I have never..
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
felt like this before.
Eh, i did, last time.. when i was streaming for my o'lvl classes.
A girl stressed me out and force me to study hard for that very one time and i got into the one and only pure science class in school.
and yes, now. after so long. I saw a person as my competitor.
The one and only person that i feel that i would wanna win him/her (not gonna divulge his/her sex/identity)
I want to so badly that its driving me crazy.
I couldnt sleep the whole night ytd. I was thinking of how and what to do to get there.
This is the first time i felt so motivated.
This is the first time i wanted something so badly.
This is the first test, to test my ability.
Would i could i?
I can I can I can, and I can.
thats the first step towards success.
I'm afraid of dreaming big becoz of my self esteem prob.
But now i am even more afraid of losing to that particular person.
I will I will I will. Outshine him/her someday.
Just wait.
Eh, i did, last time.. when i was streaming for my o'lvl classes.
A girl stressed me out and force me to study hard for that very one time and i got into the one and only pure science class in school.
and yes, now. after so long. I saw a person as my competitor.
The one and only person that i feel that i would wanna win him/her (not gonna divulge his/her sex/identity)
I want to so badly that its driving me crazy.
I couldnt sleep the whole night ytd. I was thinking of how and what to do to get there.
This is the first time i felt so motivated.
This is the first time i wanted something so badly.
This is the first test, to test my ability.
Would i could i?
I can I can I can, and I can.
thats the first step towards success.
I'm afraid of dreaming big becoz of my self esteem prob.
But now i am even more afraid of losing to that particular person.
I will I will I will. Outshine him/her someday.
Just wait.
posted by icy at 11/04/2008 01:26:00 PM
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