I've been so lazy and tired recently that i dun feel like blogging. =.=~

I have finally started working.. after such a long time. everyday report to office at 10am.

tired sia... i need more time to tune my sleeping time back. =/

Anyways...

I am finally graduating tomorrow!!!!!!! YIPPY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Shall post all the pics up after taking them tomorrow.

Jane and brianca and PTG and Maybe Brandon is coming along too~ =D

I'm so excited! *laughs*

After which i'll take the family portait and makeover next tues. *happy*

My 3rd makeover! =D

Alright, time to hit the bed for beauty sleep! i need to look at my best tomorrow! =D

Random Pics:

Was out having lunch with marc and he showed me these toys! it can be transform into transformer!



This is a real MP3 player that can transform!



This is... My graduation gift from my mentor~ Its cute right! Symbolised my graduation. =) and its wearing the same purple grad gown~ So qiao!



good nite everyone~

Recently, i have fallen in love with 青菜.

I suddenly realise how nice it taste and and how wonderful it feels in my mouth.

With every bite i take, i feel so much in love with it.

With every bite i take, i can feel the juicy-ness of it.

With every bite i take, it feels as tho it wants me to eat it.

LOL LOL LOL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I used to hate eating 青菜 but i suddenly feels that it is damn crunchy and tasty.

and most importantly it is healthy too!

i love kang kong, i love my home cooked kai lan, i love curry veg and i love salads~

These are my favourites. =D

They are delicious! hehe~

I feel so fortunate to have finally found my love for 青菜.

Now i feel so much better as i'm finally doing something with regards to my eating after being a carnivorous for such a long time.

Now i have craving for 青菜 everyday, every moment, every time.

Maybe i should just convert into a vegetarian.

What do you think?

“青菜我好爱你啊！”

lol lol lol..

Clubless for this week. Surprise? lol.

Spent my fridays with my darlings (yq and jane), derek and PTG over at Minds Cafe! =D

Fun Fun. I love the game "Taboo" as my brain functions the way that it gives me an upper hand for the game!~

I think alot and very random therefore i can link the words easily! =X

hehe.. and we had a great laugh becoz of my random-ness. LOL!

didnt manage to take any pics coz.. forgot. =X hurrrrr.

Its been a long time since i last "did not club" on a friday.

Will there be more to come?

Time will tell i guess. But my legs are abit itchy now? =/

Then again... every wed i'll definitely mambo!

Coz i am so in love with it can!! =X

Darling Jane and i have cut down on drinking alot. Its a huge improvement as compared to.. one mth ago. *phwee*

Sat:

Mj-ing over at Terry's place.

Jane and i went for a swim first but.. it was kinda boring coz.. it wasnt sunny and .. the pool has no excitment. LOL! (like.. handsome fit fit guys.. or... slides for us to play.. LOL~kidding. =X)

For the first time in my life..

I played mj.. 1 round.. for 3.5hrs.

zzzzzzzz...

Yq and jane slept one by one with raynold taking over their position while they took a nap respectively. LOL~

it was a draggy game man.

Every of us routinely "diao zeng", one "风" can play for 45mins to 1hr. hahaha~

Thankfully.. after so long.. i manage to win a little. =)

After the tedious lengthy mj game.. 4 of us headed down to rochester park to chill.

i ordered rock melon martini.. and started complaining coz.. i hate the taste of liquor. LOL! Serious. i not lying!

Normally when i drink.. i drink it with alot of mixer, or i drink it fast to make myself high faster so my tastebud will not "feel" the taste of liquor in my mouth. lol..

and so.. yq darling says.. "har?! martini is like that de what?"

and so.. i replied.. "i guess whenever i drink lychee martini in zouk i'm always half gone already."

hur hur hur~ well.. thats the true.. =X

Thanks terry for the dinner and drinks treat~ =D~

and.. for the first time.. after 2 years.. i headed home at 1am, reaching home at 130..

it feels so weird to be back home that early.. lol~

Sun:

Rise and shine~

Met up with yq darling for a shopping spree over at bugis junction.

Its been a long long time since i shop in SG!

I got myself a dress and 2 tops! Now that i think back.. i kinda of regret getting the dress coz its a little too expensive..

i can easily get a dress from f21 for slightly above that dress~ grrr..

Implusiveness got the better of me. boo.

After which ben bro came over to fetch us back for a coffee with darling jane. She very ke lian, have to work from home on a sunday coz she has too many things to do. *sayang*~

We went over to pass her a top that we got for her in BV! hehe..

now 3 of us have a same top and we will wear it out together one of these days. *laughs*~

Random Pics:

This car was spotted near wj's house and i took it down to show it to jane! her fav winnie on a car! lol.. cute right?! =X





i was bored. and therefore i took it. lol. its been a long time since i last took a pic with my specs. hur!!!!! ghost ah! =X



Cosmetic-less as i'm gg for a swim after that..



Its swimming time~ candid shot by yq. lol.. look at my thunder thighs! =(



I look ugly here. =.=~



We took this on wed after mambo-ing at the HK cafe located in katong.



finally. finish reporting. =.=~

tired tired! it took me 2hrs to finish this post becoz photobucket refused to upload my pics up! grrrrrrrr..

Make me so pek chek. kaoz.

I need a new website to hold my photos, any recommendation ppl? photobucket is getting more and more laggy and its irritating me. -.-~

on top of that.. my internet connection is irritating the hell out of me. fucked up! grrr.

i have been restarting my router for 5-6times becoz my IE keeps lagging or cannot load at all! i faint ok! -.-~!!! *pull hair*

"Its been a long time.. since i last felt like this. LUPPX! =P"

Its Reuben's birthday today.

A post to dedicate my best wishes to him tho he is far away from this island.

Happy happy birthday to you!

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After a series of events, i finally manage to walk thru the waves that i have created for myself.

After countless of .. useless thoughts, i finally manage to piece them up and realise nothing ever has a perfect solution.

I made the choice, and i am gonna walk the path down.

Someone told me, i think so much, was becoz i'm afraid of the responsibilities that comes with every decision. I'm afraid of regreting my decision. I'm afraid of the future that comes along with it. is it gonna be good or bad?

True enough, i'm afraid of taking responsibility for myself. I need to be affirmed with every decision that i am gonna make.

Does this means i do not have self confidence?

I look and sound like 我是一个信心爆满的人。

or in actual fact, i'm not?

i contridictes myself sometimes. lol. no i would say, most of the time.

Anyways, things are settled. I'm smiling from within.

That is the most important factor.

The storm is over.. for now.

(ger i trying my best to write long long for u to read, but i am very very very tired now. so hor tml i try my best to write longer for u k. LOL!)

A particular special day where i finally sort out my confusing thoughts all thanks to my supportive friends.

A particular special day where i made a decision.

A particular special day where it holds a special meaning to me.

A moment to remember. =)

All these while.. I lead a life where.. i think about everyone's feelings except my own.

I delayed decisions fearing of hurting people..

In the process of that.. i unknowingly hurt others..

I messed up people's life and bring nothing but complications to them.

What is wrong with me?

Sorry for hurting.

I really just want everyone to be happy..

A quick post.

All thanks to brianca, we went for the fireworks festival yesterday.

She helped us bought ticks at corporate rate!

OMG.. it was fabulous, jane, i and brianca couldnt stop "WOW-ing" and 好漂亮哦！！！！

It was wonderful wonderful wonderful~

if only.. fireworks are legalised in SG. =(

After which, we headed down to gallery hotel to meet the rest - derek, Sybian and his friends.

ITS derek's pre-birthday celebration!

Was slacking at one of the pub over there, which was quite a nice place to chill i would say. =)

bought a cake for him and 1/4 of it landed on his face all thanks to sybian. LOL!

And we saw the pics that they took at hooters.

It was.. OMG, hilarious!!!!!!

Its a perfect idea to sabo the birthday boy.

All you need to do is to get the birthday boy to hooters.

They will actually get the birthday boy up the stage, strip him (as in the top), get him wear and apron, do some make up on him, and force him to hula hoop in front of everyone! PERFECT~

I will try and get my hands on the pics and post it all for all of you. MUAHAHAAH~

Before the fireworks.



RS went together with us! =D thanks for the ride to gallery hotel! we meet up soon again k! didnt manage to catch up much. =D



Jane and i with our new hair color



RS and brianca!



Us!



Brianca and moi!



Them~



Brianca, missing in action from my blog for a long time.





the fireworks! not very well taken tho.. my cam lousy. (anyone wanna get a new camera for me? LOL!)





Them.



Derek's friends!





Sybian on the left and derek on the right



Derek and jane



damn it, i'm fat. -.-!



Them looking bored while i was cutting the cake



I was trying to cut the cake to make sure everyone have a piece before the rest landed on derek's face



The after effect of The cake that landed on derek's face.



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Random Pics:

Went to visit my aunt who just gave birth on fri. =) her baby boy!



Isnt he cute! =D 我也想生孩子！=X MUAHAHAHA~




HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK! =D

P.S: Wish me luck in my interview tomorrow peeps. =)

MUAHAHA! as the title has said...

jane and i went for a hair cut together recently, and took some pics.

so.. have a good laugh! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

The mild one.. Body-less jane with her yandao hair dresser.



Guess who? LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! We are dyeing our hair in another salon..



OH NO! I'M BALDING!



LET ME FREAK YOU OUT... MUAHAHAHA!




Me and the chio chio helmet. LOL!



sHE AND HER CHIO CHIO HAIR WRAPPED UP



we were bored. so we went out. and.. we started.... to act as aliens. well, we looked like one at that point of time. MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!





After my hair changes color.. the helmet was taken off and.. the effect! chio hor! how i wish my hair was like that. =(



After wash and dry..



Darling become red head, i become 假 ANG MOR! LOL!





MUAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another new scandal!

Just receive this email from floyd of a naked girl.. from NP.

Why do teenagers these days take their naked pics and store it in their phone?

Dun they understand that if they are not careful enough, and their hp got stolen or misplaced..

those pics will be open to the public?

thats how advance technology is now..

Just a wrong move.. and *boom*~

You are the next target.

After tammy saga, there was quite a few.. and now this! whooohooo!

hmm.. i would say... tammy is prettier.. =X

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Just came back from movies with Jane Yq and Terry.

We watched Bourne Ultimatum! Its ok.. not really fantastic tho.

Thanks terry for treating us to the movies! =D

Well well, a good news to share to all, a bank has called me for an interview this monday.

Everyone please pray hard for me? I just hope i can get into the department i want. =D

After 2 months of not working, i really have enough.

Maybe thats the reason for my occasionally mood swings these days as.. i need a job to make me feel useful.

P.S: Thank you, i appreciate your kind actions and thoughts.. i really do not know how to pay back your kindness.. =( u make me feel so indebt to you lor! -.-"~
I know, i'll work hard in the banking industry to keep that promise made. =)
Thank you..

I sent my resumes out.

I hope i can find a job within 2 weeks.

Please pray hard for me as i'm very super duper tight now liao. -.-~

Si bei stress looking at my account depreciating to this extend.

=(

i did not go mambo today as i needa help my parents out in the morning.

Mom's sick again. =(

good nite!

I thank you for pampering me, and i thank you for exposing me to another different world.

Its sad to say, i cant accept it for now.

I really appreciate your kindness and gentleness throughout these few months and i have never once taken it for granted.

The time wasnt right. I am not prepared.

And dont worry, i will not let you guys down.

I will work hard and strive towards finding out what i want in life.

Maybe someday, i'll be back.

Time will tell. =)

For the first time, i made a decision for myself. (after being force to..)

One day, i'll learn how to say no to people.

Its time for me, to get my ass back into the corporate world.

I have once again, set path to where i come from.

I have once again, gain another level of maturity.

I know i am still immature somehow or another, i have not attend the social university.

Its time.. its back for me to go and bang the walls set in the cold hard corporate world.

I'm ready. its time.

I have prepared a couple of bullet proof jacket. Not sure if its enough.

i'll be learning the Survival skills, the politics skills, the fake mask skills, and much more.

The never ending social university - here i come.

Be prepared for me to rock this university! (KIDDING! =X )

No longer a student, no longer will i be able to club extensively, no longer having late nights, no longer having fun..

Its time to give up these. Enough of fun and entertainment.

Time to work, and work, and work, to earn my money, to give my parents money, to go on holiday, to gain more knowledge once again.

The other stage of my life has just begin.

The other stage of my maturity has also just begin.

All the while, i have been leading a life.. where i just want everyone to be happy.

even if it means .. i need to do it at my own expenses.

All i want, is people around me are happy.

But it seems that, i cant.

I just wanna find a decision where everyone would be happy.

but it seems that.. there's no one perfect decision..

I have finally made the decision.. but its gonna hurt somebody..

and i feel so so bad, i feel so so ... guilty.

I'm sorry.. thats all i can say..

I really .. am sorry.. to let them down..

I just simply hate hurting people as i dun like to be hurt either..

But.. finally.. i can feel the stone in my heart.. is finally gone.

Maybe i might regret this decision in the future, but its the best for me now, with my current condition.

A decision on my career path, A decision about my future.

I have made the decision and i'm standing firm.. (i hope)

There's no rooms for regret anymore..

My life - so messy. becoz i'm think too much and too accomodating to everyone's request.

My weekend was spent with friends and their birthday celebration.

I'm too lazy and.. do not have mood to go thru the days one by one.

Just share the pics with all of you ba. =) enjoy!

In the car waiting for Wj to come back..



We went ice cream chef again for my favourite ice cream! he and his blur blur look. -.-"



My ice cream! Strawberry with Kinder and shortcake!



The hp strap from Terry! Love it to bits~ Thanks sweetie! =D



Moi~



Jane and Derek arriving later!



Cozy Cozy Sofa. ~



Cozy Cozy Bed!



She's Beautiful dun u think so?



Fred and his bd cake from me. hehe.



the bd cake.



moi and him!



No i did not photoshop my pic to make it look slimmer!



Moi and Wj after watching Flash Point at Cine.



Jane and i outside The Cathay. We love these 2 pics to bits!