Time Flies
Friday, February 29, 2008
I'm in my mid 20s.
At the age where i no longer can play.
At the age where i no longer can just based on my feelings to do anything.
At the age where i have to be rational before making any decisions.
People comes and go in my life.
Thinking back, how many friends have i known and have stepped out of my life?
Countless. I sometimes do still see a few on the streets but they no longer recognize me so i never did bother to even say hi.. To save myself the embarrassment u see.
Many has told me... u no longer young.
Its time to seriously think about what u want in life.
Especially in terms of man..
U no longer have the youth to just try yr luck or based on yr feelings.
Do i really no longer have time on my side?
I am not reaching my 30s.
But everyone is like scaring me.
Will i be left on the shelf? lol lol.
Even if i do, i better make sure i have my own money, car and private apartment!
And i think i will.
then again, i'm a very dependent gf who appears to be independent when it comes to friends?
I think so.
Or do i have a split character?
Who exactly am i?
I wonder.
*shrugs*
I feel aimless today.. Somehow feel that i'm lacking something.
What is it?
At the age where i no longer can play.
At the age where i no longer can just based on my feelings to do anything.
At the age where i have to be rational before making any decisions.
People comes and go in my life.
Thinking back, how many friends have i known and have stepped out of my life?
Countless. I sometimes do still see a few on the streets but they no longer recognize me so i never did bother to even say hi.. To save myself the embarrassment u see.
Many has told me... u no longer young.
Its time to seriously think about what u want in life.
Especially in terms of man..
U no longer have the youth to just try yr luck or based on yr feelings.
Do i really no longer have time on my side?
I am not reaching my 30s.
But everyone is like scaring me.
Will i be left on the shelf? lol lol.
Even if i do, i better make sure i have my own money, car and private apartment!
And i think i will.
then again, i'm a very dependent gf who appears to be independent when it comes to friends?
I think so.
Or do i have a split character?
Who exactly am i?
I wonder.
*shrugs*
I feel aimless today.. Somehow feel that i'm lacking something.
What is it?
posted by icy at 2/29/2008 01:11:00 PM
