Happy birthday Jie fu!!
Friday, March 31, 2006
Jiefu's bd! went up to jie's place for a mini celebration.
Very long nv see them le..
Pics!
Jie fu hao Xin FU! So many girls celebrate his bd! lol..
My 2 jie's! (left one is celia jie, right one is chris jie) and they partners! hehe..
Jiefu and jie's fren sharon! Her bd on 31st march! My jiefu damn cute lor! hahaha.
The cake! Swensen cookies and cream!
Preparing to blow the candle..
Chris jie.. taking away the candle wax that has landed on the cake. lol.
Cutting the cake~
Celia Jie and me! Love her to bits! =D
Chris jie, gigi and me! enjoying the cake! Yum yum!
Gigi and i left at about 11pm. Have to work tomorrow.. bo pian..
Happy birthday to my jie fu once again!
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Other pics!
Earrings bought by him. love it to bits!!!!!!!! =X
hmm.. i left this top in my cupboard for a long long time.. almost forgot i had this top!
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Currently in love with this song.
Liang Jing Ru - Lu
回头看来时的路 总有些复杂感触
我们走得那么辛苦 好不容易才到这地步
**不被了解的痛楚 到不了爱的净土
是你让我越过冲突 陪我走过风雨险阻这一段路
***如果开始就能看见幸福 不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
或许我不能把爱看清楚 想把你的手牢牢握住
如果这是通往爱的旅途 也许过程注定要荆棘密布
但我不后悔选择这条路 你的爱让我深深体会活着的感触
**repeat
有时我不愿回头看 一路太多眼泪混乱
幸好有你我才变得勇敢 ah……
如果开始就能看见幸福 不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
或许我不能把爱看清楚 想把你的手牢牢握住
如果这是通往爱的旅途 也许过程注定要荆棘密布
但我不后悔选择这条路 你的爱让我深深体会
我从不后悔选择这条路因为你的爱让我看见 活着的幸福
Very long nv see them le..
Pics!
Jie fu hao Xin FU! So many girls celebrate his bd! lol..
My 2 jie's! (left one is celia jie, right one is chris jie) and they partners! hehe..
Jiefu and jie's fren sharon! Her bd on 31st march! My jiefu damn cute lor! hahaha.
The cake! Swensen cookies and cream!
Preparing to blow the candle..
Chris jie.. taking away the candle wax that has landed on the cake. lol.
Cutting the cake~
Celia Jie and me! Love her to bits! =D
Chris jie, gigi and me! enjoying the cake! Yum yum!
Gigi and i left at about 11pm. Have to work tomorrow.. bo pian..
Happy birthday to my jie fu once again!
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Other pics!
Earrings bought by him. love it to bits!!!!!!!! =X
hmm.. i left this top in my cupboard for a long long time.. almost forgot i had this top!
____________________________________________________________________
Currently in love with this song.
Liang Jing Ru - Lu
回头看来时的路 总有些复杂感触
我们走得那么辛苦 好不容易才到这地步
**不被了解的痛楚 到不了爱的净土
是你让我越过冲突 陪我走过风雨险阻这一段路
***如果开始就能看见幸福 不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
或许我不能把爱看清楚 想把你的手牢牢握住
如果这是通往爱的旅途 也许过程注定要荆棘密布
但我不后悔选择这条路 你的爱让我深深体会活着的感触
**repeat
有时我不愿回头看 一路太多眼泪混乱
幸好有你我才变得勇敢 ah……
如果开始就能看见幸福 不在别人眼光耳语中迷路
或许我不能把爱看清楚 想把你的手牢牢握住
如果这是通往爱的旅途 也许过程注定要荆棘密布
但我不后悔选择这条路 你的爱让我深深体会
我从不后悔选择这条路因为你的爱让我看见 活着的幸福
posted by icy at 3/31/2006 01:08:00 AM
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Bleeding Once Again.
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Each time it happen, i will go through this full cycle of heartache.
Tell me, is it wrong for me to feel.
Tell me, is it wrong for me to act like this.
I do not know how to handle it as i used to be in the past anymore.
where i.. used to hide in a corner.. Simply shutting down from everything for a day.. and the next day pretending nothing has happen..
Thoughts.. of what is going on..
Thoughts.. of what might happen..
I seriously wish my brain will stop imagining.
How to.. when you knew.. the other one.. treats everyone equally..
How to.. when you knew.. its no special treatment you are getting..
How to.. when you knew.. you are simply insignificant..
Images.. of the laughter.. the happiness.. while i on the other side.. crying.. hurting..
yes, i'm paranoid. But who wun?
Would any girls be able to take what i'm going through?
YES I KNOW I AM FOOLISH! YES I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE LONG BE GONE!
BUT ITS HARD.. I CANT FIND THE COURAGE TO DO IT!
Do you understand what i am going through?..
Do you know the pain that is inflicted on me?..
Do you realise i am bleeding?
Do you know.. that i am always waiting for the return..
Then again.. i'll be pretending that i dont mind..
I'll be putting up.. a false & brave front..
A smiley face.. joking and laughing like i always do..
but do you realise.. behind the smile.. are tears and pain..
I am.. bleeding from within..
I am.. dying from within..
do you know.. i'm crying right now..
Tell me, is it wrong for me to feel.
Tell me, is it wrong for me to act like this.
I do not know how to handle it as i used to be in the past anymore.
where i.. used to hide in a corner.. Simply shutting down from everything for a day.. and the next day pretending nothing has happen..
Thoughts.. of what is going on..
Thoughts.. of what might happen..
I seriously wish my brain will stop imagining.
How to.. when you knew.. the other one.. treats everyone equally..
How to.. when you knew.. its no special treatment you are getting..
How to.. when you knew.. you are simply insignificant..
Images.. of the laughter.. the happiness.. while i on the other side.. crying.. hurting..
yes, i'm paranoid. But who wun?
Would any girls be able to take what i'm going through?
YES I KNOW I AM FOOLISH! YES I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE LONG BE GONE!
BUT ITS HARD.. I CANT FIND THE COURAGE TO DO IT!
Do you understand what i am going through?..
Do you know the pain that is inflicted on me?..
Do you realise i am bleeding?
Do you know.. that i am always waiting for the return..
Then again.. i'll be pretending that i dont mind..
I'll be putting up.. a false & brave front..
A smiley face.. joking and laughing like i always do..
but do you realise.. behind the smile.. are tears and pain..
I am.. bleeding from within..
I am.. dying from within..
do you know.. i'm crying right now..
posted by icy at 3/29/2006 05:58:00 PM
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I wonder..
Monday, March 27, 2006
I wonder.. how did i manage to survive...
I wonder.. how did i manage to tolerate...
I dunno how long more.. can i keep myself going.
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Have anyone of you been in this situation whereby.. you knew the one you love, has another in his/her heart..
will you, still stay by his/her side, hoping that he/she will realise one day, that you are by their side
or..
will you.. just fuck it, its not worth my time, and move on?
Alot, will choose.. to stay.
Some.. (those stronger ones..) will move on.
While.. i belong..
to those that choose to stay.. and be the insignificant one.. hoping for a little attention..
I am.. one of those.. who will foolishly, holding on to that one tiny.. little "Hope" and sheer moment of "Happiness" knowing well.. it will only turn into more pain.. when the "expiry date" comes..
Time and again.. i wish to just.. put an end to my life.. to this misery..
For.. i do not have the courage to put an end.. to my little "hope" and my short-term "happiness".
Even tho i know.. i am not the most important.. the most significant.. person in that someone's heart..
Even tho i know.. i never had any place in that someone's heart before..
The truth is eating me up.. from within..
and.. my hopes are getting smaller.. and smaller..
Pretending not to mind.. is getting.. harder.. and harder.
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Just wondering..
People.. would you prefer.. to know the truth even tho you knew it will freaking hurt like hell..
or would you prefer.. the other person tells a white lie?.. as long as you dont find out?
I cant get an answer myself either.
I wish.. the other person would tell a white lie.
But i also know.. i can find out truth easily.
... truth or lies?
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What if one day.. i suddenly die due to an accident..
Will you guys miss me?
Will all of you realise.. my presence?
will all of you miss my smiles, my craziness, my act cute behaviour?..
I wonder.. how did i manage to tolerate...
I dunno how long more.. can i keep myself going.
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Have anyone of you been in this situation whereby.. you knew the one you love, has another in his/her heart..
will you, still stay by his/her side, hoping that he/she will realise one day, that you are by their side
or..
will you.. just fuck it, its not worth my time, and move on?
Alot, will choose.. to stay.
Some.. (those stronger ones..) will move on.
While.. i belong..
to those that choose to stay.. and be the insignificant one.. hoping for a little attention..
I am.. one of those.. who will foolishly, holding on to that one tiny.. little "Hope" and sheer moment of "Happiness" knowing well.. it will only turn into more pain.. when the "expiry date" comes..
Time and again.. i wish to just.. put an end to my life.. to this misery..
For.. i do not have the courage to put an end.. to my little "hope" and my short-term "happiness".
Even tho i know.. i am not the most important.. the most significant.. person in that someone's heart..
Even tho i know.. i never had any place in that someone's heart before..
The truth is eating me up.. from within..
and.. my hopes are getting smaller.. and smaller..
Pretending not to mind.. is getting.. harder.. and harder.
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Just wondering..
People.. would you prefer.. to know the truth even tho you knew it will freaking hurt like hell..
or would you prefer.. the other person tells a white lie?.. as long as you dont find out?
I cant get an answer myself either.
I wish.. the other person would tell a white lie.
But i also know.. i can find out truth easily.
... truth or lies?
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What if one day.. i suddenly die due to an accident..
Will you guys miss me?
Will all of you realise.. my presence?
will all of you miss my smiles, my craziness, my act cute behaviour?..
posted by icy at 3/27/2006 06:18:00 PM
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S.T.R.E.S.S.E.D
Friday, March 24, 2006
I AM FIAKING STRESSED.
WITH LESS THAN 5 DAYS TO STUDY FOR MY UPCOMING TEST NEXT TUES..
WITH LESS THAN 5 DAYS TO COMPLETE MY PART FOR MY 2 PROJECTS..
AND AT THIS PARTICULAR TENSED MOMENT..
I FREAKING LOST MY TEXTBOOK WHICH IS NEEDED BADLY FOR THE PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fiaking suay. nothing can be more suay.
Tell me, what should i do? Buy or borrow?
I really wanna knock on the wall badly liao.
*cries*..
WHY I SO BLURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR........................................
ARGH............................................
ANGRY AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~......................................
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Officially concluded - I have PMS.
Friends.. You have to bare with it..
My PMS quite serious.
I tend to get extremely moody before big big relative come visit me.
And i tend to think too much..
And i tend to cry during those days.
Its bad, but its not within my control.
I TRIED.. to put everything within me, but it only made it worse..
Worst of all, when i pour everything out.. i will cry.. alot.
I dont remember myself having PMS in the past.
Maybe its the current situation that i'm in.. that results in this.
I wonder will i snap out of it soon.. for PMS.. suxs lor.
Guys will never understand..
we girls, have different kinda of PMS.
Some.. gets irritated easily.
Some.. gets moody easily.
Some.. flare up easily..
while some.. PAIN LIKE HELL! (heng.. i belong to the "get moody easily" category! )
AND ITS NOT THAT WE WANT TO BEHAVE THAT WAY!..
When its the time of the month, our hormones starts to behave differently, there will some changes, and thus resulting reaction within us. (i think la. i dun study bio.. so just guess guess only)
Sigh.. why girls have to go through all these!!!
>.<
WITH LESS THAN 5 DAYS TO STUDY FOR MY UPCOMING TEST NEXT TUES..
WITH LESS THAN 5 DAYS TO COMPLETE MY PART FOR MY 2 PROJECTS..
AND AT THIS PARTICULAR TENSED MOMENT..
I FREAKING LOST MY TEXTBOOK WHICH IS NEEDED BADLY FOR THE PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fiaking suay. nothing can be more suay.
Tell me, what should i do? Buy or borrow?
I really wanna knock on the wall badly liao.
*cries*..
WHY I SO BLURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR........................................
ARGH............................................
ANGRY AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~......................................
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Officially concluded - I have PMS.
Friends.. You have to bare with it..
My PMS quite serious.
I tend to get extremely moody before big big relative come visit me.
And i tend to think too much..
And i tend to cry during those days.
Its bad, but its not within my control.
I TRIED.. to put everything within me, but it only made it worse..
Worst of all, when i pour everything out.. i will cry.. alot.
I dont remember myself having PMS in the past.
Maybe its the current situation that i'm in.. that results in this.
I wonder will i snap out of it soon.. for PMS.. suxs lor.
Guys will never understand..
we girls, have different kinda of PMS.
Some.. gets irritated easily.
Some.. gets moody easily.
Some.. flare up easily..
while some.. PAIN LIKE HELL! (heng.. i belong to the "get moody easily" category! )
AND ITS NOT THAT WE WANT TO BEHAVE THAT WAY!..
When its the time of the month, our hormones starts to behave differently, there will some changes, and thus resulting reaction within us. (i think la. i dun study bio.. so just guess guess only)
Sigh.. why girls have to go through all these!!!
>.<
posted by icy at 3/24/2006 12:56:00 AM
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Too much..
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Too much of thoughts trapped within my mind..
Too much of feelings trapped within my heart..
You keep asking me why.
I didnt answer.
Cause i dunno how to answer.
I'm just letting emotions out.. so i can be happy again tomorrow.
Moments of happiness are shortlived.
They are there.. for awhile.. the next moment you know.. its gone.
I'm sorry for the outburst.
For.. i have been controlling my tears for a long long time..
Too much of feelings trapped within my heart..
You keep asking me why.
I didnt answer.
Cause i dunno how to answer.
I'm just letting emotions out.. so i can be happy again tomorrow.
Moments of happiness are shortlived.
They are there.. for awhile.. the next moment you know.. its gone.
I'm sorry for the outburst.
For.. i have been controlling my tears for a long long time..
posted by icy at 3/21/2006 02:38:00 AM
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Time no Enough.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
Shit.
gan jiong liao.
left with less than 3 weeks to complete 2 projects.
All of us didnt really touch on it. >.< Ahhh.. Pray hard that we will be able to finish it on time. =/
Pics Pics. No time to update more information.
Lying on the bed.. i decided to take some pics.
first...
then..
hehehe..
Last one!!
and.. these are taken in MOS yesterday!! The stairs very nice wor!! but.. my smile.. abit wide la. >.< lol.
With Gunn!
Ian & Gunn! (In a rush of time.. forgot take pics with ian BOO!)
The background nice hor?! muahahah!
MOS was boring yesterday. R&B room was freaking packed.. and we didnt even manage to step in at all lo!
and the main area.. my god.. that overseas DJ was freaking handsome. but.. i dunno how to appreciate his music.
Retro room was SO STUFFY!!!
while PURE.. they had a new ruling. 25 and above can go in.
Last minute decision to go over there..
Thankfully i was feeling better.(the day before.. i was so freaking weak and tired due to lack of sleep thats why i didnt go wif my babesssss prissy and party.. SORRY..) If not i wouldnt have go.
Overall: MOS only when some selected good DJ's are spinning or when they decided to move R&B to the main arena! (LOL)
gan jiong liao.
left with less than 3 weeks to complete 2 projects.
All of us didnt really touch on it. >.< Ahhh.. Pray hard that we will be able to finish it on time. =/
Pics Pics. No time to update more information.
Lying on the bed.. i decided to take some pics.
first...
then..
hehehe..
Last one!!
and.. these are taken in MOS yesterday!! The stairs very nice wor!! but.. my smile.. abit wide la. >.< lol.
With Gunn!
Ian & Gunn! (In a rush of time.. forgot take pics with ian BOO!)
The background nice hor?! muahahah!
MOS was boring yesterday. R&B room was freaking packed.. and we didnt even manage to step in at all lo!
and the main area.. my god.. that overseas DJ was freaking handsome. but.. i dunno how to appreciate his music.
Retro room was SO STUFFY!!!
while PURE.. they had a new ruling. 25 and above can go in.
Last minute decision to go over there..
Thankfully i was feeling better.(the day before.. i was so freaking weak and tired due to lack of sleep thats why i didnt go wif my babesssss prissy and party.. SORRY..) If not i wouldnt have go.
Overall: MOS only when some selected good DJ's are spinning or when they decided to move R&B to the main arena! (LOL)
posted by icy at 3/19/2006 11:58:00 PM
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Overwhelmed by Moodiness..
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Frustration..
Unhappiness..
Mood Swing..
I only.. desire.. for a simple love..
Someone who.. cares and appreciate me..
Someone who.. is proud of who i am..
Someone who.. shower love and attention..
Its so simple.. yet..
Being trapped in this situation.. i'm.. helpless.
Anyone knows how it feels.. when you speak and yet.. the other party doesnt give a damn about anything?..
Sometimes.. i wish i could have the strength.. to just leave and move on..
But.. i'm always hold back.. by memories.. and.. hopes.. that a miracle might appear...
Looking at couples.. i felt.. tiny..
Thoughts of... Why am i still doing this?..
Still.. i did nothing about it.
cause.. too much have been put in.. to give it all up.
Another 2 months.. i keep telling myself..
Just another 2 months.. it will all come to an ending..
Let me just run away from the cruel reality.. for another 2 months..
I have.. bare with this for almost 1 year.. whats another 2 months.
I dun feel happy.. yet.. in front of others..
i'm still the happy go lucky girl.. who laugh and joke at anything..
who is there to lend my shoulders to all my dear friends..
i have unspoken words of depression.. Tears... trapped in my heart.. unable to flow out..
yet.. i share with noone..
As.. i truly understand.. what is need to be done.. and since.. i am unwilling to do anything..
its pointless.. to mention it to anyone.
Love.. a mixture of pain and sorrows.. a mixture of happiness and care..
why am i tasting pain and sorrows now?..
it simply hurts...
Unhappiness..
Mood Swing..
I only.. desire.. for a simple love..
Someone who.. cares and appreciate me..
Someone who.. is proud of who i am..
Someone who.. shower love and attention..
Its so simple.. yet..
Being trapped in this situation.. i'm.. helpless.
Anyone knows how it feels.. when you speak and yet.. the other party doesnt give a damn about anything?..
Sometimes.. i wish i could have the strength.. to just leave and move on..
But.. i'm always hold back.. by memories.. and.. hopes.. that a miracle might appear...
Looking at couples.. i felt.. tiny..
Thoughts of... Why am i still doing this?..
Still.. i did nothing about it.
cause.. too much have been put in.. to give it all up.
Another 2 months.. i keep telling myself..
Just another 2 months.. it will all come to an ending..
Let me just run away from the cruel reality.. for another 2 months..
I have.. bare with this for almost 1 year.. whats another 2 months.
I dun feel happy.. yet.. in front of others..
i'm still the happy go lucky girl.. who laugh and joke at anything..
who is there to lend my shoulders to all my dear friends..
i have unspoken words of depression.. Tears... trapped in my heart.. unable to flow out..
yet.. i share with noone..
As.. i truly understand.. what is need to be done.. and since.. i am unwilling to do anything..
its pointless.. to mention it to anyone.
Love.. a mixture of pain and sorrows.. a mixture of happiness and care..
why am i tasting pain and sorrows now?..
it simply hurts...
posted by icy at 3/18/2006 10:50:00 AM
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*SIGH*
Thursday, March 16, 2006
see Doc earlier..
FOOK! my MEDICAL BILLS $60 FOR A FLU!! (*_)(*)&*(&*(^&*%^$64
Due to my Nose Spray that cost 40+ for one.. (I got sinus and sensitive nose..)
So whenever i have flu.. my flu is power one..
Last year it took me 1month + to almost 2 months to recover.. and i spread the disease to Val and Sheena (my classmates) last year. lol! Now they want me to go far far.. they scared. lol!
I still dont feel good.. haiz.. dunno can work anot?
=( but i need the money. How??
>.< I am still considering.. whether to teach tuition anot.. The money is better.. ___________________________________________________________________
Today my lady boss called me.
NBCB my in charge back stabbed me. and the new girl is a freaking parrot.
YEah i'm angry. But nothing i can do. since i did do those things.
tho i talk nicely to my boss and feel that things can work out maybe after a talk face to face.
but still after knowing there's a parrot, and i start to bare this grudge..
should i stay or should i move on??.. *sigh* ___________________________________________________________________
ok.. my first cargo pants from esprit!!
hehehe..
love my cargo pants! val and jem say nice nice.
*grinz wildly*
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i think i just made things worse between 2 of my friends.. BOTH OF YOU ARE MY FRIENDS LIAO!!!!!
One was unhappy with the other.. while.. the other dunno about it..
after trying to help..
the other burst.
he too got his own reasons for his actions..
he too got his own unhappiness..
while the other.. has his own misgiving towards the other..
i wanna help..
i wanna help talk things out.. as i believe talking things out will help things better..
instead.. i just made things worse i guess..
failure makes me wanna cry..
i thought this might work..
but it didnt..
*sigh*
I'm gonna get a scolding later from.. another..
for being kpo..
how?!
*CRIES LOUDLY*
I REALLY THOUGHT.. THIS WILL WORK!!..
FOOK! my MEDICAL BILLS $60 FOR A FLU!! (*_)(*)&*(&*(^&*%^$64
Due to my Nose Spray that cost 40+ for one.. (I got sinus and sensitive nose..)
So whenever i have flu.. my flu is power one..
Last year it took me 1month + to almost 2 months to recover.. and i spread the disease to Val and Sheena (my classmates) last year. lol! Now they want me to go far far.. they scared. lol!
I still dont feel good.. haiz.. dunno can work anot?
=( but i need the money. How??
>.< I am still considering.. whether to teach tuition anot.. The money is better.. ___________________________________________________________________
Today my lady boss called me.
NBCB my in charge back stabbed me. and the new girl is a freaking parrot.
YEah i'm angry. But nothing i can do. since i did do those things.
tho i talk nicely to my boss and feel that things can work out maybe after a talk face to face.
but still after knowing there's a parrot, and i start to bare this grudge..
should i stay or should i move on??.. *sigh* ___________________________________________________________________
ok.. my first cargo pants from esprit!!
hehehe..
love my cargo pants! val and jem say nice nice.
*grinz wildly*
___________________________________________________________________
i think i just made things worse between 2 of my friends.. BOTH OF YOU ARE MY FRIENDS LIAO!!!!!
One was unhappy with the other.. while.. the other dunno about it..
after trying to help..
the other burst.
he too got his own reasons for his actions..
he too got his own unhappiness..
while the other.. has his own misgiving towards the other..
i wanna help..
i wanna help talk things out.. as i believe talking things out will help things better..
instead.. i just made things worse i guess..
failure makes me wanna cry..
i thought this might work..
but it didnt..
*sigh*
I'm gonna get a scolding later from.. another..
for being kpo..
how?!
*CRIES LOUDLY*
I REALLY THOUGHT.. THIS WILL WORK!!..
posted by icy at 3/16/2006 08:53:00 PM
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sick.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
been busy.
with work and projects.
plus i'm overwhelm with flu + laziness
thus no updates for 5 days.
my new jeans from buffalo
the front look..
thunder wash..
i think not bad.
my cargo pants is here too.. but i too lazy to take pics..
tomorrow ba..
now freaking feverish.. sick.. and whole body soft..
and my nose dropping off soon.
i think i have used finish the whole box of tissues..
and my nose very sore now.. very painful ah..
*cries*
where's the hugs and kisses (the care and attention..) when i need it..(gee.. i like cry baby. >.<)
from who sia.. bah..
its me and me alone..
its me and me alone taking care of myself..
time for a bath and a good rest..
tomorrow i still needa drag myself out of bed..
and go for meeting.
i'm just a part timer lor!! meet si mi ting?!
zzzz.. this is utterly rubbish..
with work and projects.
plus i'm overwhelm with flu + laziness
thus no updates for 5 days.
my new jeans from buffalo
the front look..
thunder wash..
i think not bad.
my cargo pants is here too.. but i too lazy to take pics..
tomorrow ba..
now freaking feverish.. sick.. and whole body soft..
and my nose dropping off soon.
i think i have used finish the whole box of tissues..
and my nose very sore now.. very painful ah..
*cries*
where's the hugs and kisses (the care and attention..) when i need it..(gee.. i like cry baby. >.<)
from who sia.. bah..
its me and me alone..
its me and me alone taking care of myself..
time for a bath and a good rest..
tomorrow i still needa drag myself out of bed..
and go for meeting.
i'm just a part timer lor!! meet si mi ting?!
zzzz.. this is utterly rubbish..
posted by icy at 3/15/2006 11:07:00 PM
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Survey!!
Friday, March 10, 2006
People! Free?
Do this short short survey for me? lol..
http://kevan.org/johari?name=CarolChin
10q 10q. i love all of ya. hehe.
Just click on it will do!!! haha..
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Highlighted by Eric (hoho.. thank you so much!)
http://www.safiin.blogspot.com/
please read his post on march 2!!
I'm shocked that this happen in broad daylight, at my school library with so many people around!!!
He is so freaky!!
He is so Despo!!
OMG!
Girls beware ya when you are in the library.
You never know when another freak guy is doing that.. sinful act while fantasing you are the one.. *YUCKS* *PUKE*
EEK!!
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Hmm.. just finish my investment test. hohoho. confirm wun fail thats for sure!
but dunno will get distinction anot? lol.. i'm greedy.. *grinz*
Anyway.. just now bo liao..
This is how my birks look like IRL!
hehehe.. nice hor? =X
lalalala..
boring la.. home on a friday night..
bo pian.. after purchasing that investment textbook..
i too leong to go out..
my ex colleagues jio go devils~~~..
but i decided to stay home..
*sigh*
I wish to go back and work... ASAP!!..
but..
i still got 1 more year to go..
Struggling financially as a student..
*scream loudly*
Why~~~ I so POORR~~..!!
>.<
Do this short short survey for me? lol..
http://kevan.org/johari?name=CarolChin
10q 10q. i love all of ya. hehe.
Just click on it will do!!! haha..
___________________________________________________________________
Highlighted by Eric (hoho.. thank you so much!)
http://www.safiin.blogspot.com/
please read his post on march 2!!
I'm shocked that this happen in broad daylight, at my school library with so many people around!!!
He is so freaky!!
He is so Despo!!
OMG!
Girls beware ya when you are in the library.
You never know when another freak guy is doing that.. sinful act while fantasing you are the one.. *YUCKS* *PUKE*
EEK!!
___________________________________________________________________
Hmm.. just finish my investment test. hohoho. confirm wun fail thats for sure!
but dunno will get distinction anot? lol.. i'm greedy.. *grinz*
Anyway.. just now bo liao..
This is how my birks look like IRL!
hehehe.. nice hor? =X
lalalala..
boring la.. home on a friday night..
bo pian.. after purchasing that investment textbook..
i too leong to go out..
my ex colleagues jio go devils~~~..
but i decided to stay home..
*sigh*
I wish to go back and work... ASAP!!..
but..
i still got 1 more year to go..
Struggling financially as a student..
*scream loudly*
Why~~~ I so POORR~~..!!
>.<
posted by icy at 3/10/2006 12:38:00 PM
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MUAHAHAHAHA *Evil Laugh*
Tips for my investment test tomorrow makes me damn fiaking happy now.
My leacturer gave us powerful tips.
hehehe..
No worries for my test tml liao.
Confirm PASS AH! lol lol.
But what pisses me off.. is that..
i bought the textbook!! for $55 earlier!! (cause i dunno got tips.. then i buy the text coz i no understand my lecturers notes..)
..
Ok.. my finance is in trouble this month now..
Any Kind Souls out there would like to treat me lunch + dinner + some of my shopping for this month?
Cause.. i'm LEONG liao!!
lol lol.
but still...
*Evil Grinz*
I got POWERFUL TIPS!
ok.. a gentle reminder to myself..
"Everything's gonna end in june.. everything's gonna end in june"
*Sigh*
My leacturer gave us powerful tips.
hehehe..
No worries for my test tml liao.
Confirm PASS AH! lol lol.
But what pisses me off.. is that..
i bought the textbook!! for $55 earlier!! (cause i dunno got tips.. then i buy the text coz i no understand my lecturers notes..)
..
Ok.. my finance is in trouble this month now..
Any Kind Souls out there would like to treat me lunch + dinner + some of my shopping for this month?
Cause.. i'm LEONG liao!!
lol lol.
but still...
*Evil Grinz*
I got POWERFUL TIPS!
ok.. a gentle reminder to myself..
"Everything's gonna end in june.. everything's gonna end in june"
*Sigh*
posted by icy at 3/10/2006 01:36:00 AM
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stressed
Thursday, March 09, 2006
i no understand my investment module.
i dunno what i studying..
helpz.
>.<
Stressed.
Heard from david, 60% of the other class failed. lagi scared.
2 more days to go. Stressed. yet, i'm not studying. >.<
okok.. less talking. pics time.
Pics for all of you!!! (random de lazy type long compo to explain..)
hehehehe.. remember i bought the red wine mask? LOL! Ta da!! thats me! MUAHAHAHA!!
Last saturday RS drove ian and i to pasir panjang for lunchie at the famous duck rice store!! Very Very Nice!! Per person abt $8-$10.
Then.. we bo liao.. went back to RS place and slack while waiting for gunn to finish work and watch movie.. We discover... RS TOYS! LOL LOL! cute hor? hahaha. thats ian underneath. But cannot show his real face. i got no permission yet. hehehe..
My outfits for the past few days!
1st: Hip Hop! i wanna be a punk!
2nd: My Top from VS bought last yr!
oh.
and i had 2 new buys last week.
wait awhile.. as both are altering.
than i post pics.
one from my shop. as uniform.
another from esprit. to add to my punk style collection.
and i shall stop shopping for now.
cause i am utterly broke now.
Even tho i stop smoking..
i still money no enough..
cause i'm shop even more now.
that is bad. =/
Shopping burns my pocket badly..
Why do i have fetish for clothes?!
Grrrr...
i dunno what i studying..
helpz.
>.<
Stressed.
Heard from david, 60% of the other class failed. lagi scared.
2 more days to go. Stressed. yet, i'm not studying. >.<
okok.. less talking. pics time.
Pics for all of you!!! (random de lazy type long compo to explain..)
hehehehe.. remember i bought the red wine mask? LOL! Ta da!! thats me! MUAHAHAHA!!
Last saturday RS drove ian and i to pasir panjang for lunchie at the famous duck rice store!! Very Very Nice!! Per person abt $8-$10.
Then.. we bo liao.. went back to RS place and slack while waiting for gunn to finish work and watch movie.. We discover... RS TOYS! LOL LOL! cute hor? hahaha. thats ian underneath. But cannot show his real face. i got no permission yet. hehehe..
My outfits for the past few days!
1st: Hip Hop! i wanna be a punk!
2nd: My Top from VS bought last yr!
oh.
and i had 2 new buys last week.
wait awhile.. as both are altering.
than i post pics.
one from my shop. as uniform.
another from esprit. to add to my punk style collection.
and i shall stop shopping for now.
cause i am utterly broke now.
Even tho i stop smoking..
i still money no enough..
cause i'm shop even more now.
that is bad. =/
Shopping burns my pocket badly..
Why do i have fetish for clothes?!
Grrrr...
posted by icy at 3/09/2006 01:55:00 AM
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NO TIME!!
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i got no time.
I needa find stuffs for my project.
I needa study for my investment test on friday which i havent even touch on.
I needa earn more money for my daily expenses.
i needa practice on my hip hop dancing.
i needa have lots of sleep.
where got time?!
..
Got lots of pics.
but i got no time to upload them.
and i cannot upload them.
cause my card reader not with me. lol lol.
will update again soon.
I have been a happy girl. with lots and lots of shopping.
and i'm freaking broke now again.
And yeah, someone mention once again that he will pay for my shopping once he got money.
but he talk cock again.
I wonder if he will EVER, get the money to pay for my shopping..
for he still owes me my birthday present!!!
>.<
My thailand trip is postpone till further notice.
As.. Now bkk is very very messy.
thus.. singapore i shall be.
and online shopping is my best friend for now.
I needa find stuffs for my project.
I needa study for my investment test on friday which i havent even touch on.
I needa earn more money for my daily expenses.
i needa practice on my hip hop dancing.
i needa have lots of sleep.
where got time?!
..
Got lots of pics.
but i got no time to upload them.
and i cannot upload them.
cause my card reader not with me. lol lol.
will update again soon.
I have been a happy girl. with lots and lots of shopping.
and i'm freaking broke now again.
And yeah, someone mention once again that he will pay for my shopping once he got money.
but he talk cock again.
I wonder if he will EVER, get the money to pay for my shopping..
for he still owes me my birthday present!!!
>.<
My thailand trip is postpone till further notice.
As.. Now bkk is very very messy.
thus.. singapore i shall be.
and online shopping is my best friend for now.
posted by icy at 3/08/2006 12:25:00 AM
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Retail & KTV Therapy
Friday, March 03, 2006
Skipped class today.
Went for some retail and KTV therapy with my wonderful babes Pris and mandy.
Window shop @ far east & Heeren.
in the end, i didnt buy anything except mask..
Bought 4 and got 2 for free @ Basic Beauty!
Dunno if it is good.. but just try la.
wanna pamper myself for awhile! >.<
After which we headed to Party world for some KTV therapy!!
It has been since a long time that 3 of us go ktv together.
HEHEHEHE.. Hiak Hiak..
New pic. AIYA.. i realise i take pic look all the same de!! =/ EEK! hehehe..
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Confused is my current state of mind.
The warmth.. the care.. touches my heart.
Its hard to keep a clear state of mind.. when..
The gentleness.. the.. smiles melt me..
Time and again.. i have to remind myself..
this is not gonna stay..
Time and again.. I have to constantly.. chants in my mind..
"Everything is gonna end in june.. everything is gonna end in june.."
Sharp pain will go through my heart.. but this is my routine almost every other day.
I am.. totally confused.
Is that.. love or pityness that i feel?..
Went for some retail and KTV therapy with my wonderful babes Pris and mandy.
Window shop @ far east & Heeren.
in the end, i didnt buy anything except mask..
Bought 4 and got 2 for free @ Basic Beauty!
Dunno if it is good.. but just try la.
wanna pamper myself for awhile! >.<
After which we headed to Party world for some KTV therapy!!
It has been since a long time that 3 of us go ktv together.
HEHEHEHE.. Hiak Hiak..
New pic. AIYA.. i realise i take pic look all the same de!! =/ EEK! hehehe..
___________________________________________________________________
Confused is my current state of mind.
The warmth.. the care.. touches my heart.
Its hard to keep a clear state of mind.. when..
The gentleness.. the.. smiles melt me..
Time and again.. i have to remind myself..
this is not gonna stay..
Time and again.. I have to constantly.. chants in my mind..
"Everything is gonna end in june.. everything is gonna end in june.."
Sharp pain will go through my heart.. but this is my routine almost every other day.
I am.. totally confused.
Is that.. love or pityness that i feel?..
posted by icy at 3/03/2006 12:28:00 AM
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Reality.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
Its good that i'm always brought back to reality every now and then..
When i starts to daydream, when i begin to feel on cloud 9..
I'm brought back to the cruel reality.
Its fantastic.
Serious.
At least i know. I no longer have to do that much.
At least i realise, its useless to do that much. Since the ending has been marked.
Pretentious me.
Pretending, hiding, suppressing myself.
Sometimes, i wish i can stop behaving like this.
Sometimes, i wonder why did i bring myself to this situation.
Then again, thinking and wondering doesnt help for i dont do anything to stop it.
hahahaha!
Any idea how am i feeling?.. Any idea how does it feel to suppress your feelings?
I wonder does anyone knows or understand me.
The pretentious, the insignificant, the ugly side of me.
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On a brighter note,
A wonder gal has actually deliver my birks to my doorstep today!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
After long waiting for 6 months!!
My first gizeh!!! AHhhhhhhhhhh!! Its so pretty! *grinz*
Gonna wear it tomorrow! hOhOho!!
And yes, i am a shopperholic!!
But, i spent my own money de ok. No Parents support. No sugar daddy! Just me and myself!!
and.. i bought 2 racerback from four skin earlier.
Cant take pics coz my camera not with me.
Good bargain!! 2 for $10 only!! hehehe..
Was feeling.. "Funny" earlier.. then i went for some retail therapy lor.. =X
I only go for cheap and good bargains now ok.
No expensive items. hehehe..
And most importantly..
I am going to BKK soon!!!!!!!!!
SHOPPING HEAVEN FOR SG POOR PPL!!
LIKE ME!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Thinking of that only, makes me feel so damn freaking happy.
Cause.. its gonna be nothing but.. SHOP SHOP AND MORE SHOPPING!!
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Did i mention that i become social smoker?
FOOK!
I feel like smoking so badly now.
I lazy go down and buy.
Brother dont have..
And.. my wonderful neighbour janson has moved out.. HAIZZZ
When i starts to daydream, when i begin to feel on cloud 9..
I'm brought back to the cruel reality.
Its fantastic.
Serious.
At least i know. I no longer have to do that much.
At least i realise, its useless to do that much. Since the ending has been marked.
Pretentious me.
Pretending, hiding, suppressing myself.
Sometimes, i wish i can stop behaving like this.
Sometimes, i wonder why did i bring myself to this situation.
Then again, thinking and wondering doesnt help for i dont do anything to stop it.
hahahaha!
Any idea how am i feeling?.. Any idea how does it feel to suppress your feelings?
I wonder does anyone knows or understand me.
The pretentious, the insignificant, the ugly side of me.
___________________________________________________________________
On a brighter note,
A wonder gal has actually deliver my birks to my doorstep today!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!
After long waiting for 6 months!!
My first gizeh!!! AHhhhhhhhhhh!! Its so pretty! *grinz*
Gonna wear it tomorrow! hOhOho!!
And yes, i am a shopperholic!!
But, i spent my own money de ok. No Parents support. No sugar daddy! Just me and myself!!
and.. i bought 2 racerback from four skin earlier.
Cant take pics coz my camera not with me.
Good bargain!! 2 for $10 only!! hehehe..
Was feeling.. "Funny" earlier.. then i went for some retail therapy lor.. =X
I only go for cheap and good bargains now ok.
No expensive items. hehehe..
And most importantly..
I am going to BKK soon!!!!!!!!!
SHOPPING HEAVEN FOR SG POOR PPL!!
LIKE ME!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Thinking of that only, makes me feel so damn freaking happy.
Cause.. its gonna be nothing but.. SHOP SHOP AND MORE SHOPPING!!
___________________________________________________________________
Did i mention that i become social smoker?
FOOK!
I feel like smoking so badly now.
I lazy go down and buy.
Brother dont have..
And.. my wonderful neighbour janson has moved out.. HAIZZZ
posted by icy at 3/01/2006 11:29:00 PM
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REMINDER!
Reminder to myself: EVERYTHING'S GONNA END IN JUNE, EVERYTHING'S GONNA END IN JUNE, EVERYTHING'S GONNA END IN JUNE!!!!!1
hiak hiak.
Just wanna remind myself only.
Think i'm sot. hahaha! i even set hp reminder every 2 weeks. That everything is gonna end.
Well.. this is to stop myself from sinking. If not i jia lat you know?
lol. crazy? Hey, i'm trying to sound happy here. So that i will not spread the feeling of unhappiness all over my blog ya!
=D
The clock is ticking day by day.
The Sound of whispers going through my mind, day and night.
I have to control myself.
I have to prepare myself. Visualising the scene, trying to feel the pain.
hehehe..
The path i chose, to inflict pain on myself. Foolishness, yes. Cause i'm weak towards it.
But i strongly believe, in time to come, i will find another, who will treasure me.
and i strongly believe, in karma & retribution.
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hiak hiak.
Just wanna remind myself only.
Think i'm sot. hahaha! i even set hp reminder every 2 weeks. That everything is gonna end.
Well.. this is to stop myself from sinking. If not i jia lat you know?
lol. crazy? Hey, i'm trying to sound happy here. So that i will not spread the feeling of unhappiness all over my blog ya!
=D
The clock is ticking day by day.
The Sound of whispers going through my mind, day and night.
I have to control myself.
I have to prepare myself. Visualising the scene, trying to feel the pain.
hehehe..
The path i chose, to inflict pain on myself. Foolishness, yes. Cause i'm weak towards it.
But i strongly believe, in time to come, i will find another, who will treasure me.
and i strongly believe, in karma & retribution.
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posted by icy at 3/01/2006 12:26:00 PM
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