Stress.
Friday, May 16, 2008
I'm under going tremendous stress.
I'm breaking up real soon.
A day without having appointment, i'll break out into cold sweat wondering what the fuck am i doing at home.
I feel that my life is breaking, from the stress i'm giving myself.
I even called up my ex boss from DBS, to talk to her.
And yeah, i get the same words which i get from everyone.. "I am confident that you can make it, just work hard and you will achieve whatever you want"
Do I? Can I? Am I?
Maybe i lack the confidence within myself now.
I dunno if i did the right thing to sign that damn loan application for my car which has now caused so much destress in me.
I am practically soooooooooo stressed up that i really feel like jumping down from the 12th storey.
I Know.. Breathe In hard, and stop thinking. Just do what i needa do and everything would be just fine.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Its just fucking stressful can!
for the first time in my life, i actually took a loan! for 10years!
I hate. i really hate taking a loan from anyone, moreover a finance company that if i do not service the loan, i might cause my dad to bankcrupt?
!!!
someone, anyone, stop me from being so negative, just work and work my ass off for the car.
I hate being an adult. =(
I just wanna be a pampered princess for once. LOL.
I know, that doesnt really fit.. my character and .. my face (you cannot picture me being a pampered princess somehow..)
=(
Someone.. take me away and hide me.
I'm breaking up real soon.
A day without having appointment, i'll break out into cold sweat wondering what the fuck am i doing at home.
I feel that my life is breaking, from the stress i'm giving myself.
I even called up my ex boss from DBS, to talk to her.
And yeah, i get the same words which i get from everyone.. "I am confident that you can make it, just work hard and you will achieve whatever you want"
Do I? Can I? Am I?
Maybe i lack the confidence within myself now.
I dunno if i did the right thing to sign that damn loan application for my car which has now caused so much destress in me.
I am practically soooooooooo stressed up that i really feel like jumping down from the 12th storey.
I Know.. Breathe In hard, and stop thinking. Just do what i needa do and everything would be just fine.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Its just fucking stressful can!
for the first time in my life, i actually took a loan! for 10years!
I hate. i really hate taking a loan from anyone, moreover a finance company that if i do not service the loan, i might cause my dad to bankcrupt?
!!!
someone, anyone, stop me from being so negative, just work and work my ass off for the car.
I hate being an adult. =(
I just wanna be a pampered princess for once. LOL.
I know, that doesnt really fit.. my character and .. my face (you cannot picture me being a pampered princess somehow..)
=(
Someone.. take me away and hide me.
posted by icy at 5/16/2008 01:56:00 AM
