full of contradictions
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
i realise i am living a life full of contradictions.
i wanted this first, and now i've changed my mind abt it.
i wanted that to happen, and then when somebody else said something, i change my mind.
i can first say i stayed becoz of my her, because of her health, i cannot bear to do something so cruel.
yet ... in actual fact its just a mask to mask of the idea that i am afraid of changes
really? i dunno.
i dun even know what the fuck is going on in my mind.
its so random, its so messy.
i dunno how to sort it out.
i dunno where to even start!
=.=
i'm brain-fried.
anyone willing to get inside me and do a summary for me?
coz i really dunno which one to pluck out to tell me what is important.
confusion.
afraid i will make a wrong decision.
what is right and wrong anyway right.
sigh.
i need a long break.
a long long break from all these.
i wanted this first, and now i've changed my mind abt it.
i wanted that to happen, and then when somebody else said something, i change my mind.
i can first say i stayed becoz of my her, because of her health, i cannot bear to do something so cruel.
yet ... in actual fact its just a mask to mask of the idea that i am afraid of changes
really? i dunno.
i dun even know what the fuck is going on in my mind.
its so random, its so messy.
i dunno how to sort it out.
i dunno where to even start!
=.=
i'm brain-fried.
anyone willing to get inside me and do a summary for me?
coz i really dunno which one to pluck out to tell me what is important.
confusion.
afraid i will make a wrong decision.
what is right and wrong anyway right.
sigh.
i need a long break.
a long long break from all these.
posted by icy at 8/04/2009 07:04:00 PM
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