Why would i give people the impression that i got a bf?

Alamak, I'm SINGLE! SINGLE! SINGLE! SINGLE!

unless... if you do agree that i'm attached to jane. then YA! I AM "DOUBLE"! =X MUAHAHAH~

And ya, i only love her. My One and Only Love for now. *grinz*



This is how loving we are. MUAHAHAHAHA!

I dun heart anyone else, except my friends and family. (ok, hopefully i remind like that. =X)

My special care and attention is showered to everyone, but it doesnt mean anything more than just a friend. I treat everyone equally. Anyone who needs help, who needs attention, who needs company i'll be there. Coz i very eng now. LOL..

So PEEPS! Dun misunderstood k?

I get comments like "you sure you single?"

Single got wrong meh?! -.-"

To be frank, this is the first time i single for more than 2 mth ok!

I'm PROUD of it! =X

LOL..

i broke my own record and i'm intending to set a long one. HUR HUR HURRRRRRRRR...

No Relationships! No! No! NO!

hmm... unless a guy comes along and really touches my heart...... hmm..... OH well. If i do get attach i guess Jane will be the first one to kill me. HIAK! LOL...

Whats with this post? I dunno, coz.. i dun have any constructive topic to talk about today, so i'm just touching on a random one that comes along in my brain. LOL..

I know i sound a little .. Hyper, agitated.. crazy.. today!

CAUSE I'M GOING TO ZOUK TML!! FINALLY... I was deprived of clubbing last weekend becoz of my paper.

Tml got alot of people going down~ my legs are so so itchy.. LOL LOL..

Oh, and i got complimented that i'm photogenic! *grinz*

Its a Happy Happy Day~ LALALALALA~

YIPPY~ One down. i left another 2 more.

The next upcoming paper is on the 12th June which is more intensive. HUR HUR!

YES I AM A STUDY Freak!

hmm.. after these papers, i'll upgrade myself further if i have the chance to.

Take my masters and my CFA. HUR.

thats my next 5 years plan. *grinz*

Now now, after my papers i headed down to vivo for a walk and dine with a fren of mine.

and i saw....



Right in the middle of vivocity! *drools* I wonder if i ever have a chance to ride on that. LOL LOL..

And.. how can i resist the temptation of take my own pic with the evening scenery of harborfront?



MUAHAHA. YES！我是自恋的！=X

and... last but not least..

GERGER~ 生日快乐！*MUACKZZZZ*

I feel that it is important for man to have far-sight.

I feel that it is important for man to think about what he wants in the future.

I feel that it is important for man to start planning what is the ultimate goal he wish to achieve in life.

I feel that as a man, they should be very focus and determind in their career.

This is because, the world is getting more and more realistic.

Without money, they can forget about settling down. Having just 3 meals a day, 3 room flat, without a car, etc is no longer the minimum requirement woman seek for today.

In the current world today, where woman are given the knowledge and the exposure, what they look out for in their future partners are already far different from what you knew in the past centuries.

Simple life is out of question. Unless, the woman you seek do not have any studies background.

Man complained how realistic woman are, Man may complain Singaporean girls are money minded. Man chosed to married a simple woman from vietnam or indonesia as they are more docile and less money minded. Do they know its circumstances that has turn us like this?

Its not that we want to be realistic, its the future that we are afraid of. Everyone is afraid of hardship, everyone yield to live a better life, yet noone dares to do something different to make a change in their life for the better.

This is what we Singaporeans are undergoing everyday. Stressed about losing our job, stressed about the competitiveness in Singapore, Stress about new blood coming in to snatch the rice bowl. Unless constant upgrading is done throughout your whole life. If not, man will suffer at the age of 35 and above.

Singapore might have the highest educated taxi drivers in the future as those that percived that they will forever be employed without needing to upgrade themselves are being kicked out of the race.

Yes, i'm realistic. What i look out for in man is their mentality towards life. The hunger for success and money. Its ok if that man is poor now. As long as the mentality is there. I will be the woman behind my man. Supporting him, guiding him, helping him along the way.

Am i too demanding? Maybe i sound like i am. Maybe you might term me as a materialistic girl.

However, a materialistic girl goes for man who are rich, man who already has the financial capablities to buy them things that they want. (be it branded, be it diamonds) Without the financial capabilities, materialistic girl will not even take a look at you.

But no, thats not what i seek for. I am prepared planned everything together with my partner. Plan together what we wanna achieve and work together hand in hand to the life that we want. I am prepared to face the worst scenerio together with my partner to build a future together.

Will i be able to find that one? I wonder..

Its kinda difficult as humans tend to sink into their comfort zone. be oblivious to the threats in their surrounding.

Its a lie to themselves.

Being oblivious will only cause nothing but future problems about money and finances.

I do not what future generation to face that kind of situation. I do not want my parents to work forever till they die.

Thats why, i need to force myself out of my comfort zone, and do my best to provide them with the finances.

I'm trying to find the path. I'm trying to find a man that shares the same thoughts as i am.

Is it really that difficult? Sigh. Maybe i might never find the one that is willing to walk the path with me together.

P.S: Wish me luck for my later test. =) hope i can pass it smoothly!!!!!!

Looking up in the sky, i soon saw another cloud fly thru my view.

Emptiness sets in as i saw the cloud pass by me. Yes, i let it flew pass me. No, i didnt stop to catch it.

Maybe i shouldnt have looked up in the sky at all.

I should have just looked ahead, looked at my footstep, moving forward, instead of stopping and looked up.

I was held up for a moment, and cause myself to suffer from a "loneliness" attack.

我太容易动情了。我必须停止这样。

Once again, its time to set my path back to where i need to go.

I really hope i will not look up again as it hinders my path of moving forward.

To concentrate, to move towards what i aim to achieve.

To be a person without needing anyone except friends and family.

I want to be rational. I want to be independent. I want to live a life without needing to suffer in the hands of man.

Enough of heartaches, enough of jerks, enough of relationship after relationship.

I had enough for now.

我不可以在动情了。我必须封锁我知己。不能再让别人进去。

做一个不需要爱情的人，是我现在的目标。

祝我成功吧！=)

On the 24th - Jerry's Birthday.

Celebrated for him downstairs as he say he was alone at home. LOL..

Knew him for almost 3-4years le ba? my first WLNY Neighbour.

So off i went to meet downstairs and gave him a little surprise by buying a small cake for him. hur hur!

thats the least i could do as a friend. =)

hurrr....

The tiny cake that i bought for him. lol.



Making a Wish!..



Heee.. Cut cake loh!!



25th - Steph Birthday Celebration at Pasir Ris Chalet.

I went with my serious cough and flu. LOL..

They immediately knew i was sick as normally i'm very bubbly and noisy. But i was very quiet and talking very softly yesterday.

hur hur. Went there for about an hour and left as i needa go home and mug..

The rest of the pictures are with brother James so have to wait for him to upload! hur hur..

Birthday Girl in white! =D with James (extreme left) and YongWen (Extreme right)



26th - Yixiang Pre Birthday Celebration

Hur, his actual birthday is tomorrow. But he no time so we did a pre-celebration today.

heee.. went down for lunchie in town at marchie! (they change name to food village i think)

Gave him a little surprise by buying a slice of cake with candle @ marchie. heee..

and then coffee at borders. Yada, We cam whore! (or should i say i force him to. LOL LOL)

Tiramisu Cake! heee... cute hor?



The air con is gonna blow off the candle...



The sour sour strawberry that he force it into his stomach.. lol..



Moi and him at marchie. =D



At coffee bean!



The rabbits wannabe! MUAHAHAHA!



Candid Shot. LOL LOL! and i love his dimples! I also wanT! HUMPF. =(



yes, me love taking pics. =P



Jane and Me at coffee bean!



Me and my happening life.

So many people birthday at one go.

Oh and its also Jacob's birthday tomorrow! But he not in town therefore never celebrate. hur hur.

all the gemini babies.

LOL... I only just realised that i have so many gemini friends.

Including Jjacky, Brianca (Hybrid of cancer and gemini) and Gerger.. (all their birthday are coming soon!)

hurrrrrrrrrr....

*cries*

sick sick sick!..

i dun have strength to even talk.. my voice seems to stuck within my body. Alot of phlegm stuck inside thus blocking my voice from coming out. -.-

I cough like there's no tomorrow.

My nose are blocked with mucus.

HAO XIN KU AH!

-.-

Yixiang coming to bring me see doc. hurrr..

thanks .. Appreciate it.. hurr..

Pai Seh Sia.. Have to Mafan ppl. =/

why do i keep falling sick... =(

Jia lat sia.. Haiz..

Yes, i did that. -.-

and i ended with a serious cough today. =(

Yesterday went mambo with man man, pris and jane.

Fred, Jacob, John and Jerry came too.

i told myself not to drink.

And i manage to - for the first 2hrs. lol.

Ytd was the first time i drink lambo btw.

I have not tried waterfall or graveyard (i heard its a yucky drink) either.

I ended up drinking half a glass of chivas with soda, a Lamborghini (share with jane) and a few mouthful of volka orange.

=/

my alcohol limit getting higher and higher. =.=

I wasnt even high at all.

and i thought lambo was a strong drink? =/

hmm.. Maybe last time if i drink i will toh. Now i think quite hard now le ba.. hurrrrrrrr....

hmm.. is it all becoz of the frequent "training"?...

if so.. then it also means..

my body.. has been undergoing training for quite some time.

Can my body take it? i wonder......... o.O? LOL..

Pics Pics!

Jane and i in train! While on the way to Vivocity for Dinner. (Do anyone of you realise i cut my hair?) hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...



My new retro dress from wetseal! isnt a beauty?! I love it lots! (And ya i change my clothing to this beauty to go mambo. =D)



Jane and i at vivo toilet. lol.







Mandy, Jane and i at velvet!



Does these donuts look delicious? LOL! I WANTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.= I WANNA EAT~~~



I am freaking sick now. With a freaking bad cough and a freaking bad flu.

I need tons of herbal tea, with lots of care. Jane Jane, where's my herbal which u say u will buy?

i still waiting! HUMPF. lol..

Anyone else wanna buy me? I give you address, u all send to me pls? LOL LOL..

I needa study for moi test...............................................

TIME NO ENOUGH!

-.-"

freaking hell, i have less than 4 days to study and memorised 8 chapts.

no time no time.

tomorrow have to run here and there, thus cannot study.

Jia lat.

STRESS AH!

-.-"

What am i studying?

Er.. its an additional Financial paper to make my resume looks better.

A last min decision to go for the exam which is on the 28th.

i need more timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

i only write 2.5 chapts of notes!

I still got 6.5 more to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.....

On a side note, a sudden gust of loneliness swept across my heart for a moment.

i realise i have not talked to J for a moment.

And we have broken up for quite sometime.

How is he?

Hows everything over his side? His mom? His Sis?

Dunno why memories came back for a moment.

The good and the bad.

I'll treasure those good moments, definitely.

The bad? It forms part of my lessons in life.

Is it good to have memories?

Or would you rather to have a lost of memories so that you will never recall things in the past?

I realise, i have been much much stronger as compared to the past.

I used to be frighten of being alone.

I used to be frighten of not having someone beside me.

But i no longer have this urge of "must have" someone beside me.

Instead, i'm focuing my attention on my gfs, my career and my family.

To be frank, this is the first time the "loneliness bug" hit my heart.

But i guess it'll go away when i wake up.

Yes, i'm stronger now, i feel. Mentally.

And i'm glad with the change in me. (tho i am still changing)

A Brand New Start with A Brand New me.

=)

YADA! shit. i feel that i'm getting sick after 2 straight days of .. bbq food (while previous night i was drinking my nite away at MOS and DF)

I'm having a super dry throat, block nose and i can feel my "heatiness"..

BTH BTH..

I'm so unhealthy recently.. bth........

Who is kind enough to buy me tons of herbal tea everyday? LOL.. =X

JANE JANE~ MOI SICK~ MOI WAN LOVE FROM U! =X MUAHAHA..

Heeeeeeeeeeeee.. jane and i were kinda of bored at the chalet and we took this pic. MUAHAHA!!!

Guess who?

=X



we are not naked k. lol. so dun think otherwise.

MUAHAHA..

Yada, I was freaking tired after clubbing till 6am.

Woke up with an aching body and a blocked nose. FUCK MAN! -.-

grrrr..

I had to rush off to tutor my kid before she fly back to korea for a holiday..

therefore, i headed down with a heavy head.

She nearly pissed me off when she fall asleep while i was helping her to write her compo. grrr..

After tuition, i went back home and nua.....

while waiting for jane to come my place and head down to the chalet at Pasir ris together.

DAMN SHAGGED LOR! -.- I kept telling Jane i wanna "ZZZZ" and she was so irritated by me. LOL LOL!!

The good thing about Harry's chalet is - the unlimited amount of good food. He's a great chef! =D

The Bad things about harry's chalet is - TOO MUCH GOOD FOOD = FAT!

-.-"""""""

Anyhow, we had a "mini cam whoreing" LOL. Becoz of MOI! I IS VAIN! *BOO!*

With Jie Wei!





With Jane!



MOI~



Jacky's Maltese!!!!!! DAMN CUTE LOR!!!!!!



we left at around 12+ as i was feeling very very very tired. =/

Waking up at 10am is considered a mission impossible task for me now.

however, i did manage to. LOL.

Bo Pianz have to go to my mom's workplace.

heee.. jioz Jane and Brianca for breakfast together since brianca's daddy works at the same place as my parents. =D

After which, it was KTVing! with Alvin, Jacky and Jane. LOL.. We took alot of ..... funny pics. LOL LOL.

Jacky Behind, It was a candid shot. HAHAHA..



Jacky and Moi, Jane say this pic look different. =D



The Lucky Man Alvin. =D



The Lucky Man Jacky. hurrrr..



Here we go again.. LOL..





Sang till 11, then we Cabbed down to MOS together with Jacky. LOL..

Mandy Came and join us (for the first time!)

and.. We Cam-Whore again! in the TOILET!

Man Man and Me









Jane And i...



Being Sick of Taking Nice Pics.. We started...













We had a new lesbian partner now..






I bump into my friends!

Lenn and me



Tiff and me



Salura and me



Jane Di-Siaoing as i was taking pics of myself. LOL.



MUAHAHA.. we Bumped around in MOS till... 4am and headed down to DF.

Had more fun till DF lights up.. (530am!)

LOL.. Yes, its another day where jane and i clubbed till 6.

the unlimited energy that we have. LOL.