I hate..
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
i hate being stressed at, i hate being compared to, i just dun like it when.. people tell me how much the other person has earned, how much has another closed.
But unfortunately, this is how the world is made of.
I know i have been slacking behind work for almost 1 month.
And i'm trying to fix my life back..
So stop pushing me before i snapped.
I am already stopping clubbing on weekdays.
I am already trying to form a goal in my brain, write it down somewhere, visualised it.
I am already starting to run my engine.
So pls, dun tell me how wonderful others are going.
人比人，气死人。
I dun need reminder on how under performed i am or how good is others.
If u wanna compare, compare others. This reverse psychology doesnt work on me, instead it will make me feel even worse.
I know jolly well whats going on and why is things happening this way.
This is a job that i deem as my career and i am gonna go a long way.
No, i am not taking it as a hit and run job.
And i am responsible for each and every of my client.
and yes, i'm a financial adviser, i am an insurance agent, whatever u call me.
I am proud to be one, i am happy to be one.
Call me if u wanna know more abt anything k? *wink* hehe..
-----
On a side note, Santa Claus came to me earlier!!!
I receive the 2 dresses that i want so badly from river island from Santa!
i'm so happy!!
I heart this 2 dresses. Really i do. =D
it made my day filled with smiles because i have been thinking of these dresses almost 3 weeks!
ahh~
I am so gonna change my life.
for the better.
I promised santa that i will strive hard to achieve what i need to.
and i will try my best to deliver it.
thanks santa! *BIG HUGS*~
=)
and I really feel so pampered.
with all the goodness i receive from everyone.
i feel fortunate to have all of you in my life.
i am glad to have met you, you and you, yes its you.
I love all of you!! soooooooooooooooo much! =)
But unfortunately, this is how the world is made of.
I know i have been slacking behind work for almost 1 month.
And i'm trying to fix my life back..
So stop pushing me before i snapped.
I am already stopping clubbing on weekdays.
I am already trying to form a goal in my brain, write it down somewhere, visualised it.
I am already starting to run my engine.
So pls, dun tell me how wonderful others are going.
人比人，气死人。
I dun need reminder on how under performed i am or how good is others.
If u wanna compare, compare others. This reverse psychology doesnt work on me, instead it will make me feel even worse.
I know jolly well whats going on and why is things happening this way.
This is a job that i deem as my career and i am gonna go a long way.
No, i am not taking it as a hit and run job.
And i am responsible for each and every of my client.
and yes, i'm a financial adviser, i am an insurance agent, whatever u call me.
I am proud to be one, i am happy to be one.
Call me if u wanna know more abt anything k? *wink* hehe..
-----
On a side note, Santa Claus came to me earlier!!!
I receive the 2 dresses that i want so badly from river island from Santa!
i'm so happy!!
I heart this 2 dresses. Really i do. =D
it made my day filled with smiles because i have been thinking of these dresses almost 3 weeks!
ahh~
I am so gonna change my life.
for the better.
I promised santa that i will strive hard to achieve what i need to.
and i will try my best to deliver it.
thanks santa! *BIG HUGS*~
=)
and I really feel so pampered.
with all the goodness i receive from everyone.
i feel fortunate to have all of you in my life.
i am glad to have met you, you and you, yes its you.
I love all of you!! soooooooooooooooo much! =)
posted by icy at 5/07/2008 02:49:00 AM
