ano..
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
i'm feeling a little heavy hearted today.
i dunno why.
i just dun feel good.
as thou.. i'm trapped within myself.
i'm feeling a little uptight inside and yet i cannot pinpoint at what exactly is my problem.
perhapss.. i'm a little stress over work..
or is it.. becoz i'm not happy with my current lifestyle that its screaming at me to change it.
or is it..... that its just one of those days where my mood isnt as great as others...
i'm tired..
tired from being strong, from being independent..
i wanna for one time.. just be a real woman.. just for a moment..
to enjoy being "taken care" of.
could i?
*shrugs*
one thing about being a woman.. is.. you get weird mood swings like this.
taken care by someone else?
that sound so far away for me.
perhaps.. i'm just so used to taking care of other people..
that i fail to realise.. that perhaps i too..
need someone by my side that could be strong for me when i feel weak.
and that.. right at this moment.. i cannot bring myself to gracefully accept help from anyone else.. except those few people in my life... that have helped me before.
i too will feel weak at times.
and its just one those days where i feel weak.
and yet.....
--
met up with grace and rach for a coffee session.
time flies my dear, i realise we know each other for coming to 10 years!!!!
(since we were 17 wor!)
yada yadaa..
both of them are getting married next year.
GRATS!!!
and.. rach actually mention..
"whenever i'm with you i dun feel that i'm old. i feel that i'm always 21!"
hahahaha~
thanks dear, coz i'm still the crazy woman u met 10 years ago. *LAUGH OUT LOUD*
yes yes, remember the pearls on my teeth..
remember the days where i will sing "ONLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~" in class.
remember the days i make u all laugh by making a fool out of myself.
but thats me!!!!
i'm crazy~ and u guys love me for doing that! MUACKZ. LOL..
and i will still do it if u all wants me too~
anytime for a good laugh. =P
reflecting back..
have i change much for the last 10 years?
except i grew older..
except i look older..
except i grew fatter.....
i'm still the same good old carol~
yeah, i didnt change much.
just mentality and priorities change.
perhaps its good that my cheerful nature still remains. =)
i seriously need to start going out more often to meet more new people.....
i dunno why.
i just dun feel good.
as thou.. i'm trapped within myself.
i'm feeling a little uptight inside and yet i cannot pinpoint at what exactly is my problem.
perhapss.. i'm a little stress over work..
or is it.. becoz i'm not happy with my current lifestyle that its screaming at me to change it.
or is it..... that its just one of those days where my mood isnt as great as others...
i'm tired..
tired from being strong, from being independent..
i wanna for one time.. just be a real woman.. just for a moment..
to enjoy being "taken care" of.
could i?
*shrugs*
one thing about being a woman.. is.. you get weird mood swings like this.
taken care by someone else?
that sound so far away for me.
perhaps.. i'm just so used to taking care of other people..
that i fail to realise.. that perhaps i too..
need someone by my side that could be strong for me when i feel weak.
and that.. right at this moment.. i cannot bring myself to gracefully accept help from anyone else.. except those few people in my life... that have helped me before.
i too will feel weak at times.
and its just one those days where i feel weak.
and yet.....
--
met up with grace and rach for a coffee session.
time flies my dear, i realise we know each other for coming to 10 years!!!!
(since we were 17 wor!)
yada yadaa..
both of them are getting married next year.
GRATS!!!
and.. rach actually mention..
"whenever i'm with you i dun feel that i'm old. i feel that i'm always 21!"
hahahaha~
thanks dear, coz i'm still the crazy woman u met 10 years ago. *LAUGH OUT LOUD*
yes yes, remember the pearls on my teeth..
remember the days where i will sing "ONLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YOU~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~" in class.
remember the days i make u all laugh by making a fool out of myself.
but thats me!!!!
i'm crazy~ and u guys love me for doing that! MUACKZ. LOL..
and i will still do it if u all wants me too~
anytime for a good laugh. =P
reflecting back..
have i change much for the last 10 years?
except i grew older..
except i look older..
except i grew fatter.....
i'm still the same good old carol~
yeah, i didnt change much.
just mentality and priorities change.
perhaps its good that my cheerful nature still remains. =)
i seriously need to start going out more often to meet more new people.....
posted by icy at 10/27/2009 01:06:00 AM
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