Surrealistic Dream: christmas/new year..

christmas/new year..

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

its either i lock my blog for a long period, or i am force to change it to something where i can lock my post up. which one should i choose?

christmas and new year is coming.

and i dread those days.

because its the one and only period.. (+ CNY) where.. I HAVE NO IDEA AND PLANS ON WHAT TO DO!

yeah. amazing right..

carol, the very happening person. .. will run out of idea of what to do and where to go..

i dread those days because.. quite a few of my christmas or new year was filled with tears and aches.

i had.. like 2 breakups during that period..

and 1 major heartache during that period..

and i'm frighten of it.

+ i cannot remember when did i last felt happy celebrating christmas..

never had a great celebration before except that one that happen a few years ago..

where ade, ah si and koz.. 4 of us went crazy and cabbed down orchard just to feel the celebration and spraying at everyone on sight with the spray cans that ruin their shirt for the night.

where should i gooooooooo.. its already 23 and i yet to have any plans! its irritating me.. sigh.

my new hair band!!!