I Have Forgotten..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
People asked "why am i not attached?"
The feeling of love. How does it feels again?
i made someone cried for me again.. (i'm sorry..)
But.. i dunno why.. i feel so cold.
Yes, i do feel guilty for i couldnt bring myself to reciprocate.
I could no longer feel any heartbeat.
I could no longer feel excitment over being loved.
I could no longer.. bring myself to open my heart for another.
And... i dunno why... i feel bad when i see the tears.. but i just couldnt bring myself to.. feel touched nor .. loved.
People said love is wonderful.
Its only partially correct.
Its wonderful at the begining, its wonderful when u meet the correct one, but its horrendous if its the wrong one, and it become tedious at the middle/end of it..
Humans often.. only know how to start a r/s but do not know how to maintain one and that is when things begin to fall apart..
They only see the beautiful side of it, they forgotten.. that it takes a period of time to know and understand one person.
They thought they knew him/her, but.. dun we always put on our best behaviour during the courting period?
Love is too .. confusing. Love is.. too tedious..
Love is not wonderful..
I dunno.. when will i ever be able to taste the sweetness of it again for.. i am too afraid of loving someone again.
then again.. maybe someday, i might be able to open my heart.. someday.. i dunno when.
The feeling of love. How does it feels again?
i made someone cried for me again.. (i'm sorry..)
But.. i dunno why.. i feel so cold.
Yes, i do feel guilty for i couldnt bring myself to reciprocate.
I could no longer feel any heartbeat.
I could no longer feel excitment over being loved.
I could no longer.. bring myself to open my heart for another.
And... i dunno why... i feel bad when i see the tears.. but i just couldnt bring myself to.. feel touched nor .. loved.
People said love is wonderful.
Its only partially correct.
Its wonderful at the begining, its wonderful when u meet the correct one, but its horrendous if its the wrong one, and it become tedious at the middle/end of it..
Humans often.. only know how to start a r/s but do not know how to maintain one and that is when things begin to fall apart..
They only see the beautiful side of it, they forgotten.. that it takes a period of time to know and understand one person.
They thought they knew him/her, but.. dun we always put on our best behaviour during the courting period?
Love is too .. confusing. Love is.. too tedious..
Love is not wonderful..
I dunno.. when will i ever be able to taste the sweetness of it again for.. i am too afraid of loving someone again.
then again.. maybe someday, i might be able to open my heart.. someday.. i dunno when.
posted by icy at 7/11/2007 04:15:00 AM
