Boring New Year..

Saturday, January 28, 2006
Sigh. CNY.. Is Damn freaking boring for me.

Reunion Dinner ends at 7pm earlier.

And.. I have been watching tv till now. >.<

tomorrow first day.. Will be going to my grandma house and.. thats it.

Will be home by 2pm or 3pm.. and will slack the whole day..

2nd day... nothing to do till.. evening go my aunt place for dinner.. and thats it.

SIanz... >.<

DUH.. =/

PLEASE EVERYONE.. I AM BEGGING ALL OF YOU.. GOT DIU, OR IF YOU ARE FREE. CALL ME OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT...

I CAN NO LONGER STAND MY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!..
posted by icy at 1/28/2006 08:44:00 PM 0 commenti

Pubbing.. after so long.

Friday, January 27, 2006
Hmm.. My lovely babe Mandy celebrated her bd at Siam Supperclub today.

So.. I have to go no matter what.

Thus.. Reached there by 11pm.. and stayed till 230am.

Eye bth, coz it was totally smoked out.

No choice have to leave without fred and mandy. lol lol.

Well.. Sorry eye, i tortured ya. Hope you wun get "angry" wif me please!!

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V day coming..

Bah.. i know.. CNY not even here yet.. i thinking of V day liao.

>.<

But.. V day is the day whereby it will make singles feel .. super duper lousy. and couples.. feeling sweet..

So.. Will i be feeling lousy or sweet on that day?

Will i be spending that day with friends or that special someone?
posted by icy at 1/27/2006 03:48:00 AM 0 commenti

KTV!!

Thursday, January 26, 2006
Hohoho.. It has been since a long time.. that i last "KTV" like earlier.

Sing until i Song.

LOL! LOL!

Went out shopping (Again) with freddy and mandy!

Bought a new bag and a new jacket for CNY.

Weeeee.. Now i got 2 sets of new clothes + the bag & the jacket!

hmm.. my blog getting boring i know.

No Pictures for a long long time..

Bo pian i LAZY!..

KK i upload some. lolz.

Things i have bought.. i havent take picture... i try la.. if i not lazy.. tomorrow i'll post up. hehehe..

Now.. this is how my right eye looks like now. *SADDED*
Wonder when will i recover.. *sigh*
Its been 2 weeks + and my eye is still this red. I'm really WTF liao.

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Next.. Bought this new shirt 3 weeks ago.. before i went into hospital.

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Hehe.. Brianca and i bought a similar mickey Mouse Shirt!

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hmm.. Pictures that i should have posted up along time ago.. ok taken this on New Year Eve.. hehe..

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Made this when i was rotting at home...

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ok peeps..

Long hair better or short hair better?? >.<

Any comments anyone??? Tag and tell me!

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posted by icy at 1/26/2006 03:15:00 AM 0 commenti

Weeeeeeeeeeeee..

Tuesday, January 24, 2006
More shopping today!

Got a pair of new shoes from Novo & a bottom from Esprit!!!

LalaLALAlalala~~

Simply love shopping to the max. =DDDDD

More shopping tomorrow with freddy!!

Hehehe..

I'm a happy girl as long as i am shopping!!!

=PPpPPPpPpPp
posted by icy at 1/24/2006 11:40:00 PM 0 commenti

Finally...

Monday, January 23, 2006
I did my Chinese new year shopping TODAY!!..

Bought 2 new top and a bottom. TotaL damage: $58.80

Lazy post pics la.. lol..

When i free then i post ba!

Hmm.. going to shop more tomorrow. Have not bought my shoes yet.

Intending to get another bottom & a jacket if possible. >.<

I ran outta idea of what to wear anymore...

Lady like? rugged?? Sexy?? Bah.. all try b4..

Got tons of clothes at home~~

Driving me crazy.

I need a new style.

Any recommendation anyone??

What style do you think suits me??

=/

Been wearing t-shirt and jeans these few days.

Too lazy to dress up.

No occasion too.

Cant Club anymore (due to my eye....SIGH!!!) , Hardly going anywhere nice.

Most of my nice nice clothes.. at rotting in my closet.

Any dates anyone? lolz.

People bring me go nice place please? so i can dress up. lol!

hehehe..
posted by icy at 1/23/2006 11:55:00 PM 0 commenti

She Paint Her Face to Hide Her Face...

Sunday, January 22, 2006
The Memoirs of A Geisha.. simply in love with it..

Just watched that show with a couple of friends.

Splendid Storyline, Artistic Directing, Touching Acts..

I was deeply moved by the story.

How a woman, would do everything and anything for the one she loved.

How a woman, when forced, would fight for her own rights.

How she withstand.. betrayal, humilation.. yet.. won in her own battle.

Possessing strength and strong determination.. against all odds.. just to be one step closer to the one she love.

Even tho.. she is unsure.. whether she would win or not..

Ah.. How i wish i could have her strength.

I wonder.. if i am placed in her situation.. Would i be able to carry on.. or give up??

This is really a wonderful movie. Have you watched it?
posted by icy at 1/22/2006 03:41:00 AM 0 commenti

My Vision is Clearing!!!

Saturday, January 21, 2006
Went for my doctor appt today.

Weeee.. at least now.. i can read the big big numbers.. hehe..

Initally i can only see hand movements.

Now i can see the faces of my friends.. the numbers.. the wordings on the can drink placed on the table.. Tho still quite blur.. but.. I CAN SEE!!!! lol..

To think that.. 6 days ago.. i couldnt even open my right eye. I couldnt see ANYTHING with my right eye.. Now.. i'm freaking overjoy!!!

Hopefully i will recover my full vision soon~~~

But my eye is still damn fucking red. >.<

Machium Bad sore eye.

And i cant stare at the computer or anything for long.

And lastly.. My med is now 4 times a day!! No longer once/hr or once/3hr!!! No need wake up in the middle of the night le!!! LOL!!!

Now.. i'm patiently waiting.. for the ulcer to scar.. wait for 2-3mths..

AND I WILL GO BACK TO MY CONTACTS!!!

kk.. i know.. stubborn.. but..

AI SWEE MAI MIA.. BO PIAN!

Vain pot? lol.. which girl not vain de??

I hate myself in specs. >.<

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hmm.. I am TRYING TO QUIT SMOKING NOW!!

After.. so long??

lol..

ok.. now i cannot promise that i can do it..

BUT BUT.. I try to cut down first..

Eh..

It sound like an excuse.. >.<

ok.. I NEED TO QUIT SMOKING!!

WHO IS GONNA REWARD ME IF I DO QUIT?!

I NEED MOTIVATION!!

I NEED DETERMINATION!!

Who can motivate me and make me determind to do it??

i seriously cant do it myself... =(

but but.. i really wish to quit smoking liao..

i scared of hospital!!!

>.<

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"Long time no leave msg liao wor?? lol.. BEN ZHU! YOU! =P "
posted by icy at 1/21/2006 01:24:00 AM 0 commenti

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA!

Friday, January 20, 2006
Hmm.. Its my shopping BIATCH birthday today.

Happy 22nd Birthday Girl!!

hehehe..

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Ok.. just got a new specs..

Er.. dunno if its really nice on me..

Bah.. I hate specs. i hate being short sighted. >.<~

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posted by icy at 1/20/2006 12:10:00 AM 0 commenti

MIA for 6days..

Thursday, January 19, 2006
MIA from blogging for 6 freaking.. days..

cause..

I WAS HOSPITALISED!!!!

Eye infection. Had an ulcer smacked right in the middle of my pupil.

And yeah.. this is cause by contact lens.

>.<

Hell.. it was really hell.. to stay in hospital for 6 days when your body is perfectly alright.

I have to stay in the hospital as i am required to apply eye drops to my infected eye every hour.(even when i'm sleeping!!!)

Worse still when i am treated like a monkey on display in there.

On the 5th day, i was called into the eye clinic suddenly.

Thought something crop up or some important information that was needed to inform me.

In the end, i waited outside the clinic for 30mins, the doctor ask me to go into the room, and he made an announcement

"The meeting is gonna start soon, whoever have not seen her eye yet, please do so now."

When all doctors have done so.. he tell me..

"ok, you can leave now. thank you."

WTF?! ..

ARGH!! I WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THAT HOSPITAL AGAIN!

As for the nurses..

I stayed in there cause they can help me with my eyedrops when i was sleeping right??

This freaking nurse, woke me up at 7Am.. and tell me to put my own eye drops for 8am.

I WAS SO FREAKING PISSED!

If that is so, why the fuck do i needa stay in the hospital for? might as well i do it myself at home right?!

I needa help. NOT ALARM CLOCK!

>.<

it was so freaking boring in there. Nothing to do but sleep, eat, sleep, eat, sleep, eat...

Oh well, thankfully everything has ended and i'm back at home.

Tho i still cant see with my right eye and it is still freaking red!!

Thanks Junwei, RS, Koz, Brianca, Julina, Adeline & bf, Fred, Alfred, Sheena, Val, Nhan, Daniel, David, Jeremy, Reuben who came to visit me when i was in the hospital.

Especially you.

For your care.

I'm touched and i feel pampered for that very moment.

Thanks.. and i appreciated it greatly.

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OK.. i have not bought my CNY clothes yet.. FOOK.. this is bad.. How how how?! ..

I cant even go out now.. >.<

BAH!!!..

Go rest liao. daddy kbkp liao..
posted by icy at 1/19/2006 05:28:00 PM 0 commenti

my eyes hurts..

Wednesday, January 11, 2006
infection?? i dunno..

its red and burning right now.

Freaking hurt like hell earlier.

Was out, and suddenly i keep tearing. The feeling tickles my nose and my nose keeps "cumming" lolz.

Rush back home and took off my contacts. Immediately, my eyes hurt so badly that i cannot open it for 1min.

now, its swoooooooollllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnn.........!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DUH!!!

Hope i'll be fine tomorrow!!!

if not.. i'll stay home!! no way will i wear specs to school. >.<

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I'm contented, things are working out fine now.

I'm happy, finally efforts being paid off.

I'm glad, i see light that a miracle might happen.

All these while of waiting.

The sheer moment of happiness is being prolong..

Then again, i will always have this mindset..

"if its mine, it will be mine. if its not mine, it will never be mine to begin with."

For.. I do not wanna let jealousy or possessiveness to set in.

Thank you, for the care that is being showered.. now.

There might be a chance that, this will end, then again, at least, memories will be kept.
posted by icy at 1/11/2006 10:52:00 PM 0 commenti

I am Paranoid

Monday, January 09, 2006
Crazy i think.

i dont feel anything.. Seriously..

Then Why are my actions so weird?

Cant seems to control myself..

I can no longer feel..

my heartbeat.

Is my heart dead?

I think i am turning into a cold blooded animal.

I think.. it was dead ever since that fateful incident..

Will i be able to revive it?.. Or should i say.. Do i wanna revive it..

I dunno.

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Just went to maple clinic for my skin.

Got a few of the products to improve my skin condition.

Hopefully i can make the dark eye rings go away..

And my pores smaller.

Total Damage: $112.

Needa go back 3 weeks later to let Doc see the results.

There goes my pay...

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Freaking starhub. I waited 2hrs to purchase a modem.

Fiak Man.

So Freaking long.

I almost gave up waiting..

But..

I didnt. Cause i'm not doing it for myself.

HOpefully.. he will appreciate it.

But.. Will he?

Oh well..
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posted by icy at 1/09/2006 08:14:00 PM 0 commenti

)(*&_(&)&^&%$^$#%#%$#

Thursday, January 05, 2006
Dont let me find out..

The one who have been Stabbing me from the back.. Tarnishing my name and reputation..

If not, i will "kill" him/her personally.

_)(&*_(&*)^-0*&^%&*$#%@

Just kidding.

I cant kill. I can only scream, shout, take revenge.
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School started on 3rd.

My First lecturer is .. BORING!!!

We were suppose to attend a lecture on how to do our project, not a leadership workshop!!! >.<

The lecturer from aust, keep blabbering about his work experience, keep emphasising how important team work is.. blar blar blar.. and he is the best - Blabber for 2 freaking whole days and still have not start on "HOW TO DO THE PROJECT" ~>.<~

....

Waste my time. Bah..

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Finally, i purchased my first apilator. FOOK MAN! IT IS FREAKING PAINFUL LOH!

)(*)&(&(*&*^&%$^#%$#

SUPER SUPER PAINFUL AH!!!

WORSE THEN WAXING!!..

>.<

but then, after effect damn shiok. haha.

leg feel numb numb de.

LOL~

i only dare to try on my legs only.

The rest.. wait till i get more courage first.. hohoho..

Damage.. : $109.

hehe..

Next thing that i needa do - go Maple clinic to improve my skin.

Hohoho.. must be pretty pretty before CNY.

LOL!

Oh ya, and i needa start jogging.

Er... that ma..

I dunno if i will.

LOL..

Wanted to go today.. but.. i'm once again.. stuck on my chair, lazy to move again. hahahaz..
posted by icy at 1/05/2006 07:55:00 PM 0 commenti

A new start For the New Year..

Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Learning to let go as the days passed..

Learning to forget..

Learning to ease the pain myself..

Learning to be strong..

Learning to stop loving..

A new phrase of my life, another step to become a stronger person.

School term starts tomorrow.

Back to school, with my classmates..

Surrounding myself with all my friends who are willing to keep me company.

It hurts slightly.

But its bareable.

Although I still.. awaits for sms'es..

Although.. I still hope..

But.. I knew for a fact.. Miracles dont happen.

My new life.. has just started...

With new friends..

With new company..

To keep me away from lonely days.
posted by icy at 1/03/2006 11:34:00 PM 0 commenti

Best Wishes to my friends.

Sunday, January 01, 2006
1stly,

My babe prissy just got engage earlier with her love, John. I am so happy for her, finally she have found the one for her. Sending my best wishes to her, in here. Babe, tho you do not read my blog, but still, i thank god for giving you happiness, may your life ahead be full of love and joy.

2ndly,

To my good friend Brianca. Tho, 2005 ended in a hurtful way, but still look forward to 2006. You are still young, and most importantly, you are beautiful and a wonderful girl. You will find the one for you in the near future. I pray hard for you, for your happiness to appear soon. He will soon, shower the care, attention and love that you always yield for. He will appreciate you.. i believe. Tho i may not be there for you at times, but dun forget, we are just a phone call away.

3rdly,

To Alfred. 2005 seems to end a sad way for us, but we have to be strong and prove to everyone that we can. I do not know if you read my blog, but still, i pray that you will find someone who knows how to appreciate you soon. Take care my friend.

4thly,

To all my dear friends out there, Happy new year. May your new year be filled with laughter and joy.

Lastly,

To myself, be strong. No matter what the answer might be, stay strong. Do not.. cry.. in front of him for you do not wan him to feel guilty.
posted by icy at 1/01/2006 05:10:00 AM 0 commenti

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