sigh
Monday, April 20, 2009
i have changed. alot.
changed to a point where money = everything.
i wonder why.
is it good or bad?
having money issues always.
i have ran out of words to say for i hate what i am now.
i hate myself for taking everything into heart.
i hate myself for being so hot-tempered.
i hate myself for being so selfish.
yet at the same time, have you ever wonder why did i changed?
i wonder why.
the 5 days later talk abt money?
its the start where everything began to take place?
where money is everything.
everything is about money?
i never had a money issue on anyone.
i never was a calculative person.
i never talk about who owes who, who deserve what. how much to spend, where to spend.
i am a free-spirit where i have money i spend, i dun have money i earned. if i have money i spend on friends, i dun mind giving them a treat if i have to. dun i?
not like now, where money and money and money and all day long i just talked about money.
yes i am a financial planner, i am suppose to save.
i do, i save alot in my saving insurance.
yes, i am always broke, so what? i still manage to zoom pass my days?
i have a car to settle, i have my insurance to settle, i am a girl i need to shop becoz its our nature.
you know.. i'm tired.
very tired.
very very tired..
i just wanna sleep it off and.. just let things be.
but things just dun stay put as where they are, and i am constantly finding out more and more things that irritates me.
its affecting me, you think its not?
you think i am happy?
god, stop playing tricks on me can u?
goodness. why have i turn into such a bitch?
i wonder.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
i cannot clap with just 1 hand.
there's always 2 sides of a coin to a story.
and i only see my one side.
i am trying to see the other side, but the other side seems to off.
i'm tired....
changed to a point where money = everything.
i wonder why.
is it good or bad?
having money issues always.
i have ran out of words to say for i hate what i am now.
i hate myself for taking everything into heart.
i hate myself for being so hot-tempered.
i hate myself for being so selfish.
yet at the same time, have you ever wonder why did i changed?
i wonder why.
the 5 days later talk abt money?
its the start where everything began to take place?
where money is everything.
everything is about money?
i never had a money issue on anyone.
i never was a calculative person.
i never talk about who owes who, who deserve what. how much to spend, where to spend.
i am a free-spirit where i have money i spend, i dun have money i earned. if i have money i spend on friends, i dun mind giving them a treat if i have to. dun i?
not like now, where money and money and money and all day long i just talked about money.
yes i am a financial planner, i am suppose to save.
i do, i save alot in my saving insurance.
yes, i am always broke, so what? i still manage to zoom pass my days?
i have a car to settle, i have my insurance to settle, i am a girl i need to shop becoz its our nature.
you know.. i'm tired.
very tired.
very very tired..
i just wanna sleep it off and.. just let things be.
but things just dun stay put as where they are, and i am constantly finding out more and more things that irritates me.
its affecting me, you think its not?
you think i am happy?
god, stop playing tricks on me can u?
goodness. why have i turn into such a bitch?
i wonder.
it takes 2 hands to clap.
i cannot clap with just 1 hand.
there's always 2 sides of a coin to a story.
and i only see my one side.
i am trying to see the other side, but the other side seems to off.
i'm tired....
posted by icy at 4/20/2009 03:30:00 AM
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