Happy Birthday!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Its Reuben's birthday today.
A post to dedicate my best wishes to him tho he is far away from this island.
Happy happy birthday to you!
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After a series of events, i finally manage to walk thru the waves that i have created for myself.
After countless of .. useless thoughts, i finally manage to piece them up and realise nothing ever has a perfect solution.
I made the choice, and i am gonna walk the path down.
Someone told me, i think so much, was becoz i'm afraid of the responsibilities that comes with every decision. I'm afraid of regreting my decision. I'm afraid of the future that comes along with it. is it gonna be good or bad?
True enough, i'm afraid of taking responsibility for myself. I need to be affirmed with every decision that i am gonna make.
Does this means i do not have self confidence?
I look and sound like 我是一个信心爆满的人。
or in actual fact, i'm not?
i contridictes myself sometimes. lol. no i would say, most of the time.
Anyways, things are settled. I'm smiling from within.
That is the most important factor.
The storm is over.. for now.
(ger i trying my best to write long long for u to read, but i am very very very tired now. so hor tml i try my best to write longer for u k. LOL!)
A post to dedicate my best wishes to him tho he is far away from this island.
Happy happy birthday to you!
-------------------------
After a series of events, i finally manage to walk thru the waves that i have created for myself.
After countless of .. useless thoughts, i finally manage to piece them up and realise nothing ever has a perfect solution.
I made the choice, and i am gonna walk the path down.
Someone told me, i think so much, was becoz i'm afraid of the responsibilities that comes with every decision. I'm afraid of regreting my decision. I'm afraid of the future that comes along with it. is it gonna be good or bad?
True enough, i'm afraid of taking responsibility for myself. I need to be affirmed with every decision that i am gonna make.
Does this means i do not have self confidence?
I look and sound like 我是一个信心爆满的人。
or in actual fact, i'm not?
i contridictes myself sometimes. lol. no i would say, most of the time.
Anyways, things are settled. I'm smiling from within.
That is the most important factor.
The storm is over.. for now.
(ger i trying my best to write long long for u to read, but i am very very very tired now. so hor tml i try my best to write longer for u k. LOL!)
posted by icy at 8/23/2007 11:46:00 PM
