I am.. real tired.

Just pictures.

The 3 of us. To know.. what we have done or where were we.. please visit brianca's blog. Link on your right. I LAZY~

Oh yes, i zao geng. -.-" hehe.. heng not very obvious. LOL.



Jane!



My Long gou very deep tt day. its just illusions. not real.=P



i dunno what they were doing.. lol..



ok.. i dunno what i am doing.. but jane looks cute in here!



Now. who else wanna know them? i got 2 man on the list liao.

One wanna know jane.

One wanna know brianca.

Anymore anot? LOL!

Why noone wants to know me?! I FUCKING SAD LEH~ LOL LOL!

=XXXX

Ju is back from her flight~ Getting my coach from her tomorrow. *grinz*

Happy Happy! the shopping part of me is happy!

But the other part of me, is fucking tired.

I wanna hide in a hole and mediate liao.

Fucking sianz.

I wanna leave this place, to a far away land where noone knows me.

Allowing me to start afresh, knowing new ppl, going through a new life.

Its kinda of exciting you know?

To be able to start everything afresh.

If i could, i will.

I wish i am giving a chance to move to another country.

I really wish.. to.

I shall not..

1) Care/concern anymore.
- ppl might think i kpo
- i might create problems to myself
- ppl might say i am the one who say this and that
- ppl might take me for granted.

2) Believe in the good of all man anymore.
- Not all humans are good - Never be too trusting.
- Being nice to ppl, doesnt mean they will be nice to u - you will end up being backstabbed

3) Be nice to everyone i know, pleasing everyone i know
- It doesnt pay to be nice, in fact, i'm tired.
- I will end up being backstabbed for being a pretender or something. (who knows?)


These are just new lessons/lectures from my friends. Thanks.. I know i am very.......... Naive. =(

Peeps, needa to bare with the side bar for awhile..

As.. Due to the difference in screen size, my sidebar looks misplaced in most of you people..

This blogskin is done my Floyd. =D

Nice ba~ but.. the sidebar.. =(

I trying to find out how too.

Anyone pros in skin knows how to amend this mistake do pls tell me? =D

i feel sick in the stomach.

I really feel so.

I just wish, that i do not know.

I just wish, to have a simple life.

i just hate complication...

Thurs, the girls came over to my place to take the clothes we bought from TW Auction!

Friday, was a night out with the girls again! Brianca, Jane, Nat & Ning Ying!

First, we headed down to far east to accompany nat for her haircut.

Then we went to partyworld for KTV!

Today, we went to jurong sports complex to swim!

We took alot of Pictures!

Thurs:

My Place! Trying out the different clothes that we bought!



hahaha jane so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Friday:

Cam whoreing while waiting for nat to finish her hair cut. Brianca and me!



Ning Ying & me!



Ning Ying Brianca & Jane!



Do we look alike? =X



Brianca and i again!



Finally she is out from her haircut after about 1.5hrs. lol



NAT! hahaha! i lend her my hairband!



Doesnt she look yummy? =X hahaha!



They changed into their new corset top bought in far east for just 30! hahaha. (all becoz of me. =X)



Nat me and Ning ! I love this pic! We look so innocent! LOL..



hehehe.. i help brianca took a self portrait!



and nat!





And today, at jurong sports complex!

Act cute.. LOL..



and... 笨猪 + me.. >.< I no wear makeup! -.-" i look so.. so.. so... ugly. =(



and.. The happiest thing that happen to me this week..

Pris my babe, gave me her gucci wallet! So.. pai seh.. and i initally thought it was a fake one.. >.< Babe, really really really really.. 10q. I owe u one big big one.



Now.. Time to put up my purchases!

From Kana!



Bought this in green.



But i bought the one in red instead.



From April!





From Mr Q



From ASOS



From VS



From Coach



ok.. please do not be shock. All these are (I think) my 1-2mths purchases.. (or is it this mth? shit i didnt know i buy this much)

and i only shop online.. i dont shop in sg.. HAHAHA..

SOMEONE PLS STOP ME FROM SHOPPING?!

Tiring.

Was giving tuition and having night classes earlier. Manage to reach home only at 1045pm.

Whats this post for?

hehe! to update my cute cute student picture!!!!!!!!!!

Today, she pose for me. Cute hor!!! I simply love her lots!!!! =D



hehehe.. and, another pic, of my favourite dessert! Dark Devotion from TCC!!! *YUM**YUM*!! ITS A MUST TRY! I SWEAR!



Thats all for today. Lazy to post long long.

I LOVE MY BESTIES, BRIANCA, IRIS, NAT AND JANE! NOT FORGETTING, PRIS, MANDY AND JULINA! THO WE HARDLY MEET UP NOW! =x

it was a dramatic weekend.

brianca and i witness a breakup that.. if i write down, it will be more like a TV drama.

I am not gonna write what is the whole thing about.

All i can say, to all guys out there.... Dont ever two time. You will still end up losing everything even if you are very smart.

No matter how smart you are, the truth will someday unfold itself..

I really do not understand.. why some guys would want to 2 time a girl that he really love. Is it worth the risk? Or is it because its the risk that they think it is fun trying?

I really do not understand.. maybe i'm not a guy.

Hurting the one they love most.. losing her when the truth unfolds... and wishing for another chance when... the game is up.

While the other was being made used of.. being lied...

Sigh. Love. What is love. All i know is love is blind and we always fall in love with the wrong guy.

Both the gals were my besties, i knew.. what was going on many mths ago..

anyway, at least.. now the both of them are friends.

The truth is now revealed.. and i no longer need to pretend or act as if nothing is going on.

Lies... would one day be known.. if you are telling too much of it.

When a relationship is scarred to the point of no return..
When it no longer have trust...
When it becomes draggy...
when it.. hurts to be together..

its always best to let it go.. for it only hurts.. both side if it continues..

There will no longer be happiness..

There will only be hurtful memories...

If you love a person, let him/her go.

If its meant to be.. both of you will be together no matter how.

Sometimes, i wish i couldnt love at all.

Looking at what my pals are going through..

The pain, the tears.

What do women, always (Mostly) be the one getting hurt in the end?

Where are all the good men?

Have they all disappeared from the world?

anyway, I wish both of the girls.. be strong. And brianca and i will always be around when u need a shoulder to cry on.

I love you Three! oh, almost forgot, and IRIS~ i love u too!

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Next, yesterday went to Devils again.

All thanks to my bestie iris, who manage to get a table for us at the very last moment.

It was fun fun and fun~

I am cutting down on clubbing le. coz.. going every week.. will ruin my facial complexion. Now my main focus is to improve on my skin before it ... reach to the point of no return!

Been going to facial continuously for the past 3mths.

I see some improvement but theres still a long way to go..

Anyway, we left at around 3am and the 3 gals stayed over together with me at his place.

Pictures! Since i did not take much pictures these few days. (due to.. my forgetfulness.. nv bring my camera out)

Posting up what Iris took during the HK trip which she sent me!

My pretty pretty babe! At HK Disney Land!





Hehehe.. she pretty ba? =D She is my lesbian partner too!!!!!!

I am so Xin fu~ *GRINZ* =D~~~~



These are my 3 other lesbian partners. Namely Brianca, Jane and nat!

Are you jealous? =P hehehehe...

and they love me alot too!!!!!!!



I am a fortunate girl.. With so many lesbian partners surrounding me..

And i know.. someday i'll need a shoulder to cry on.

All of them will be by my side.. right! =D

Sorry for the late of post.. (i assume i have readers. LOL! BHB i know.)

Been real busy... with the starhub roadshow and training.

Last weekend (5th and 6th) was SH anniversary roadshow.

WAH LAN EH i work from 9am to 11pm LOR! No breaks at all! Lunch have to eat inside the mini room that we had where we work!

My in charge was F*ak UP! Dont dare to make any decision! Everything also SIAM! Wan us to act busy when everyone was real busy and we are so freaking eng!

And he Keep nagging at us! He can repeat something every 10mins for the next 3hrs. BTH SIA!

When sales staffs were faced with difficult customers, he was so relunctant to help! He refuse to let us eat in the lunching area, coz he say we can only eat 15mins, so better stay in the room.

Then whats the lunching room for?! while he, disappeared into the lunching room, went down to 1st level to have his dinner. And us?!

We had to skip dinner for the first day and buy back on the 2nd day. In the end, he was reprimanded for asking us to eat in the room where we work. After he was scolded, he quickly asked us to go into the lunching room to have our dinner.

What kinda of leader is he! ARGH!

Yeah, he is nice by buying bread for us. This cannot be denied. But then, he is nice as a father, he is lousy as a leader.

The dept i was in, was in charge of queue number only. We were not the sales staffs, we were not the angels who needs to walk around to serve customers enquiry, or those that need to fill up the purchasing forms for customer.

We just need to flash the number on the board for customers to go into queue when the sales staffs are done with one.

Tell me, how busy can we be? I was so eng, that i kept walking around. Coz we needa act busy.

One of my colleagues, knew how to fill up those troublesome forms. She went over to help the mobile sales team. In the end, my in charge went over to her and whispered into her ears that we were very busy, come back.

When she came back, we were kinda of shock. I told her we fucking eng like hell. where got busy? She was so fiaking angry lor!!!!

My god, I can never stand lousy leaders. Argh.

Anyway, pictures. These are my colleagues at the roadshow! Yeah i know they much prettier than me. =( Bo pian leh, all younger than me what can i do? =( they got youth, while i have aged. And i not as tall as them! =(




PLEASE TELL ME WHY I SO SHORT AND UGLY! *CRIES*



Finally, the roadshow ended. I was so freaking tired after the 2 days work that i slept 12hrs straight..

Now i am busy rushing my dear HRM report, that is giving me a headache. This is because.. I hate individual assignments!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

Submitting this sat, and i just started yesterday night......

I have been posting rubbish these few days.

Leading a boring life, with nothing new happening in my life these few days.

And i'm freaking confused. What am i gonna do when i graduate?

*sigh* i do not know what i am suitable for.. and i do not see myself in any positions in 10 years time.

But.. I dun wanna end up changing jobs like changing my clothes.

I do not wanna be aimless.

Yet i do not know what suits me..

Consumer banking? Corporate banking? Sales? Events? Marketing?

Which one should i head into?

Confusion.. Lost. Each time when i'm gonna graduate.. i'll be stressing myself with these questions..

ok i know i kiasu.. i still have 10mths to go.. but dont we needa be prepared first? there will be thousands that will be graduating with me..

The early birds take the worms isnt?

*sigh* HELP... HOW AM I GONNA KNOW WHAT SUITS ME....

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Troubled..

I am troubled with money affairs.

I'm broke, cashless, seriously in need of a job to feed myself.

I have registered with a couple of tuition agencies.

But have not gotten any calles from them yet.

Hopefully i will get a ring from them soon.

I just need one more to cover my daily expenses....

Sorry.. have not been taking pictures.. coz i just cut my hair and i look horrible now. =(

Think will not update any pictures.. till i grow back my fringe. *cries*

Anyway... This is My Student! P2 Kid. Cute hor?! hehehe..