Loneliness
Monday, April 07, 2008
Its true, loneliness is the hardest to bear.
Especially right after a relationship whom you love deeply. When you think that he/she is the last stop and things happen.
Especially when its a long relationship, and out of a sudden the one who is always in your life disappeared.
Many couldn't take the sudden change in their life.
Many couldn't take the loneliness they felt.
Many couldn't take the pain and tears.
Many couldn't forget the memories, nor the love.
And many would take the short cut out of it..
by transferring the love into another.
I dun deny, i did that before.
When the one that i loved deeply left me. My world came crumbling down. (This happen years back)
Tears and Tears, days after days. Afraid of the nights, afraid of the loneliness.
Afraid of what is ahead, unable to walk the path alone.
I spend my days and nights with friends, and i would suddenly burst out crying for no reason.
It was a pain that i couldn't handle. It was something that is so real so painful that i wanted to dig my heart out and stab it many times to kill it.
Someone took pity on me, and i went for it.
I took the shortcut out, to ease the pain that i suffered. (although i went thru another round of heartaches soon after but thats not the point of my post)
The process of easing the pain and loneliness which everyone goes thru.
Some starts to fling around.
Some starts a rebound r/s.
While the stronger ones.. will bear it alone.. shutting themselves from the world. Crying almost every other day. Or turning themselves into workaholic..
If you have met someone like this, who flings around becoz he/she was hurt deeply, would you despise such person or would you think that its nothing serious and its normal..?
Yes, its unfair to use another as a rebound but what if its a willing party? Would you jump into it?
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I had a busy evening... from first dinner with alvin, to 2nd dinner with chris C, to KTV with fred and gang.
pics pics picsssss
Mos burger with Chris C. I love moi sunglasses!
So does he! hahahaha. with the bling bling. lol. Chris C. hmm.. somehow.. it looks a little.... gay? OPPS! =X KIDDING~ =X lol..
I wasnt wearing makeup.. so had to sunglassed to look better... Alfie and moi~
Chris uncle and moi~ and i accidentally deleted kurt bro and fred's pics. =/
Chris and kurt
They love my sunglasses too. lol.
Singing duo. =X
bro looks so ah toot here! hahaha~
Messy messy tablee..
Especially right after a relationship whom you love deeply. When you think that he/she is the last stop and things happen.
Especially when its a long relationship, and out of a sudden the one who is always in your life disappeared.
Many couldn't take the sudden change in their life.
Many couldn't take the loneliness they felt.
Many couldn't take the pain and tears.
Many couldn't forget the memories, nor the love.
And many would take the short cut out of it..
by transferring the love into another.
I dun deny, i did that before.
When the one that i loved deeply left me. My world came crumbling down. (This happen years back)
Tears and Tears, days after days. Afraid of the nights, afraid of the loneliness.
Afraid of what is ahead, unable to walk the path alone.
I spend my days and nights with friends, and i would suddenly burst out crying for no reason.
It was a pain that i couldn't handle. It was something that is so real so painful that i wanted to dig my heart out and stab it many times to kill it.
Someone took pity on me, and i went for it.
I took the shortcut out, to ease the pain that i suffered. (although i went thru another round of heartaches soon after but thats not the point of my post)
The process of easing the pain and loneliness which everyone goes thru.
Some starts to fling around.
Some starts a rebound r/s.
While the stronger ones.. will bear it alone.. shutting themselves from the world. Crying almost every other day. Or turning themselves into workaholic..
If you have met someone like this, who flings around becoz he/she was hurt deeply, would you despise such person or would you think that its nothing serious and its normal..?
Yes, its unfair to use another as a rebound but what if its a willing party? Would you jump into it?
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I had a busy evening... from first dinner with alvin, to 2nd dinner with chris C, to KTV with fred and gang.
pics pics picsssss
Mos burger with Chris C. I love moi sunglasses!
So does he! hahahaha. with the bling bling. lol. Chris C. hmm.. somehow.. it looks a little.... gay? OPPS! =X KIDDING~ =X lol..
I wasnt wearing makeup.. so had to sunglassed to look better... Alfie and moi~
Chris uncle and moi~ and i accidentally deleted kurt bro and fred's pics. =/
Chris and kurt
They love my sunglasses too. lol.
Singing duo. =X
bro looks so ah toot here! hahaha~
Messy messy tablee..
posted by icy at 4/07/2008 12:56:00 AM
