I lost my phone.
Thursday, January 03, 2008
for the first time in my life, i lost my phone.
My new phone which i used it less than 3weeks.
i am in the state of shock.
i cannot believe that i lost it.
i guess i was still..... in a state of shock from my decision made on new year eve.
i wasnt myself.
till now, i'm still not myself.
I am still in a trance.
I wanna cry, but i keep laughing.
laughing at myself.
laughing at my foolishness.
laughing at my carelessness.
laughing at my choice.
i cannot believe that i misplace my phone.
never in my life i have done that.
i need a shoulder to cry on.
Can someone take my mask off?
i'm tired of trying to be strong in front of my friends.
I lost my phone, i lost my appetite to eat, i lost myself.
who am i now?
Someone, anyone.
Bring me back.
I am so shock that i feel numb.
I am so upset with my life now.
Why is everything happening so suddenly.
why is everything happening at the same time.
I just feel like killing myself.
i'm sinking into depression.
My new phone which i used it less than 3weeks.
i am in the state of shock.
i cannot believe that i lost it.
i guess i was still..... in a state of shock from my decision made on new year eve.
i wasnt myself.
till now, i'm still not myself.
I am still in a trance.
I wanna cry, but i keep laughing.
laughing at myself.
laughing at my foolishness.
laughing at my carelessness.
laughing at my choice.
i cannot believe that i misplace my phone.
never in my life i have done that.
i need a shoulder to cry on.
Can someone take my mask off?
i'm tired of trying to be strong in front of my friends.
I lost my phone, i lost my appetite to eat, i lost myself.
who am i now?
Someone, anyone.
Bring me back.
I am so shock that i feel numb.
I am so upset with my life now.
Why is everything happening so suddenly.
why is everything happening at the same time.
I just feel like killing myself.
i'm sinking into depression.
posted by icy at 1/03/2008 01:59:00 AM
