
I am cranky.
I have alot of negative feelings within me and its eating me up.
i guess its the time of the month soon. -.-"
I think i have too much time on hand then i tend to think alot and during "near to" the time of the month, my hormones cock up and therefore making me even more emo during this period.
grrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..
Can i not be emo?
i no like.. i no like feeling what i feeling now..
its saddening. =(
I hope i will feel better real soon.
Starting my revision for my exams tomorrow. I hope this doesnt affect me.
If not.. David tml jia lat liao.. LOL LOL...
He is gonna kanna my crankiness again. LOL LOL..
Now i simply in a hate mode.
I hate myself.
its only for now, for today, for this moment.
I will feel better tomorrow ba i guess.
after a sleep.
thats what usually happen to me.
But it will come again in the night.
Sigh Sigh Sigh.
I needa control.. control.. control.. control.. control.. control.. controlllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!