beautiful love 蔡健雅

看住时间 别让它在再流浪
从前我太适应悲伤 你的出现在无意中
却深深撼动我 一起走着没说什么
心是满足的 这个世界随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望 假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着只想记得, 被你抱着温热的感受
love 's beautiful so beautiful
我失去过 更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我 被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手 不要放手永远守护我
love 's beautiful so beautiful
我很快乐你会了解我 我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信 我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟都能证明一生的美丽
这个世界随时都要崩塌
我没有其它的愿望
假如明天将消失了
趁现在我爱着只想记得,
被你抱着温热的感受
love 's beautiful so beautiful
我失去过更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我 被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手 不要放手永远守护我
oh~~~~ah~~~oh!!oh~~ah~~ohah~
love 's beautiful so beautiful
我失去过更珍惜拥有
多庆幸我是我 被你疼爱的我
紧紧牵住的手 不要放手永远守护我
love 's beautiful so beautiful
我很快乐你会了解我 我不会再哭泣
是因为我相信我们勇敢的爱着
每秒钟都能证明一生的美丽
love 's beautiful so beautiful

Its been a long time since i last stayed home on a friday.

Woot. I guai hor! =X

Its consider an accomplishment to me! hee..

anyhow.. since i'm bored at home and not feeling tired yet, i decided to make a post. hurr..

Time flies, and its almost 2 years.. I am graduating soon..

It funny how fast time moved when you think back. The memories, the people i met and things that i have done during the past 2 years... is flashing across my mind right now.

I will miss school, i will miss those friends that i have met and knew during my school days.

Especially David BOEY! David you should feel proud ok. =P
He is a nice guy and one of which i always quarrel with. HAHAHA. I never fail to "gan" him. =X
and he has been tolerating my shit for the past 2 years. *THANK YOU!*
Appreciated your everything tho sometimes i bth yr way of doing things. LOL.

Next up, Marc Sim, my project mate. I will never forget how he complete our pair project as i was hospitalised due to my ulcer in the eye. He has been helping me to get the notes (as i always skip class. LOL!), and i always bug him to help me with my proj. =X heee..

Daniel! i wun forget you too~ During the time i was down, real down due to r/s probs, he tried to lend me a shoulder by asking me to go to his church. (which i promptly reject as i wasnt
prepared to. =X)

And there is Sheena and Valentina~ the 2 ladies in my project group. We never fail to talk about shopping and stuffs. And presents i got from sheena during my stay in the hospital and my birthday. =)

Soon, all these will end, as all of us will move on to the next chapter of our life. There might not even have a meeting with each other at all. So before that happen, i really wish to tell all of you a big thank you for the 2 years memories that was built in SIM. =)

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next up.. my purchases for the past mth! *GRINZ*
















yada, i need a financial controller. *winkz* =XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

刘畊宏
因为有你

爱真是奇妙
单纯的微笑
傻傻的像灵魂出壳
触动心弦吸引我想要
去紧紧拥抱
有梦就不远
同一个圈圈
每一天都值得记念
星空之下虔诚的许愿
你让它实现
爱因为有你不一样
像生命找到了翅膀
从心底出发
飞向阳光往永恒的那一方
爱因为有你才完全
让浪漫自然的呈现
超越了时间永不改变
就这样相依相恋直到永远
就这样直到永远

Finally.. after like 3months? i manage to step into Partyworld again.

Its been a long time since i last sang lor! i also dunno why wor.

Went ktving with ken, jane and edwin yesterday at the new outlet located in international Building and Jeremy drop by for........ *sensored* for awhile. haha~

Weet! nice~ all 4 of us sang non-stop for the whole 4 hours with our favourites!

heee.. and cam whoreing.. =P

pictures!

The men.



Edwin, Jeremy and Ken!



Jane and i! Cam Whoreing! HEHEHE! Our FaV pastime!









Enough of taking nice pictures.. we decided to....



HAHAHAHA~ cute hor? LOL!!!! =X jane is so gonna kill me. =XXXXX

The lucky Men.





Jeremy is so.. "cute" BTH! -.- but he took over position of the missing person.. BRIANCA WHERE U!! =/ my blog has been missing yr presence for a long time le!



Ended the session at 1am and we decided to head down to dragonfly cause.. the night is still young (tho its a tues.. LOL)

We left only at 4am after a drink and tok cock session. *big smile*

It feels great to be studying sometimes as i dun need to worry about returning home late. HAHAHAHA! *runs*

Finally got the full set of powerhouse pics taken on the 16th.

Jane and i was overjoy when we saw ian there. Small world lor! hahaha.

Pictures pictures!

Me, Edwin and Junjie! Junjie is moi neighbour who live 12floors above me. HAHAH~



Ken, edwin and JJ!



Ken de friends.. but i forgot their names. haha!



Edwin de friends!



So glad to see ian again. =P



They are happy man lor. LOL!





And yes! Presenting to you The "gay" couple!



hehehe.. It was such a fun night with great company. =D

Artist: Hirai Ken
Title: Hitomi wo Tojite (I Close My Eyes)
Words: Hirai Ken
Music: Hirai Ken

every morning I awake to your skin,
cast off, lying next to me
that back, I once felt warmth from, cold.
stop with the wry smile
open the heavy curtains
the blinding morning light,everyday I try to keep up with it
you showed me that day, your face in tears
the setting sun that shines on the tears
the warmth on my shoulder
everytime I wish you gone
my heart and body remember you.

Your love forever
I close my eyes and imagine you, that's enough.
even if the season leaves my heart behind.
I wonder if one day I'll no longer feel anything for you
I think I'd rather fall asleep with the pain I have now
eventhough the light we searched for,
wishing upon the starry sky we gazed at that night,
disappears in a the blink of an eye, my heart and body shine on with you.

I wish forever
I close my eyes and imagine you. That's all I can do.
even if the world were to leave me behind.

Your love forever
I close my eyes and imagine you, that's enough.
even if the season leaves me behind, and tries to change it's color.
I'll search for you in my memory. That's enough.
Because you gave me the strength to get over my loss.
you gave it to me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jwLz2n2bqeg

Dunno why, this song.. is coming back again. =)

Come to think of it, this is was recommended by a friend.

Which we could no longer keep in close contact due to misunderstandings.

anyhow, hope you guys will enjoy as much as i do! =D

for this song is a memory. =P

Finally.. the test is over..!!

But.. i have another one coming on the 5th April. Boring la! =( one after another.. haiz..

Dun care, this week play, sunday then start revising again *grinz*

The care and concern you once showered someone, is never easy to remove.

I really wish i could just stop worrying. -.-

I really pray hard that you will move on soon. But reading from another blog, u seems to be happy leh? hmm.. yada yada~ nvm i'll still pray for ya. =P

Anyhow, pictures! heee.. these are misc clubbing pics that i took with my gang. =P

Powerhouse with mandy! before my hair cut. My hair was damn messy tt time lor..



Mambo last week! *grinz*









Hiao! =X heee... but i like this pic la. i look so slim. =P



The one and only pic i receive from edwin.. and still waiting for the rest. Taken 2 weeks ago i think? powerhouse! the lady on the left is also call mandy! heee.. she dun really like me as you guys can see. sadded! =X




hur hur.. and i shall wait patiently for the rest of the pics... together with ian too~ haha.. =P

曾经爱你,永远爱你

等时间过去
等现在的一切变成回忆
在某个夜里
我将站在海边大声喊你
曾有的悲喜
将会温暖也会刺痛我的心
我知道我一定会后悔失去你
就快看不到你的背影
分手就要成定局
我快要不能呼吸
能够相爱并不容易
无法想象没有你
无法想象我没有你
那些洒满阳光日子里
那些眼泪和笑语
你真的已不在意
my love轻轻的喊着你
曾经爱你永远爱你
你已含着泪水
转身而去
我还抱着盼望停留在原地
一段并不长的距离
爱却跨不过去
天空无语海无情
喔……
对着你的背影
轻声说我爱你

i dunno what to write. but i just feel like writing a short msg..

and that is..

Please stay strong, for i have turn stronger.

the last thing that i would wanna hear, is your weakness.

we may no longer be as close as before, but i'll still be praying for you. for your future happiness.

time will heal. time will ease the memories and the pain.

Soon, you will be like the past - the one that i know, the one that can be alone.

Believe in yourself. you can do it just like what i did.

I have not been home on a saturday for a long time.

but i cannot go out coz i'm having a test on tues which i have not study for it.

GRRR..

Why is my last semester so xiong?

Test after Proj, Proj after test. one after another. AH~ -.- Damn.. Sianz ah!

命好苦啊！

我不想读书！我想出去玩！

生气啦！

=((((((((

Got this link from aB's blog.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

my results:

You are trying desperately to prove yourself. You are going at it hammer and tongs in order to get your own way. You oppose any sort of restriction or opposition to your own point of view in the belief that this could prove you how self determined you are.

You are feeling very vulnerable at this time. Nothing seems to be going in the right direction - business wise, private-life wise, everything. You need some emotional security and an environment which could possibly provide fewer problems, but the way you are feeling you can't be bothered even to make the effort.

Everyone, sooner or later gets that feeling that one has been cut off from reality, cut off from everything that's going on around them. It usually happens when there is a complete lack of understanding and co-operation - be it from friends, family or loved ones. So what can one do about it? Instead of pondering as to what the future may hold, do something different. Make a cup of coffee. Have a shower. Read a book. Watch your favourite soap opera. Because as soon as you become involved in something different, the original disassociated feelings will dissipate.

You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control.

There is that inherent fear that you may be prevented from attaining the better things in life - those things that you consider essential to your well-being. So you are prepared to try everything to prove to yourself that whatever you do or try will go wrong. This destructive attitude could come under the heading of 'a self fulfilling prophesy'. This belittling yourself is your method of disguising how hopeless and what a waste of time you feel that everything is. So now turn it about. As you 'think', so you are... So 'imagine' yourself successful. 'Pretend', 'act it out' and you may be pleasantly surprised at the outcome.

the other colorquiz that i know..

Http://www.colorquiz.com

Your Existing Situation
Impulsive and irritable. Her desires, and the actions involved, are paramount, with insufficient consideration being given to their consequences. This leads to, or arises from, stress and conflict.

Your Stress Sources
Delights in the tasteful, the gracious, and the sensitive, but maintains her attitude of critical appraisal and refuses to be swept off her feet unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore keeps a strict and watchful control on her emotional relationships as she must know exactly where she stands. Demands complete sincerity as a protection against her own tendency to be too trusting.

Your Desired Objective
Seeks success. Wants to overcome obstacles and opposition and to make her own decisions. Pursues her objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. Does not want to feel dependent on the good will of others.

Your Actual Problem
Works to strengthen her position and bolster her self-esteem by examining her own accomplishments (and those of others) with critical appraisal and scientific discrimination. Insists on having things clear-cut and unequivocal.


wah.......................................

I love my life, i love myself, i love my friends, i love clubbing, i love trying out new things, and most importantly, i love you! yes YOU! You my friend, you my reader, whoever is reading. =)

i'm a little crazy now coz i've finally submitted the project that i rushed for the last 2 weeks!!

and i'm just waiting for night so i can go zouk and meet up with my babes.

its girls night out today! =D

hur hur.

some pics.

Eugene actually design this magazine cover for me. BUT! dunno why it is call Pigazine leh. tmd. -.-" but nice hor? LOL! dunno why he wanna emphases that i'm back single. -.- and i dun always crave for ponggol nasi lemak! Boo!



Yesterday accompanied Edwin to get some stuffs in ikea. hur hur.

Edwin and Moi. And look at my eye bags. -.- i only had 2 hrs of sleep due to my tupid project.



Our dinner! I simply love their meatballs and chicken Wings~ =D



hur hur hur.. Still waiting for him to send me the pics from powerhouse taken last week. so look out for it ya! =P

took alot of "high" pics with alot of ppl. HAHAHA..

A day to remember.

A day to be kept in my memory and heart.

A special day.. That i cannot help but put a smile to my face each time i think of it.

=)

mambo night!

participants: Ken, Jane, Carol, Edwin, Mandy!

Verdict: Squeezy, but fun! =) (Except music was kinda sux for the night)

Pictures!

The ladies~ hmm.. jane look sleepy..lol..



The Men~



The "gay" couple!~ LOL!! ken and edwin is gonna so kill me. HAHAHA..



Edwin and me!



Edwin, Mandy and jane!



Edwin, edwin's fren and ken. hmm.. was his name alan? shit i forgot. =X and ken so red after a bottle of e33! =X



and lastly, my supper pic! frog porridge at geylang! hee.. look tempting ma? =X

Monday Night was Powerhouse official opening.

A friend of mine invited me along to this party and jane was invited by Ken over.

So 4 of us met outside powerhouse at around 7+.

WAHAHAHAH! It was an extreme fun night!

Saw a couple of friends, Jeremy, Sharon, Ronnie, steve and roy over there too.

We wanted to dance initially, but as it was still early and the party has not started so we ended up walking around aimlessly in St James, exploring from rooms to rooms.

And the last final stop, we were in Mono with Ken's business partners i think.

Then next moment we know, 4 of us were totally wasted.

His friends, are crazy drinkers - 6 of us, finished (if i am not wrong) 6 bottles or champaign, 3-4bottles of red wine, a couple of chivas with green tea and before that jane and i had whiskey and martel from my other friends.

Jane concussed, Edwin, ken and i were freaking...... high. Ken's 2 business partners left becoz they were too drunk.

omg.. that was the maddest day i ever had.

Alot of things happened, drinking, laughing, dancing and .. vomitting and........ Which i do not wanna put into details. LOL..

However, i really did enjoy myself. Except for the "trying to be sober and take care of someone while i myself was almost in a drunkard state" ahahaha!

*wink at jane* *grinz*

hahahaz..

should i post the pics up? LOL!!!!

Some pics from the party. I have not receive all from edwin, so will update later again. LOL..

I love her lots!



And we also shared intimate moments..



I am very red le...



Edwin and me!



There are some others.. that is not suitable for viewing. lol..

More to come so stay tuned!

曾经拥有的快乐，已变成了回忆。

曾经拥有你，已变成了过去。

千万的舍不得，始终还是得放。。

千万的痛， 始终还是得面对。。

没有了你。。仿佛失去了自己。。

眼泪伴着我睡。。痛苦伴着我过日子。。

我好舍不得，可惜，已经走到了不能再继续的角头。

记得，请你对我狠心，不要再对我温柔。。

你的温柔，只会让我更难忘。

我会坚强的走下去。

也希望你得到你要的幸福。。

我忠心的祝福你。。

我们不可能做朋友。。

因为。。 在我心里。。永远都会有你的存在。。

再见了。。。我的爱。

再见。。