i wonder..
Monday, June 11, 2007
is it becoz.. i'm feeling lonely?
or..
is it becoz.. i'm feeling stress due to my exam?..
or
is it really becoz.. i thought i have let go but i really hasnt?..
or..
i dunno. haha.
memories.. keep flashing recently.
afterall, its 2 years.
not 2mths.
haha. in the end, i lose again. The battle that i thought i won initally.
another sudden attack of loneliness i guess.
i wonder.. does he sometimes, think of the memories too?..
I have been telling myself, i asked for him to forget, so in what position am i to start remembering?
haha. i'm a little kook kook in my brain now. (guess its .. mulfunctioning due to the 400pages)
Woman - fickle minded. Yes, i agree. i am.
*shrugs*
i'm thinking too much again.
Well well, i have my rights to go thru my memories isnt?..
Dont worry peeps, i'm just going thru what ppl always go thru.
Going thru the Memories, that one day, it will put a smile on yr face when u think of it.
i'm smiling now tho i feel a weird sensation in there.
well, its normal right? afterall, its a person whom has been real close to the heart before.
yada! hur hur!
i'm fine, its just memories.
=D
sometimes, when u go thru yr past in yr brain, on and off, a weird sensation will fill yr heart isnt?
i'm convincing myself its normal. LOL LOL!.
alright, time to hit my bed after writing my notes which is as thick as a pad of fullscape paper.
i'm dead tomorrow, as i needa memorise them by tml night.
this is shit. -.-"
or..
is it becoz.. i'm feeling stress due to my exam?..
or
is it really becoz.. i thought i have let go but i really hasnt?..
or..
i dunno. haha.
memories.. keep flashing recently.
afterall, its 2 years.
not 2mths.
haha. in the end, i lose again. The battle that i thought i won initally.
another sudden attack of loneliness i guess.
i wonder.. does he sometimes, think of the memories too?..
I have been telling myself, i asked for him to forget, so in what position am i to start remembering?
haha. i'm a little kook kook in my brain now. (guess its .. mulfunctioning due to the 400pages)
Woman - fickle minded. Yes, i agree. i am.
*shrugs*
i'm thinking too much again.
Well well, i have my rights to go thru my memories isnt?..
Dont worry peeps, i'm just going thru what ppl always go thru.
Going thru the Memories, that one day, it will put a smile on yr face when u think of it.
i'm smiling now tho i feel a weird sensation in there.
well, its normal right? afterall, its a person whom has been real close to the heart before.
yada! hur hur!
i'm fine, its just memories.
=D
sometimes, when u go thru yr past in yr brain, on and off, a weird sensation will fill yr heart isnt?
i'm convincing myself its normal. LOL LOL!.
alright, time to hit my bed after writing my notes which is as thick as a pad of fullscape paper.
i'm dead tomorrow, as i needa memorise them by tml night.
this is shit. -.-"
posted by icy at 6/11/2007 05:36:00 AM
