Fri

Was invited by chris to attend his company party to celebrate "the arrival" of their new office.



Chris and aaron! finally i got his name.



Aaron over at his desk.. playing with imac.



After which.. Chris and i head down to TCC for a coffee before heading down to Velvet.



I was still hungry. So we ordered some desert and food! YUm yum! I love the beef mozza tofu!



And my all time fav -- Dark Devotion aka Chocolate Lava Cake. Its been there in their menu since the very 1st day.



This TCC actually brings back alot of memories. The first time i was there was together with aB and her ex bf. Which was about... 5-6years ago i think? Subsequently i have shared it with my other pals. The first dating place with.. Someone. It still looks the same now. =)

Tiramisu which chris ordered. Pics taken by him. looks yummy dun u think? lol. BUT I HATE THEIR TIRAMISU! The rum taste is sooooooooo freaking strong! I still love alforno! Someone. pls. bring me there!







We reached velvet at around 1130. I got wasted by 130.

With a mix of 2 tequlia shots, abt 7-8 shooters i think? mouthful of long island and vodka redbull within a span of 1hr or so.

I didnt even manage to take any pics in there..

For the first time in my whole clubbing life in Zouk, i puked. Thankfully i was still able to control till i hit the toilet.

I was feeling sooooooooooooooooooooooo uncomfortable that i couldnt stand the bass of the music.

Each time the music goes "tum tum" my stomach goes "tum tum" too.

So i gave up trying to force myself to stay and headed straight out of the club to the back of zouk near the river to rest.

i stoned there for one hour with the company of chris. (thanks dear. appreciate it)

and headed home after that.. what a night. =/
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Sat

I have to drag my feet out of house to go car hunting.

I found my car.. at a price of only 55988.

I have checked out alot of other places.. and its like 60988k.

a 5k difference..

Should i buy it?

I'm so frighten of making this major decision in life as its gonna change it drastically.

Yet at the same time.. i'm so tired of my current self.. that i felt i have not done enough for myself.

I have asked god for help in helping me to make this decision.

Hope he will show me the signs soon.

After which i met up with Chris C for dinner and coffee before heading down to Df to meet with Fred and gang.

Pris babe resume her singlehood for a day as her husband is out of town. So she wanted to party and there we go again.

I dun really have the mood to party due to the previous night drinking..

but becoz of her, becoz she's my best pal since Sec sch.

And i promised that i will accompany her.

And tada~.. i'm in DF.

A Non-Alcoholic Party Night at Df.

I was walking up and down DF and Mono and my feet was feeling soft from fri night drinking. =/

And i can seriously say. I was so bored. =.=

I so badly wanted to head home early, but at around 12+... my best pal fred, came to me and say i have to take care of him and i have to stay with him becoz of some reason..

So there i go again......

The rest.. went back at 1+..

and i had to stay till 3am.. becoz of my dearest fren who puked at the last 10mins in DF. lol~!

and looking at gin and fred, i cant help but smile. they are damn cute as a couple la. =X

Pics

Jacky ah dar and i.. very long nv see him or club with him le. =)



Gary and i. His head so big! =X



eh.... till now.. i have not gotten their names.. even clubbing for so many times. lol.



Gin and leo.



My best pal fred and i.



Mono's design. PLS PLS.. CAN I BRING IT BACK HOME~! i love this sooooo much.. each time when i'm there i cant help but stare at it! someday, one day i will have this in my own house. lol! and i simply in love with their wallpaper. LOVE THEM!!!



Pris babe and Mandy - look at the wallpaper.. i love it so muchhh.



Pris and moi.



Jane Moi Pris and Mandy



Jane and i



Kenny and jane



I manage to get home at 350am... after a one hour sulking in df.

Was deliberating whether to leave now or not since fred has someone to accompany him home already..

Just when i was about to.. they decides to leave. so in the end we left together. Finally.

It wasnt a very enjoyable clubbing night..

And I swear. if i am drinking on fri, sat is a big no no to clubbing nor drinking unless... unless.. circumstances forces me to.
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I never wanted... in my life to bring hurt to anyone...

I never wanted.. to make anyone sad becoz of me.

But yet at the same time.. my certain decision.. will unwillingly.. hurt someone in a process.

I'm sorry. I'm feeling very bad now that i have to make ppl go thru this..

I'm sorry.. as i never meant to hurt. I just wanna... help.

Thats why.. i always hate.. to get.. that certain attention..

Becoz that attention will in the end.. bring pain to another.. if.. my choice wasnt made.. on that certain being..