The rainbow that she missed

Monday, August 13, 2007
Looking out of the window.. there's this beautiful rainbow.

There was a gap in between the rainbow and her.

It has been there for 2 months, brightening her life, showering gentleness to her from far.

Ech time when she looked at it from afar, she would feel joy.

One day, out of a sudden, the rainbow disappeared.

It went away to a better place.

A better place for it to grow bigger and stronger.

She can now no longer see the rainbow like it used to be..

Maybe the rainbow is still around somewhere.. but she could no longer see it anymore as the rainbow is no longer.. appearing in front of her windows..

Even tho.. she hopes to even catch a look of the rainbow again,

even for a minute,

to let her remember the once gentleness it gives out.. and all the sweetness that it once shared with the rainbow..

She's unable to.. She's trapped within her house..

She knew very well, the rainbow is much better away from that small little space that she has..

She felt an aching feeling there..

Its a kind of saddness that makes separation unbearable..

She could no longer see the rainbow.. as it no longer belong to her..

not anymore.. and perhaps.. forever.

The rainbow that she once had.. is gone.

Gone.. with the wind..

Further and further away..

Further and further.. away from the place where she once hold the rainbow...

The rainbow that she cannot grab hold of..

Praying hard that the rainbow would one day grew bigger and having the ability to spread its gentleness all over the world, she sliently kept her well wishes within her heart..

The rainbow that she missed.

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This song is in my list for a long time. (the 12th song)

here goes the lyrics!

同恩 - 本来

下雨了站在玻璃门里头 并没有总是挂念着我
你带着雨伞来接我 夜晚了只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头 不知怎么安抚太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣 不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了 手写的留言对象
已经不会是我

停雨了不必再躲雨了 已经过了该打烊的时候
还是不太想走 太晚了只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车 常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣 不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你不再疼我以后
来不及了 长长的简讯对象
已经不会是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上 沿着导盲砖试着假装
的确有点困难 也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点 该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣 不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我 直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了

对不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多


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posted by icy at 8/13/2007 01:33:00 AM

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