I feel like biting someone hard.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrr.........................................

Calm, i must stay calm. -.-"

Angry!! -.-"~

Inside of me is bursting.

LOL LOL.

Anyways,

Another 2 more days to my first paper.

To be frank, i freaking slack sia.

Cannot concentrate, no sense of urgency.. grr grr..

Everyday mugging at KAP, how interesting..

I HATE EXAMS! haiz. -.-

Faster finish this period, and i'm free from exams. =D

P.S: I'M SUCH A GENIUS!!!!!!!!!!! *LAUGHS* (KIDDING) I FOUND 200 POUND BEAUTY OST!!!! OMG OMG~ I'M CHANGING SONG TML!!!!!!! MUAHAHAH~~~~

I just realised, i shouldnt have.

I just realised, how much a fool i was.

The goodness and kindness was once again, taken for a spin.

Like i say earlier, i hate to know the truth, however i always happen to know them.

I hate to be able to analysis things that far, but i have the ability to do so.

Scorpios, we love to dig secrets, we love to know every details about everything and we will use all sorts of ways to confirm something.

And tada! It has been confirmed! Chop, Signed, Guaranteed!

I'm filled with anger now.

If i am the past me, i think by now, i will scream shout and slap.

Hmm, now, i think i will bear the strong emotions within me for a couple of days and forget about it.

and no, i wun sink into depression anymore.

What doesnt kill me, makes me stronger. =)

This is another one of my precious lesson in life.

and i just realised i have turn stronger.

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On a side note, I AM FUCKING BROKE AH! *CRIES*

SIANZ SIA! End of next week then i will get paid! -.-

jia lat jia lat~

Reserves are almost gone! OMG OMG~ -.-""""""

*stressed*

P.S: Changing my blog song to something more happier! *heee* hope you all like it! love this song. just found it in my Lappy. I'm simply in love with this song.



The dance Version



Jennifer Lopez (retro) Version

AHHH.. i'm So in love with this song now can!

hmm.. which one nicer? i got both version. =D

Attended My ex DBS boss farewell earlier at chamber. (A pub behind DBL O)

Its nice seeing all of them again tho the reason of our gathering wasnt a good one.

Altho i have left the bank for 2 years i still miss them lots! hur hur hur..

Too bad, the once closeness i had with them, have suddenly vanished.

I guess, its natural?

I left quite early as.. was kinda bored..

The atmosphere was weird, like we are not in the group anymore.

Plus i dun think my gastric is able to take alcohol. LOL..

Chris was around the area therefore he gave me a ride back again. (THANK YOU!!!)

pictures to share.

The old group. sorry too many ppl! haha..



On the left, my mentor Wong, the one who has taught me the products in DBS. Followed by me, andrea, Sam, Yi Ching, August and mathew.



My ex boss, Asmah, the one in black.



The new group.



Uncle thomas and me! Uncle thomas likes me tease me alot when i was in DBS. haha!



Eric and Andrea! Eric has just turn into a daddy 2mths ago! hurrr..



The KTV Gang. haha. we used to slip out and sing KTV during working hours. LOL!!



The drinking gang minus Wong.



August is too tall.. But i think i look nice here so hack! haha.



A better taken pic. haha. he shorten himself to make me look taller. LOL!



Asmah and August!



Chris picked me up and we went over to church again. (yeah, i prayed again. for.. )

Anyway, We "cam-whored" over there. LOL! Cause i'm in the mood for taking pictures!!!

YADA!

The church in the night.. Peaceful.



This is chris! Moi Neighbour. hee.. (he posing for my camera. MUAHAHA. VAIN POT! =X *runs*)



Us!





I decided not to take nice pictures.. therefore.. tada~~~

Ciggy in his nose! WTF right! MUAHAHAHA!!



A punch in your face! U deserve it! LOL. kidding. =X



Chris had a headache? nah.. he is just sick of the world. (As usual.) LOL..



Me!



Told chris i can only take one side of my face he dun believe..



Hur.. back home. i am still cam whoreing. LOL!



It seems that, i really put on some weight. fuck. -.-

its time for slimming session after my exams. this is no good. -.-

Oh, i'm feeling much better from my gastric flu except that i cannot eat solid food as i will feel bloated after that. (tried it earlier and it really acted up..)

Anyhow, i'm happy. I have sort of recovered! =D

*jump around* hehe..

I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY NOW!

I GOT DISTINCTION FOR THE TEST THAT I THOUGHT I HAVE FAILED BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*JUMPING AROUND WITH JOY~~~~*

finally.. my finance.. i got 21% out of 30% weightage... MUAHAHA~

I had the worst sleep ever and i'm feeling so tired now.

I kept tossing and turning in bed, i feel like vomitting most of the time throughout my sleep, my stomach/gastric feel so uptight. I nearly go crazy when i was sleeping.

Whats wrong?

daddy say it must be mummy who has spread the gastric+intestine flu to me.

WAH KAOZ.

this is bad, mummy took 1 week to recover from it.

and my exams is one week from now.

hopefully its not.

My stomach/gastric feels weird now.. its not pain, its just uncomfortable... very uncomfortable.

and i am feeling so tired.... like i nv sleep at all.. -.-

ahhhhhhhh...

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I'm officially down with gastric flu.. (no wonder i have been having gastric attacks almost every night for the past few days..)

just went to visit my family doc earlier..... (and my brother also kanna. It seems that.. mom has actually spread the virus to the whole family -.-")

Was at KAP Mac studying (cause i force myself to go down and study..) and it worsen..

Didnt have strength to even stay focus.. (was feeling kinda giddy, my gastric/stomach felt super uncomfortable.. and i was so god damn tired..)

Wanted to stay till 8pm then take cab home and see doc, but chris was around that area so he came and gave me a lift back again.

Thanks chris.. i am feeling so indebt to you! -.-"

hur hur... it seems that... i will not be able to sleep peacefully, till i recover! WTF~ =.=

天啊！。。好辛苦啊。。

why does all the bad things fall on me one after another? grrrrrrrrrrrr....

Angry! -.-"

But thou shall stay strong! HUMPF!..

天要我死，我却不死！

天要我垮，我却不垮！

like real. -.-"

Its tough ok? -.-"

Someone hug me pls? BRIANCA, JANE I NEED HUGS~ I NEED T.L.C! -.-""

hur hur hur......

And.. i cannot take solid food.. =/

Coz i also have indigestion.. =(

My stomach very bloated now..... but i havent taken dinner.... *cries*

Asked my maid cook maggie for me le. -.- bo pianz, at this hour, there's no porridge stall around my area.

I feel like a sick pig now. -.-

天啊。。放过我好不好。。

你已经玩我好几天了。。。 -.-..

Today, at almost the same time, 2 person pour their hearts out to me.

One was suffering from depression abt life and work.

The other was suffering from depression abt love.

Manage to gave them some ideas on how to get about their depression.

(Hope i did help!)

As for me? Yup, i'm much better. Manage to wrap up everything and throw it into a corner of my heart.

*Big smile*

Thanks to my "auntie and uncle agonies" who have been constantly there for me. U know who u are! =)

I didnt manage to study at all today! busy busy busy.

Running here and there for tuition and then to jane's place to collect my loots.

WEE! i love my new clothes. *grinz*

I am a happy girl when i receive my new clothes. *MUAHAHAHA*

hmm.. but something not very happy..

The tulips! =(

it has withered! *cries*



and 2ndly..

I REALISED I BOUGHT MY LAPPY LAST YEAR APRIL! AND MY WARRANTY EXPIRE LIAO! WTF! MY KEYPAD~~~ !!! *CRY OUT LOUD*

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Dont need to say sorry. For its not your fault or mine. (assuming its for me of course)

Its circumstances that has force this upon us. Simplicity cannot be used.

I have never stop believing.

I Have trust, I have faith.

If its meant to be, its meant to be. I didnt blame.

Just know that you have this friend who will always stand by you, be by your side when u fall and who will constantly worry for you. (Yes! i am a worried freak! LOL..)

then again, if u got time, and go clubbing nv jio, i is gonna kick u far far away and gets very angry k! *laughs* Just kidding. =P

I is waiting...... waiting...... waiting....... for moi crepes. =D

*grinz*

I am a complusive shopper, i am addicted to online shopping. but i dun care.

Lemmings lemmings!!

1) Pencil Skirt



from.. http://sg.auctions.yahoo.com/sg/i:Preorder%3A%20High%20Waist%20Suspender%20Pencil%20Skirt%20%28pinafore%29:5787246


2) Clutch Bag

Havent found what i am looking for yet.. Something glam, a little more to the "bling bling" side.. not too big..



Saw this, but find it a little big.. hmm.. too bad no smaller version.. =/

or...



hmm....

then again, its not really what i want. Babe tell me to go accessorize to find. there have alot of nice ones. but exp. -.- the word "EXP" stops everything. MUAHAHA..

3) Bling Necklaces. =D





From http://www.amegus.com/

Lemmings lemmings~

grrrrrrrrrrr.... why am i so broke. -.-"

i have gastric pain attacks consecutively for 2 days.

很痛啊！！！

*cries*

*rolling on the floor in pain*

grrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

taken medication! but no use! wtf~

*wait awhile more..*

Thanks chris for sending me back earlier. Hur..

Was in pain at KAP Mac, and my classmate wasnt about to leave.. so gave chris a call see if he can come and give me a ride back home.. which he did.

Appreciate it alot. THANKS!

Had a talk with Yun earlier.

yq says: love is not like gg to sch getting a grade.
yq says: climbing a ladder.
yq says: there is no step1 , 2,3 ,4
yq says: u want a brkup.. cos u love him so much
yq says: u want to b his life, cos u love him so much.
yq says: u want him to b in ur life, cos u love him so much.
yq says: whatever decision..
yq says: it is based on ur love.
yq says: if.. says u dont feel a thing alr. den fuck care him lor.
yq says: if this is sth u want to do.
yq says: just do it.
yq says: whats abt right timing
yq says: n whats right n wrong.
yq says: who determine it.. b/s
Carol says: sometimes, loving someone is just not enough
Carol says: sometimes, loving someone is also knowing when to let go
yq says: n u know why.. love is complicated?
yq says: cos ppl refuse to love in a simple manner.
yq says: when u love in a complicated n complex way.. the other party wil naturally follow suits.
yq says: nothing can beat a simple love.
yq says: n loving him doesnt mean not able to let go
Carol says: i complicated?
Carol says: LOL
yq says: i feel that u think too much
Carol: ya i do
Carol says: then what is simple love?
yq says: not think so much
yq says: ai jiu ai. bu ai jiu bu ai.
Carol says: -.-
yq says: why leh?
Carol says: sometimes, its circumstances forcing ppl not be able to love simply. who doesn want a simple love?
yq says: i jus tot that we shd not let circumstances limit us. subconsciously, we reject to love in a simple way.
yq says: when u feel like talking to him den call him lor. if he is bz den talk another time lor. whats the big deal? isnt this what you will do if its a friend? if it is within ur means, then do what ur heart desires. u live for urself afterall.

can love be that simple?

Cannot remember the exact date as to when these pics where taken.

hur hur.

MOSing with My babes!













Yada, MOS toilets are good for taking pictures. LOL LOL..

Thanks for everyone's concern, i'm much better now. (for today. hopefully for the rest of the days. lol.)

Pioritising my problems, exams first!

Focus Focus Focus!!

I not enough time liao. 2nd may is just round the corner. =.=

hur hur hur...

Just change my song again. Hope u guys like it!

Claire 我不想忘记你

我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

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我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你
苦也没关系用
祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
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一个人不懂什么是拥有
两个人不懂怎么把握
越在乎就越脆弱
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

**repeat**

P.S: Sometimes, i hate it when i can uncover secrets after secrets, Sometimes i hate it when i can analysis things as deep as that. It suxs to know so much and it suxs to uncover truth behind the lies or the truth that was left unsaid. -.-

Saw this from aB's blog (link at the side!).

My classmate was telling me about this yesterday. About how meaningful it is. but they do not know the exact words.

aB i borrow from you~ =)

世界上最远的距离
不是 生与死的距离而是
我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你.
世界上最远的距离不是
我站在你面前 你不知道我爱你而是
爱到痴迷 却不能说我爱你.
世界上最远的距离不是
我不能说我爱你而是
想你痛彻心脾 却只能深埋心底.
世界上最远的距离不是
我不能说我想你而是
彼此相爱 却不能够在一起.
世界上最远的距离不是
彼此相爱 却不能够在一起而是
明知道真爱无敌 却装作毫不在意.

How true..

After such a long time..

I stepped into a church again. Yeah, i did, late in the night. (i think it was abt 1am?)

Christof (his blog is at the side bar) brought me over there a couple of days ago as i was feeling very troubled over some matters.

According to chris, that was the only church that is never locked. (following the american's way)

Initally i was kinda shocked when he brought me there, after which guilt took over me.

Many of you might not know, actually i was baptised before, When i was very very young, I used to go church together with my aunt. (i think i was 7?)

After which my aunt stopped bringing us over. I stop going.

After so many years, i finally stepped into one.

I had a very.... unusual feeling.

Chris shared with me some stuffs about life, i listened.

He brought me over there so as to cheer me up as he thought it will be a nice idea.

I really appreciate it..

Right after i pray to god for some light in life, i felt a sudden peace in my heart. The inital troubled feelings i had went away.

That was for that special night...

Today after my studies at KAP. I gave chris a call to check where is he. He offered to pick me up from KAP to send me home as he was around that area. (THANKS AGAIN!)

After i met up with him, i asked for a favour to bring me to the church again.

Yeah, i wanted to pray. To pray for myself and someone.

For health. for light. for direction. for future.

It will be a long way from now. I really hope, i will be able to find myself, find my direction, find my light...

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Ironically, I feel so fucked up now.

Right after i wrote finish the upper part, my dad knocked on my door.

My mom is ill. My dad ask me to go down and help him. But i cant as i'm studying tml. My mom have to force herself to work. (my bro will be gg down later when he comes back so my mom can come back and rest)

... i feel like crying now cause my mentor's words are flashing through my brain now.

I feel damn bad and guilty towards my parents.

I have never treat them for a meal. i have never bring them on a trip. I have never gave them any good life.

What the fuck have i been doing throughout my 24 years?

They suffered so much for us. Waking up 2am in the morning to work to make months end.

What have i been doing? what have i been doing all these while?! CAN SOMEONE SLAP ME HARD TO WAKE ME UP?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....

I AM SUCH A BITCH TOWARDS MY PARENTS CAN?!

*CRIES*

I got a sudden urge.. to hug and be hug.

sigh. I feel so alone and cornered.

So much thoughts. So much guilt. So much worries. Why does it happen now when its gonna be exams soon?..

After much deliberation, i have decided to share some pictures with you guys which will most probably provide a good laugh.

LOL LOL. Coz whenever i see these pictures, i will laugh until i peng!

Partly due to the fact that my previous posts were kinda of gloomy and down.

Lets bring up the mood a little! hahaha!!

Laughter is after all the best medicine for anything ya?

As there are simply too many to share, i have actually consolidate them together 4 into 1 picture. LOL LOL~



This is us. Before "Extreme Makeover" (taken.... 2 years ago. haha. only a few participate.)



This is me, jeremy and marc. LOL LOL!!



This is me and marc!





This is marc's personal portfolio!



This is how sheena and i originally looks like...



After makeover, this is how sheena and i look like. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


All thanks to technology. (Apple lappy) We are now freaks of the future.

MUAHAHAHA!!

These were taken while we were doing our projects.

It actually helps us destress a little. LOL..

In another 2 months time, all of us will split(graduate) and the friendship will no longer be the same.

hmm. But its a nice memory for me and i hope in the near future, we will still come out have a chat and laugh about these pictures! lol.

Went out for a movie with fred earlier to catch the 200 pound beauty. Go catch it, its a damn good show after my sassy girl and the fatal seduction.

After which, we had a talk.

As i pour my thoughts out to him...

I realise i have been screwing my life inside out, upside down.

I never learnt how to live for myself.

I never knew how to be alone.

I'm always emotionally dependent on someone.

I never learnt how to take things slowly.

Maybe becoz i do not have much confidence of myself.. Afraid that i might missed the chance..

Silly girl right?

All the while, i thought i was matured enough to handle my own life.

Never once i listened to anyone advices.

It suddenly dawn on me that actually i'm still a young kiddo at heart. (in another words, immuture)

Like a kid, at the sight of something that she feels she wants, she grab.

Like a kid, who refuse to listen to anyone. Rebellious.

And i really really realise, that its time for me to find myself back.

But, i'm so freaking afraid of loneliness that i am so frighten i will jump into another shithole.

sigh. I feel like a failure in life. =/ who cannot grab hold of herself. WTF?!.. GRRRRRRRR...

2ndly,

Due to my high expenses(especially on my cab rides and retail therapy), my account has dropped to a miserable $5.

MUAHAHAHAHA!

Shiok.

Thankfully still have some reserves. (but.. i guess i needa asked from my parents soon... coz i will only get paid 2 weeks later! -.-)

the last time i was this poor was .. a year ago?

was tight to the extend that i have problems eating at work and travelling.

LOL LOL..

Me and my screwed up life all thanks to myself for not being able to handle anything. How worse can it get?

P.S: right after i finish up my post, and went for a bath.. i had gastric. AND I AM STILL HAVING IT NOW! TELL ME! HOW WORSE CAN IT BE! !!!##%$$%%^^^&***&^%%^$

http://www.stomp.com.sg/stfoodiesclub/poshnosh/63/greatbreton.html

ANY KIND HEART SOULS CAN BRING ME HERE?

OMG OMG OMG..

i have been so tempted to go there for such a long time ever since i saw finoa xie introducing this restaurant on tv.

!!!!

I cannot take it liao!!

the more i see the more i wanna eat the crepes!!!!

i am a greedy pig when it comes to food.

HUR HUR HUR!

SOMEONE ANYONE BRING ME THERE!!!!!!!!!!!! =x

heheeheeee...

宏:
黑夜渗透了想念
偷不走微光闪现的千种画面
我背着伤痛离开
孤单拖着记忆支离破碎
欣:
原以为不会改变
眼泪在脸颊上干枯失去知觉
合:
我的心挣脱了爱
跟随着夕阳埋进了海洋
合:
为什么相爱的人却又为爱而纷争
现实的翅膀扰乱了原本幸福的气氛
我有我的过错
我有我的疑惑
藏在面对面的折磨背后
为什么让爱躲进乌云密布的天空
随着风漂流在外一点一点的散落
慢慢远离的梦
渐渐冷却冰封
心痛都当初相遇的心动
宏:
慢慢远离的梦
欣:
渐渐冷却冰封

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到底相爱的人应该要着么对待彼此？

一直以来，我都认为，一对恋人应该一起经历酸甜苦辣，喜怒哀乐。

开心的事，一起分享。

不开心的事，一起分担。

苦时，彼此鼓励，彼此加油。

怒时，彼此沟通，彼此让一步。

哀时，彼此扶着对方走过那段不开心的事。。

我的思想错了吗？

如果不这样，相爱的人要这么一起成长呢？

我已经乱了。

......

i needa wrap up everything as i do not have much time left.

-.-"

today, a wasteful trip down to AMK mac to study.

I end up talking to my classmate.

I end up listening to songs.

WAH KAOZ.

Only manage to finish up one chapter of notes.

-.-""""""""""""

Its only today. I must, MUST.. focus..

But.. Sigh...

on a side note,

My classmate, is telling me some news... abt.. some.... hmm......... interesting "things"

And i just made him vomit blood. LOL LOL!

爱的故事有很多
你一定听过
她们说最美的爱情像湖泊
美的忍不住停留
而任性的风
吹过了却飘下一片片叶落
放开手往北方走
留下伤心的树独自忍受
你离开我连一句话都不说
只默默看着今晚天空星光闪烁
看今夜的流星
划过了天际笑我的心
我无法再冷静
请你要倾听
你是我的唯一
我不愿去相信
我们之间隔着海洋的距离
我的爱已融化在空气里

thanks.. thanks for remembering... i really thought it was forgotten.... and now.. I cant stop my tears from flowing..



thank you....

Started studying since yesterday.

Stress stress stress.

Trying to keep myself focus very very badly! hurrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

Today is 18. Hmm.. 18.......*slap myself*

I left 2 weeks till my exams! STRESS!

But i'm gg clubbing tomorrow. (guilty...)

Bo pian, promise my babe last week le (coz i dua her last week..) This week die die have to pei her go.. LOL.. MambO!!! =DDDDD

anyhow, pics taken at KAP coz i was so bo liao and couldnt concentrate. =P





I am seriously bored..... hmm.. my lips very dry. LOL..



Tada! i got study one ok! opposite is my classmate, David. hee..



Everyday studying at KAP. the cab fare home is CHOR SIA! -.- wonder why i take cab? coz i everytime study till like 11+ 12+ leh.. =(

Thankfully this is the last semester le. Say goodbye to exams! HUR HUR! (provided i pass everything. and i hope i do!)

and hello to.. working life. where the reality is.

now.... next up....

WHY AM I SUCH A SHOPPERHOLIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jia lat, altogether... i bought.. hmm.. let me count...

5 dresses.. 2 skirts... 6 tops... and 1 leggings... for the past.. 3 weeks? (and 1 sunglass and a belt)

WAH! all havent come yet!

OMG OMG OMG..

i didnt realise i bought tt much!

someone please tie me up or confiscate my lappy or confiscate my ibank device or make SLS forum down. LOL LOL..

This is so BAD!

Lesson: DUN EVER GIVE IN TO MY EMO WHEN ITS TIME OF THE MTH!!!..

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

I feel sad now.

I feel like crying now.

I am cranky.

I have alot of negative feelings within me and its eating me up.

i guess its the time of the month soon. -.-"

I think i have too much time on hand then i tend to think alot and during "near to" the time of the month, my hormones cock up and therefore making me even more emo during this period.

grrrrrrrrrrrr grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

Can i not be emo?

i no like.. i no like feeling what i feeling now..

its saddening. =(

I hope i will feel better real soon.

Starting my revision for my exams tomorrow. I hope this doesnt affect me.

If not.. David tml jia lat liao.. LOL LOL...

He is gonna kanna my crankiness again. LOL LOL..

Now i simply in a hate mode.

I hate myself.

its only for now, for today, for this moment.

I will feel better tomorrow ba i guess.

after a sleep.

thats what usually happen to me.

But it will come again in the night.

Sigh Sigh Sigh.

I needa control.. control.. control.. control.. control.. control.. controlllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Met up with ian for dinner in town yesterday.

I brought him over to paragon to try "The Soup Spoon" (becoz i wanted to try too. LOL)

ITS DAMN NICE I TELL U!

Love it so much! but i forgot to take pics of it.. next time k! =X

The soup is full of goodies and its very tasty!

Yum Yum.. thinking of it makes me drool!!

I wan go there again!!! =X heee..

After dinner, jane met us and we had a chat over at coffee club. Yun came to join us when we were about to leave for dragonfly and i persuaded her to go together. LOL..

But Ian didnt go with us as he had to wake up early for his relative's wedding.

and we force ian to take pics with us! lol..

hehee... Ok.. jane had a new haircut. She look like barbie doll now. LOL LOL..





This is my yun! love her to bits. I have known her since.... 14 wor! lol.. thats like 10 years liao! =X







Hmm.. ytd i cannot take pics. my smile looks weird.. or is it that i put on weight?! FUCK FUCK FUCK! -.- why do i look "puffier"? lol.. or is it the angle? =/ grrrrrrrrr..

no more late night supper or good food liao. been eating too much these days. grrrrrrrr...

Its been a long long long long time since i club till 6am. and yes, ytd jane and i left dragonfly only at 545.. lol. time flies when we are high. LOL LOL.. =X

Yun left earlier, at around 3+ i guess..

When i woke up today, i realise i had a lot of injury..

I sprain my ankle coz i missed a step, someone burnt my right wrist and both my legs are soft now becoz of non-stop dancing for 5hrs (or so) with my 9cm heels. LOL!

Craziness. =X

Thats me when i drink. haha. I get extremely happy and hyper when i'm high. hur hur hur.. but being a girl, i have to learn to protect myself.

Have been clubbing for so long but i only started drinking 3 years back. and i only got pissed drunk (to the point that i cannot go home on my own) twice (i think). Once was the first time i drink, the 2nd was my birthday celerbration 2 years back.

I guess its a mindset thingy. No matter how high i am, i will try to control myself. Some basic rules for myself within my mind.

1) No puking before i reach home.
2) No doing stupid things (girls hugging/kissing everyone when they get drunk, girls lying on the floor making a nuisance out of themselves, etc).
3) Control Control Control. (i will tell myself its Mind over body. LOL..)

But i tend to talk alot when i drink sia! lol.. and do alot of funny actions!! (like the sweet thingy... at powerhouse opening...)

(KEN and Jane DUN LAUGH!)

hmm.. come to think of it.. i have had this unhealthy lifestyle for 3 years le?! -.-

My body is full of polluted blood liao sia..

I needa start to have a healthy lifestyle.. but can i? =/