lack of post lack of post.

arent posting as much as i do last time.

reason being.. i'm always not at home.

and by the time i reach home i'll be so brain dead that i dun feel like blogging. =(

i put on weight.

alot.

and now i look so bloated.

and becoz of my constant rubbing of my eyes before i sleep everyday..

my eyebags are getting worse and worse.

i look so.... ugly! =(

=( =( =(

oh well.

this week. i clubbed on both days.

wed and fri (again)

its been a long long long time since i last went mambo.

missed it so therefore i headed down.

and god, the music is getting from bad to worse.

=.=

it was so bored, the songs were ok before 1.. but once it hit 1.. the songs suxs to the max till 2am! and right before we decided to leave (becoz we got tired of waiting for nice songs..) it was still having sucky songs. =.=

sent all of them back before heading home....

friday was eric's birthday celebration.

all of us headed down to velvet.

some of them left early.

leaving some of us behind.

the girls decided to go phuture.

i think i'm growing alot older.

i dunno why i no longer love r&b as much as i used to.

(i was a chinablack siao ok!) lol..

the songs were ok, but i no longer know how to dance .. or should i say i feel weird dancing r&b in dresses. lol. (where's my cargo pants, truckers cap "i dunno if its spelled like this", and my adidas shoes?!)

well.. yeah for a period of time i was.. a r&b wanna-be due to.. some influences.

and hey i wear them to clubs too ok! but i think i deleted all the pics. lol lol..

and another reason why i feel i'm too old for phuture...

is becoz of the extreme young crowd over there..

as young as 18.. or 21.. or 22..

i'm already 25... some are even younger than my youngest brother and most are younger then my younger brother.

I guess. .. i have grown out of .. places of young crowds..

like how i used to read teenage.. till i reaches 21.. then i begin to wonder why do i feel that the auntie agony section.. is more and more childish? then i realise.. i have grown out of it.

phuture.. is definitely.. too young a crowd.

boilers might be better i feel.

r&B.. crowd is older.. live band is good. (if i remember correctly)

yes alot of complains abt clubs..

i guess i have come to a stage.. where chilling suits me more on weekends. i dun mind clubbing and dancing.. but give me a better place, with a better crowd.. and with more hunks to look at!
(NO I WILL NOT QUIT MAMBO!)

my eye candies must look mature! definitely must look older than me! looking at boys (yes BOYS!) gives me the creeps! (maybe becoz i have 2 younger brothers..)

indeed. i feel so weird.. looking at young BOYS... damn weird. =.=

i dun mind hanging around as phuture.. as long as i'm dressed to that occasion.

but once i am dressed for phuture. means i am not dress for velvet.

o.O!

how can!

i will look so underdress, or should i say.. weirdly dress for velvet! lol.. its so out of the place la~!

ok. dilemma.

ah fuck. i think i'm just cranky.

pics pics!

mandy and jane.

Jane has not clubbed for a longest time for some reason. and she finally get out of the hole for 2hrs before heading back into it again. lol.





i couldnt take a nice shot of myself, so i decided to take an ugly one..



fri

before heading down... my drama-mama lashes! =D

love it! i look like a doll wannabe. lol.



act cute i know. but u see. i tried taking a nice pic of myself.. but all ended up so fugly! so i decided to "cover" my bottom face with my hand. so the focus will be on my eyes.



arent those lashes pretty?! =D not me. the lashes.



chris and i. and he is red from drinking. *shake head*



jean darling and i. i have not seen her for quite sometime. (Scream: I dun wanna be just yr clubbing kakis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) lol~



aiya, i know i zao geng. pls ignore. lol lol. never see bra before meh! =X



chris, eric, eric's wife and june



me jean and caroline. our face were "slapped" hard by some unknown forces..



jean june and caroline. i realise the 4 of us.. double J double C. lol!





june and i left at 2 away from phuture.. becoz.. we couldnt take the crowd. we went for supper instead at the 糖水店 opposite of great world.. with all the rest.

i ordered this! its nice! their 菊花蜂蜜茶！



reached home and KO-ed......

that ends my fri....