one after another..
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
one shit after another..
i'm feeling .. extremely shitty right at this moment.
i feel mentally drained.
i feel demoralised.
i feel angry becoz of the fucking General Insurance agent of mine who made me lose my creditability with my family.
extremely shitty.
i have noone to turn to who can give me a solution.
becoz there's no solution to all these problems.
only time.
i'm literally fucked upside down by god, and people ard.
why are things happening one after another..
especially during the last quarter when i'm SUPPOSED to feel extremely motivated to work?!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my head is bursting..
i cant think straight.
i cant think properly.
and i feel extremely vulnerable now.
why is my life suddenly like that huh!
and all i can do is just stay positive myself, and persuade myself that i can go thru this.
i need a pillar of support right now..
a pillar..
which..............................................................
sigh.
kill me.
so i can just dun care abt this.
i'm so tired..
tired from all this.. mental and emotional torment. its just driving me crazy.
so dead tired...
and i just simply wish to shut off and dun care..
but very unfortunately.. i do not have the luxury to do it..
facing the music now from what my fucking GI agent cause.
all becoz of her, i'm in shit now. thank you very much.
i'm feeling .. extremely shitty right at this moment.
i feel mentally drained.
i feel demoralised.
i feel angry becoz of the fucking General Insurance agent of mine who made me lose my creditability with my family.
extremely shitty.
i have noone to turn to who can give me a solution.
becoz there's no solution to all these problems.
only time.
i'm literally fucked upside down by god, and people ard.
why are things happening one after another..
especially during the last quarter when i'm SUPPOSED to feel extremely motivated to work?!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my head is bursting..
i cant think straight.
i cant think properly.
and i feel extremely vulnerable now.
why is my life suddenly like that huh!
and all i can do is just stay positive myself, and persuade myself that i can go thru this.
i need a pillar of support right now..
a pillar..
which..............................................................
sigh.
kill me.
so i can just dun care abt this.
i'm so tired..
tired from all this.. mental and emotional torment. its just driving me crazy.
so dead tired...
and i just simply wish to shut off and dun care..
but very unfortunately.. i do not have the luxury to do it..
facing the music now from what my fucking GI agent cause.
all becoz of her, i'm in shit now. thank you very much.
posted by icy at 11/17/2009 12:44:00 AM
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