You wanna know the truth?
Saturday, July 21, 2007
To that Particular Person:
I dunno if you still reads my blog.
If you too, then ya good for you.
I thought about it and i come to a conclusion, why should i be accused of being the bitch that backstab you when what i did was just speaking the truth?
U said that you were real.
Maybe you were. For that short period before you disappeared.
I waited for you. I seriously gave my heart to you.
But i found out stuffs before i concluded it wasnt real.
You wanna know what is it?
1) I got to know from another person, that YOU told her that "A GIRL THAT LIKES YOU" cook porridge for you and deliver it to your place when you were sick. So, i wasnt your gf @ that point of time?
2) So that person was YOUR GOOD friend? or immediately after me, you went for her?
3) We broke up, i was sad. I cried for days. Yet for you, immediately the very next day, you sent a very nice friendster comment to another. i'm not an idiot.
4) You said you were very busy and that you will bring me out whenever u can. DID YOU? or did you in the end went after another girl? haha. i was forgotten immediately after we broke up. You were just waiting for me to say that magic word to release you from this r/ and at the same time u will still maintain your name of being "the gentleman, the busy man who do not have time for relationship"
so on and so forth.
Dun bother me anymore.
I'm no longer part of your life, neither are you.
It is you, who woke me up from my dreams and show me how sweet a guy can be when HE THINKS he is in love and how fast the face changes when he lost interest.
Yeah, you didnt do wrong since u followed your heart.
I was wrong, to speak the truth and for labeling you as a jerk.
But hey, i didnt say u cheated on me. You didnt cheat on me, you just toyed with my feelings thats all.
Dun tell me how much u have put into our so called r/s, when it works the same for all others. Its just you being you showering the same attention and kindness to all other girls, and its nothing special.
Dun bother explaining how much i have misunderstood you. I dun think it matters to you anyway.
Lets not disturb each other's life anymore.
And yes, i regreted trusting the wrong man. Yet i'm thankful for this precious lesson. at least for now, i no longer trust man easily.
I have already long close this chapter of my life and i hope you will not disturb my peace again.
Bye. I hope i'll never see you again. =)
I dunno if you still reads my blog.
If you too, then ya good for you.
I thought about it and i come to a conclusion, why should i be accused of being the bitch that backstab you when what i did was just speaking the truth?
U said that you were real.
Maybe you were. For that short period before you disappeared.
I waited for you. I seriously gave my heart to you.
But i found out stuffs before i concluded it wasnt real.
You wanna know what is it?
1) I got to know from another person, that YOU told her that "A GIRL THAT LIKES YOU" cook porridge for you and deliver it to your place when you were sick. So, i wasnt your gf @ that point of time?
2) So that person was YOUR GOOD friend? or immediately after me, you went for her?
3) We broke up, i was sad. I cried for days. Yet for you, immediately the very next day, you sent a very nice friendster comment to another. i'm not an idiot.
4) You said you were very busy and that you will bring me out whenever u can. DID YOU? or did you in the end went after another girl? haha. i was forgotten immediately after we broke up. You were just waiting for me to say that magic word to release you from this r/ and at the same time u will still maintain your name of being "the gentleman, the busy man who do not have time for relationship"
so on and so forth.
Dun bother me anymore.
I'm no longer part of your life, neither are you.
It is you, who woke me up from my dreams and show me how sweet a guy can be when HE THINKS he is in love and how fast the face changes when he lost interest.
Yeah, you didnt do wrong since u followed your heart.
I was wrong, to speak the truth and for labeling you as a jerk.
But hey, i didnt say u cheated on me. You didnt cheat on me, you just toyed with my feelings thats all.
Dun tell me how much u have put into our so called r/s, when it works the same for all others. Its just you being you showering the same attention and kindness to all other girls, and its nothing special.
Dun bother explaining how much i have misunderstood you. I dun think it matters to you anyway.
Lets not disturb each other's life anymore.
And yes, i regreted trusting the wrong man. Yet i'm thankful for this precious lesson. at least for now, i no longer trust man easily.
I have already long close this chapter of my life and i hope you will not disturb my peace again.
Bye. I hope i'll never see you again. =)
posted by icy at 7/21/2007 03:06:00 AM
