Was out with alfred and fred earlier for a kopi session afterwhich fred left as he has to work the very next morning.

For the first time, alfred and i had a one to one chat for almost 3hrs.

It was then he had a word to describe me "noble"

I dunno am i noble or not.

The way i see life, is totally different from his.

The way i lead my life, is more about making people happy.

I am a people's person.

I cared for everyone around me, i think for everyone around me, i helped everyone around me as long as they need it. (if its within my means)

He asked me back "what have i gained in return"

All along i have never asked for anything in return as long as that person appreciates what i have done, and in return treasures me as a friend.

As long as i see their smiles and in return a "thank you" I'll be happy too.

Is this nobility?

Maybe i'm not realistic enough in this instance.

Maybe to others i'm easily taken for granted or to some extend easily "bullied" or make use of.

Then again, if i am useful, why not?

it doesnt hurt to help someone who needs it.

Just like there was a time i see a drunk young girl getting wasted in serangoon garden, i immediately walked over and carried her over to her friends car.

I am easily satisfied in this very instance that i helped someone who needs me.

You can say i'm KPO, u can say its not worth it.

but i believe there's someone up there looking at what u are doing, how u are leading yr life.

I believe in karma and retributions.

I always believe in the good of mankind.

That as long as u are not out to harm anyone, good things will happen to you.

I'm a care giver. I am righteous to some extend.

I hate my friends to be bullied. I am very protective.

To some point, this is also my weakness.

I am easily affected by friends around me.

Then again, if they gain happiness, i'll be happy for them too.

whats most impt is, appreciation.

If in the event i felt that i'm not appreciated, i'll just disappear from that person's life.

Thats why self centered people.. would put me off in some ways.

I steer clear from them as i know they only would do things that care for only themselves and no others.

Caring for them, will never be appreciated. Maybe they do for a moment but they will forget the next moment.

nobility? nahz, i'm just being nice but dun abuse it for i also bites. =P
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On a side note.. I just hit a car..

I am so sorry.. but thankfully.. there wasnt any scratches.

I am still feeling the shock of it.

I hit the car while i was parking my car and luckily it was a light bang.

stupid me. =(

My younger brother also had the shock of his life. guess he is not gonna sit in the car when i'm driving anymore. lol.

HEY, i'm not a bad driver ok.

Its just a one off accident...

I was driving for the whole of sunday and earlier without any probs.

MY BROTHER IS THE SUAY ONE!

ok.. i'm pushing the blame to someone else to make myself feels better..

grr grr. i'm not feeling pretty good abt it. =(

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Becoz of him, thats why i had this accident. Was driving him to do his specs..





my suay brother. boo. =X we 巴字相克！